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Bloody Hurt

Edward left Bella... again. Bella moved away and was changed into a vampire. She returns to Forks 70 years later with the rest of her "family", but what if he is there? Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT OR NEW MOON THEY BELONG TO STEPHENIE MEYER!!!!!

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I heard footfall behind me but didn’t dare turn around for fear that it could be a Cullen. The pain in my chest was almost more than I could bear, because they’re sitting next to Alice and Emmett was the one person in the entire world who could make me fly without wings. My angel, and god how I loved him. Yet there he sat as though he had not a care in the world. When he looked at me however, in his eyes there was something I never thought that I would see… pain. A burning sensation that rippled through his eyes as it did my own, and I know that feeling exactly, the one that says that everything that I had used to try to block, and all the walls that I had built to keep out the pain, they were by no means strong enough. Because there in that cafeteria they came crumbling down at his feet.

I didn’t stop I couldn’t, it would only hurt me. I darted past me car at inhuman speeds and flew into the woods, praying that my followers wouldn’t follow me there. However I was no more that thirty seconds into the trees when I was suddenly throw to the ground. Apparently John had launched himself at me to get me to slow down. Minnie and Ali follow swiftly behind. He, as in John, held me in his arms as drops of blood streamed down my face. I was crying. That was part of my power, I could cry but not tears… blood. I hated it, because it left huge bloodstains on my cheeks, and it wasn’t normal even for a vampire. I just couldn’t be normal. I sat and sobbed in John’s embrace shuttering, my line of vision clouded in a haze of red. He rocked me back and forth whispering sweet nothings into my ear, and stroking my hair, and Minnie and Ali sat there almost crying with me at a loss for what to do. Finally I was calm enough to explain what happened, for the rest of my family had not a clue. I was guessing at that point that they thought it was loony bin time for me. I rubbed the blood off my cheeks and sniffed as John loosened his hold on my.

“I suppose I should explain what happened, shouldn’t I “

They all just nodded.

“ It was along time ago guys. 70 years to be exact. I fell in love. That’s the real reason for all of this. I’ve not fallen off my rocker… yet… I promise. That other group of vampires in there… yeah I knew them,” I said this while trying fiercely to hide the tears threatening to fall down my face again. “ I knew them quite well actually… They… they were my family along time ago, well back when I was still human anyway” * sob* “ I’m sorry guys, but after all this time… I still love him” * sob* “ Edward [wince] was the boy… well vampire that I fell in love with. He was the one with the bronzish hair… the younger one… and it still hurts” I finally finish. And they all seemed to understand… thankfully. I stood up brushing the dirt and bracken off my butt, and waited for them to join me. When we were all ready to go I realized the time. The bell would ring any minute now. I quickly walked to my car, with the rest of my family behind me.

“ Come on, everyone, get in the car”

They all piled in, well all except Minnie.

“Minnie get in the car”

Suddenly the bell rang. My head automatically went right to the door of the foreign language building where I knew they all where. And then they were there walking out the door.

“ Minnie…please… get in the car”

They were getting closer, and I had to get away.

“ Minnie… please, please… get in the car!!”

“ Bella, you need to talk to him, you can’t just ignore him… or them…. Ugh! You just can’t ignore them forever you know”

“ I can and I will… watch me” I growled at her “Get in the car… NOW!”

Finally she stepped into the car after mumbling something under her breath. But it was too late.

“ Bell”

Alice’s voice chimed from behind me. She sounded almost unsure of herself. I new they had heard the entire conversation, and didn’t care… I wanted to hurt them like they hurt me. Because oh god… I hurt.

“ Bella… I really wish you wouldn’t ignore us…please”

“ What… like you ignored me? I don’t want anything to do with you anymore. STAY AWAY… from me and my family!” I hissed, growling deep in my chest and glaring at them with malice. Inside I was dying, because every word I had just said was a lie. I wanted them… all of them. Tears streamed down my cheeks as I told them this. More bloodstains… that’s just great! I refused to look at him, I wouldn’t. I simply turned around and stepped into my car, and drove away, trying very hard not to look back at their tortured faces.