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Forever

Summary:
Edward will never forgive himself. The pain of his fatal miscaulculation eats at him. How could he have hurt her so?! Bella is torn and confused about everything that happened... Life is not easy. Jacob is trying to accept Bella's choice


Notes:
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4. Bella- "No. I'm not your everything."

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I look out the window and I wonder…

I wander what you wanted, what you needed, what made you want to leave me.

The stars shine outside, piercing the night like tiny needles.

Like tiny holes in the sky.

I know you didn’t want me,

I know you didn’t need me,

But don’t you know that everyday your gone is like another needle,

Struck into my little cloth heart?

I’m breakable,

Fragile,

And you know this as you smile,

Give me a kiss,

Help me up again.

Where are you now? Don’t you know I need you?

Everyday without you is another pin stuck in my cloth heart,

A crack to my porcelain armor.

I’m like the collectible doll,

Another one to your shelf,

Discarded faces,

From so many places.

You don’t care you hurt me,

Because to you I’m just another thing.

To adore and hate easily.

I’m just a little pinprick in your sky,

While each hurt,

Every lie you said to me is a needle stuck in my cloth heart.

Like another crack to my porcelain armor.

Cracked without remorse,

You take out the hammer,

Hack away,

You don’t care what you’re doing,

You don’t care what I’m feeling.

You “bought” my love,

So to you I’m yours.

But I’m more than your doll,

I’m more than your pincushion,

I’m more than a star.

I’m the sky.

I’m not YOUR everything,

But I’ll be everything to nobody.

Since you didn’t want me.