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Near to You

Summary:
This is a songfic featuring Bella, Jacob and Edward. It is set to "Near to You" by A Fine Frenzy. Bella is finally getting over Edward, with Jacob's help. But when Edward wants to see his Bella again, will he regret his decision to come back? DISCLAIMER: The characters featured in the fanfic are the wonderful Stephenie Meyer's characters and the song belongs to A Fine Frenzy! Please review! This is my very first fan fiction of any sort! Let me know what I did wrong and what I did right! Thank you so much!


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1. Better Near You

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He and I had something beautiful
But so dysfunctional, it couldn't last
I loved him so but I let him go
'Cause I knew he'd never love me back

JACOB'S POV:

Bella wrapped her arms around her waist as if to hold herself together. I hated seeing her like that. Especially when I know that it was that filthy leech that did it to her. How could he let go of something so wonderful, so beautiful? If I ever got the chance I would tear him to shreds. Except that would make her pain worse…

Such pain as this
Shouldn't have to be experienced
I'm still reeling from the loss,
Still a little bit delirious

BELLA'S POV:

Edward… that name slipped into my thoughts even when I was around Jacob. I loved him and he just walked away. But I can’t think of him anymore. I have my sun now. My beautiful sun. I couldn’t let Jacob see my tears fall; I couldn’t let him see my pain. Although the pain was definitely better with him around.


Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you.

EDWARD'S POV:

I couldn’t get her out of my mind. I still loved her. She thinks I don’t, but I do. She was the very reason for my existence. I have to see her, touch her, kiss her, smell her. I wanted to run into her arms and kiss every inch of her, but she would never take me back. Why should she? I didn’t deserve her.

You and I have something different
And I'm enjoying it cautiously
I'm battle scarred, I am working oh so hard
To get back to who I used to be

JACOB'S POV:

She seemed to be healing. Maybe all the time at La Push was good for her. It kept her mind off of that bloodsucker. I kept her mind off of the bloodsucker. Maybe I actually had a chance. Maybe.


He's disappearing
Fading suddelly
I'm so close to being yours
Won't you stay with me
Please

BELLA'S POV:

I didn’t think of him as much anymore. Maybe I could go on with out him. Maybe I could go on without him if I had my sun.

Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you.

EDWARD'S POV:

I ran back to her house. I know I shouldn’t have, it would kill me. What if she really had forgotten me? No, she wouldn’t. I peeked through her window and in one second I knew I shouldn’t have. She was kissing Jacob with those perfect lips that use to kiss me. She had her perfect arms wrapped around his neck, just like they used to be wrapped around mine. Her perfect hands were tangled up in his hair. They used to be tangled up in mine. If I could have thrown up, I would have.

I only know that I am
Better where you are
I only know that I am
Better where you are
I only know that I belong
Where you are

JACOB'S POV:

She was mine! I took that risk. Told her I loved her more than anything and that we would be perfect together. And she agreed! This was the happiest day of my life. “I love you too Jacob,” she whispered in my ear before she began kissing me again.

Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
Though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on

BELLA'S POV:

I knew I loved him. He had made me whole again after he left. I needed him. I was better with him.

Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you.

Yet, I'm better near to you.