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Our Forever

Summary:
This is just my version of what happens to Bella and Edward...I OWN NOTHING!! lol


Notes:
Enjoy!! ^^ CHAPTA 2 IS UP!!


1. Chapter 1: Surprise....Crap

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I sighed and stared out my window. It was so boring when Edward wasn't here. It was completely necessary for him to go hunting, but it was terribly annoying. My whole world focused around him and when he was gone for days I tended to get moody. Earlier, Charlie came into my room to tell me he was going fishing and I almost bit his head off for not knocking. Not something I always do! I sighed again.

Plus, I didn't help the fact that it was two weeks past Graduation and I knew that Edward knew that he had to face my transformation sooner or later. He didn't like it, but I was ready and frankly...there was nothing that could keep me from joining his family. Well, I'm sure he could if he wanted to. What measures would he go to keep me human? I shuddered at the thought.

I was in deep thought when the phone rang.

I jumped up and ran down the stairs. Only tripping twice, new personal record. I scrambled for the phone and quickly answered.

"Hello?" I asked breathlessly, trying to catch my breath.

"Hello Bella..." said Edward on the other line. I almost shrieked in delight at the sound of his voice even though he had been gone for only two days.

"Hi!" I said stupidly, not thinking again.

I heard him laugh on the other end. I smiled.

Then he started to speak again. "Bella love I have something to tell you!" He said eagerly. There was a small hint of edge in his voice that would have been undetectable if I hadn't have known it so well.

"And what is that?" I asked hesitantly.

"I will tell you when I get back...I'll be back around 7:00 okay?" He asked and I could almost hear the smirk on his face, and i was pretty sure he was smirking.

I sighed, it was only 6:00 so I didn't argue. "Okay! Love you!" I said.

"I know.." he said velvetly, then the line disconnected.

I had to take a deep breath before I could move correctly. Then I hung up the phone and went back upstairs. I couldn't help but wonder what was so important that he couldn't tell me over the phone. 'Surprises...crap.....' I thought. 'Why does he do that?' I asked myself. I sighed and walked into my room. "Just another hour." I said trying to calm myself from the excitement of him finally coming home.

I decided that I had some time to let my mind wonder. The first thing I thought about was the goods and bads of becoming a vampire. I also decided that I needed to work this out or I was going to regret it when the time came, which wasn't far away. I focused on the positives: I would be with Edward 24/7, literally, I would live forever, and I would finally have the same affect on him that he did on me. But as soon as the positives were coming, the negatives came rolling in too. Like the facts that I could never have my own little child if I became a vampire, I would always be thirsty for blood blood and more blood, and after I got over all that blood lust all the people I cared about would be in their 80's. Then it dawned on me. Even if i did remain human, I still couldn't be a mother because Edward couldn't be the father. Not to mention that Edward wouldn't let me attack humans no matter what, so that didn't matter as much to me anymore. But the ageing thing did bother me.

I sighed and looked at my clock. 6:45 PM!

'HOLY CROW HOW LONG WAS I THINKING!!!!'

I heard the phone ring and I jumped up. Then I ran down the stairs...not breaking my record of only falling twice, three times.... damn. I picked up the phone.

"Hello?" I asked alittle stupidly.

"Hi Bells." I heard on the other end. I twitched. it was not the voice that I was expecting to hear. Jacob.

"ER...Hi?" I said. It sounded more like a question.

"Bella I have to talk to you!!" He said with major emphasis on the you.

"Uh...okay....when?" I asked. This didn't make any sense at all. Especially when I heard the strong edge in his voice.

"Now!" He said, then hung up. I didn't move for a minute trying to make sense of what just happened. I hung up the phone and groaned. But Edward was gonna be here in 15 minutes!! I didn't wanna leave!!!

Ever so abruptly I heard a sharp, *KNOCK * on my door. It must have been Jacob.

I went over to the door and opened it. Jake was standing there leaning against my door frame looking like he was about to burst. Literally. He was shaking violently and had his fists were clenched.

He looked at me and his eyes were frightening. His rabbit was still running and in my drive-way. I was so happy that Charlie wasn't here. He grabbed my wrist and pulled me too him so that I had no choice but to look at him.

"Bella....Why?" He asked his eyes were suddenly in an amount of pain that was so unbearable that i had to look away. The sad thing was that I immediately new what he was talking about.

"Jake...can't we talk about this later...." I asked.

He shook his head violently, if he were human like me it probably would have flew off of his neck. "Bella why do you want to be changed into one of them? Do you really love them that much and me so less?" He asked sadly.

I tried to break away from him, unsuccessfully. "Jake you knew that this was coming and you know that I care about you!" I said trying to make him and me feel better at the same time.

Jacob looked me in the eyes. He was inches from my face.He was leaning in.

I was to terrified to move. CRAP MOVE DAMN IT!! I thought to myself. But i just couldn't move.

Suddenly, he pulled away. And behind him was my savoir. Edward.

Edward was glaring at Jacob. "Interrupting anything Mongrel?" He asked as if he wasn't really surprised. But by the expression and fact that his eyes were black I was sure he was. Edward was by my side so quickly that Jake flinched and blinked in surprise.

Edward started to growl and I knew that things weren't going to end well. Jake must have known it to because a flash of defete flashed his face, followed by rage.

"I'll talk to you later!" He said to me before he got in his rabbit and left. I looked at Edward who didn't move an inch. Without warning he was gone.

I looked around frantically. "Edward?" I yelled. I was spiraling in circles.

"In here..." He said. I walked into the house and found him sitting on the couch. The look on his face was terrifying. Not the terrifying face of anger, but terrifying because it was full of pain.

"Edward..." I whispered as I sat by him.

Edward looked out the window as he spoke. "It's alright love, really..." He said and smiled but it didn't touch his eyes as he turned to look at me. I smiled back in attempt to make him feel better.

"Edward..you know that I love you above all others...don't you?" I asked.

He had his arms around me before I could blink and was holding me recklessly close to him. "Yes...I do." He said simply. "And to prove how much I love you..." He started to say, then he leaned down and whispered to my ear.

"I'll change you..." he whispered.