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The Difference of Death and Life

Originally called Love and Death or Hate and Life What happens when Edward is faced with a decission he has to make? A past love comes back for Edward, but he doesn't share the same feelings with her as he does with Bella. Will he leave her again, for her safety? Or will he stay with her and risk her life?


4. Just A Toy

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RECAP: I smelt the seductively sweet scent. Not a scent I really wanted to smell. Especially when Bella was with me.

I turned my head to see Victoria walking slowly towards us.

Hey Eddie, she thought.

I growled loudly as I stood and crouched protectively in front of Bella.

I'll take it that you didn't tell her I was here yet, or about our plans.

"Edward..." Bella whispered. I looked at her. She was shaking slightly. "What are we going to do?" she whispered hardly loud enough for even me to hear. I just smiled and winked at her. She froze. I realized why when I turned around and found Victoria inches away from me.


"Hey Eddie." She said out loud this time. Looking me over.

I growled.

"I thought I told you earlier...Don't be rude."

I shifted uncomfortably from one foot to the other. "I don't know what your talking about."

"Let me refresh your memory." Then she kissed me. It reminded me of when we were younger. Back in 1955, I mean.


"Eddie what do you want to do tonight?" Victoria asked me. She was on our bed, at the time I was living with her coven, and I was sitting in the foot of the bed.

"I don't know may be a little of this..." I said coming up to lye on her, and I kissed the crook her neck, "or this..." I said nibbling her ear, "or this..." I said unbuttoning her shirt.

For I a moment I forgot it was in the 21 century but thought I was in 1955. I was all over Victoria, but then I realized... Bella! Great this will make breaking up with her a hell of a lot easier.

I slowly pulled back, and looked at Bella.

"Uhh... Edward... Wish to explain to Me What The HELL IS GOING ON HERE?!" Bella yelled her voice rising, and knee's wobbling.

"Let me." Victoria said. She wrapped her arm around my waist. The way Bella always did. I slowly rested my arm on her shoulder. This didn't feel right. She was taller than Bella, and her shoulder's were too broad. I slowly started to lift my arm up but, Victoria thought, Follow along, or she dies.

I saw Bella's eyes start to water up. "Eddie here and I had a meeting about a ½ an hour ago, and we are getting back together."

"Back together?" Bella's voice cracked.

"Yes." Victoria squeezed my side.

"Yes. We were"- she squeezed my side harder- "ARE in love." I said struggling.

"But... you just... told me... you loved me." She said between gasps.

"Well, I always told you I was a monster. I like to get what I can, while I can. And if it means playing with U-S-E-L-E-S-S humans like you, then so be it." I said answering Bella. I closed my eyes for a moment.

"Okay, well we really must get going. The wedding is in 2 days, and we need to be in Fiji by noon tomorrow." Victoria said. That was a nice touch, huh?

I heard Bella fall to the ground. I didn't dare look at her face. Our- mine and Bella's- wedding was supposed to be in Fiji. Victoria started to walk away, but I satyed where I was. I can't do thi- Hurry up Edward. If you don't come with me, then I will kill her in front of you.

I looked on last time at Bella and said, "I'm sorry. I never did love you. You won't have to see me ever again. I promise you will have a clean break this time. And don't jump off any cliffs, cause if you do... I will make sure Alice isn't there to save you." I finished coldly. I felt my heart shattering into teeny, tiny, pieces of glass.

"What about OUR wedding?" she asked.

I just laughed. She put her face in her hands and cried harder. God I hate this. I tilted my head up, so I looked up at the sun, I felt like I was trying to hold back tears. Ha, like I could cry. I looked down at Bella, here face was covered in tear stains and her eyes closed.

My heart told me to go and comfort her, and I wanted to hold her and tell her everything was gunna be alright and was a lie. But that is one thing I can never do again.

What's the point of my La Tua Cantante when I can't spend my life with her? I can't take this. I ran as fast as I could, before a sob escaped my lips, and I fell to the mossy floor.


I started to hyperventilate and cry.

“What about OUR wedding?” I asked. He just laughed at me, which made the tears come even harder.

The salty water came into my mouth, I which I could choke on tears. My heart is being taken from me, right after it was given back to me.

I closed my eyes for a couple of moments, and when I opened them. Edward was gone. Victoria stood there, looked expectantly at me, with her hand held out in front of her. I was so confused. She already had my on true love, now what does she want?

She groaned and walked towards me and picked up my left hand. She held it tightly above our heads; I could feel my wrist breaking. Then she took my ring!

They really were getting married.

She really was the true owner of Elizabeth Masen’s ring.

Victoria laughed and said, “He never did love you the way he loved me. Sorry little Bella, but this is just something I have to do.”

Then she bit me! I felt all the blood leaving my face, my neck. And then I felt numb… and cold. I closed my eyes soon after. Moments later I heard a scream. I tried to open my eyes, but they wouldn’t budge.

Yup, I thought, this is death.

And then, I started to feel pain, all over. But this pain was more like two pains at once. Both I have experienced before. It felt like when I was in Phoenix being killed by James, AND when Edward left me (the first time) both combined together to make the ultimate ‘Death of Bella’ mix. It was the worst thing that I have ever felt in all my years of living.