What if Bella kissed Jake in the truck? An interesting "what if." Will Edward still take her back? Will Bella want him back? Warning: The rating of this story is subject to change at any time.
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I don't know why she kissed me right then and quite frankly I didn't care. I was just glad that she had. I'd waited for that since the first day we met.
I knew I could make her happy. I would make it so that when she heard his name then she wouldn't have to clutch at her sides and gasp for breath. It scared me to death whenever she did that.
I wanted her to see that love wasn't supposed to be cold and hard but warm and soft...human. I knew I loved her. She consumed me. When I was with her, I wanted to say every corny line about love that there was and I wanted to say them all to her. I felt it all for her. Bella was my love. My life. My everything. And after she kissed me, I knew that's what she was...mine.
Okay, why did Bella just drive up her driveway...wait a minute...no... why did a BOY drive up Bella's drive way with Bella in his arms? She is supposed to be dead! But more importantly, why were they kissing? Why did Bella kiss him? And what in the hell is that smell? She has some major explaining to do!
After everything I had just told him and asked if he still wanted me, he said something that made my heart jump and rip the hole in my heart just ever so slightly.
"Bella, how could you even ask me that?! You think I wouldn't want you because of something he did? That guy was a ....a...a moron! How could he have said those things to you? You! How? I mean, it's YOU, Bella!"
"Jake! Calm Down! Shhhh...it's okay, Jake. Calm down...here, sit." I patted the other side of the knobby log I was already sitting on. He was shaking...a lot.
" Calm...right...sure, sure, but I mean how could he say that!?! He..he's clearly off his rocker. What else could you expect from one of those...those leeches?" He was shaking again as he sat down.
"Jake, can we please not talk about him anymore? I just can't handle it. Not yet." I could feel the edges of the hole in my heart ready to ignite.
All of the sudden he got this look in his eyes of concern. "Bella...I'm sorry. I..I wasn't thinking. I am going to change it though. I'll help you. I'll rip him to shre-"
"Jake, it's okay." I really did not want to get the details of what would happen if Jake got near him. Edward could probably throw Jake all the way to Chicago from here if he wanted to.
He smiled my smile. He really was beautiful. His jaw was so strong. Holding in his white smile. The one I loved to see. His skin was such a wonderful color. Bronze and it covered his muscles which were truly and unmistakably there. His hands were wonderful. Big and calloused, but gentle and kind.
His eyes were such a deep brown color. It was almost like you could see right to his soul. So honest and kind. A piece of his black hair just about to fall into one of them. Just long enough to do so after his buzz cut. I liked it better when it was longer.
All of the sudden I wanted to touch his face. I wanted to move the hair, which had now fallen, from his face. I did. I looked into his eyes as I did so and all of the sudden we were kissing again.
We sat there on the rocky shore watching the sun set and each other. I was laying in his arms with the cool wind not even chilling me, our backs against a knotted log. I looked up at him. He caught my eye in his. He leaned in and kissed me on my jaw line.
I met his lips and this time he ran the tip of his tongue against my bottom lip, sending a shiver through me, and then finally going in my mouth where my tongue met his.
I hadn't ever kissed like this. Edward was the only other person I had kissed and I hadn't been able to kiss him like this, for the obvious reasons.
Getting caught up in the moment, as usual, I took my bare foot and rubbed it up his leg as I pulled his head closer with my hands. I had to come up for air sometime though, and as I broke apart from him, I realized what I had done. I blushed very deeply. I felt my cheeks burning.
"Sorry," I said, gasping a little bit.
"Well, I guess I did it because I haven't really been kis-"
"No, I meant why are you sorry?" he interrupted, grinning.
"Oh, well, I just..."
"He never kissed you like that, did he? I mean he couldn't..."
"No." I said blushing.
"Are you upset?"
"No, I....I'm glad." blushing even deeper, if that was possible. "The sun is almost set. I better go home and get Char- OH MY GOD! I FORGOT ABOUT CHARLIE!" I yelled as I jumped up.
"Oh crap! I'm sorry, Bella!"
"It's okay! I just have to go!"
"I'll drive you."
"Jake you don't have to. I'll be fine."
"I wasn't worried about your safety, although maybe I should have been. I just didn't want to miss out on the good night kiss." He grinned.
Poor Harry...poor Sue..and the kids. Seth wouldn't have a father for his tough teenage years and Leah wouldn't have a father to walk her down the aisle. It had to be tough.
I walked in the door expecting to find Bella making some kind of dinner. That was not what I saw.
Alice was in the kitchen cutting up a pizza and putting a piece on the plate she was holding in her other hand.
This day was getting stranger all the time.
Rosalie had to be lying! She was jealous so she told me that Bella jumped of the cliff...that's it! Oh my god...she couldn't have. She promised!
Bella wouldn't do that! I'll go to Forks. I'll go to Forks and prove Rosalie wrong. I will do that and then leave. I won't bother Bella. I'll just go to make sure she's okay and then I'll leave. Rosalie is lying! I'll prove it!