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My Snow White Queen

Summary:
Edward's Point of view. he is thinking of all the bad points of turning bella into a vampire. Ya, i suck at summaries. Anyway, plz R&R. Oh, and this is a songfic. :) EVENANCENCE RULES!!!! srry, had a burst.


Notes:
Snow White Queen by : Evanescance The Open Door. I was listening to this song right after i had finnished New Moon, again. Talk about an insperation.(sp?) and good timing!


1. My Snow White Queen

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Stoplight lock the door,
Don’t look back.
Undress in the dark,
And hide from you,
All of you.

Isabella Marie Swan. She is so beautiful when she slumbers. I love to watch her dream and sleep. Her chest slowly breathes in and out, rising up, then down. Her face, peaceful, like there are no worries in the world. I couldn’t, I wouldn’t stop thinking of her ever since she had started at Forks High School. The way she smelled was, no words could explain the way she smells. She is my la tua cantante. My singer.



You'll never know the way your words have haunted me

She said she loved me.



I can't believe you'd ask these things of me

She knows that I am a vampire, a monster. But, she still loves me. And she wants to become one of us! Damned to the soul! Inconceivable! And Bella, my beautiful, precious Bella, wants me to change her.

You don't know me.

I’m a monster. She knows I am. What if I loose myself whilst I am changing her? What if I kill her? I couldn’t afford to lose her. She is my soul. I love her. I love her too much to give her up to anyone, or thing.

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over

I want her to stay mortal, human. I want to listen to her blood rush through her veins rapidly whenever I am near. I want to hear the loud thudding of her heart when I kiss her. I don’t want to let that go.

Soon by now you’ll see you’re just like me.
Don’t scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

By the time all the penetrating pain has finished, she would change her mind. She wouldn’t want to drink animal’s blood. She would want to eat human food. Bella would hate this life, this life I gave her. She would hate me.

Wake up in a dream,
Frozen fear

Bella would be petrified. Her eyes, those once powerful brown eyes that had once enchanted me, would turn black or topaz. Her eyes would be wide with fear.

All your hands on me

My love would push me away, keeping me as far away from her as she could, despising me for what I’ve done.

I can’t scream
I can't scream

I mustn’t show my agony if she left me for changing her into a monster. I can’t show fear. I shan’t scream to the heavens for my love.


I can't escape the twisted way you think of me

I am grateful that she loves me. But, I can’t help thinking that our love is forbidden. I dream of Bella every waking moment, considering I can’t sleep. Even if I was mortal, I wouldn’t be able to sleep. I would stay awake all night, thinking about her.



I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep
I don’t sleep
You belong to me,
my snow white queen

When I was gone, she had a normal life. (Or so I thought.) She was preoccupied with Jacob Black, that dog. Bella was always a magnet for trouble. I wouldn’t let anything hurt her again. Not even me.



there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon by now you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

Bella, you are my life, my soul. Don’t make me take that away from me. Don’t force me to do what I don’t want to do. But, this is what you choose.

I can't save your life
though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting

You know I don’t want to do this for you, to you. Do you want to have a damned soul? Do you want me to kill you?

I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides

As you wish, my love. The monster takes over me as my controlled side chaperones the monster. Your blood is beautifully sweet, too delicious to let go. But, I must for you to live, for eternity.



You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon by now you'll see
you're just like me

I’m sorry.



don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

I love you, Isabella Marie Swan.