(pretty banner made by the one and only-Marauder by Midnight) The sequel to the amazing and much anticipated story Nightmare at the Dance more info- bella and edward's lives that they will soon start together go out of control. it seems that every time they over come a problem, there seems to be another. but when this one big problem comes there way bella has to make a very big choice. so many possibilities comes with so many answers. if bella makes the wrong decision what would happen? if bella makes the right decision what could happen? this little answer out of her mouth could make bella and edward's life never the same again. story is finished, final chapter added'Daunting' posted (3rd story in the series-the one that comes after this)
yes, this is the sequel that i was talking about. i hope you guys enjoy
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I can’t even start to explain how truly sorry I am.
I know that you will probably get the urge to throw this letter away, and I don’t blame you. It is horrible of me to just leave, to do what I did and I know I can’t be forgiven. I realize that, and Jake~ don’t feel sad, or anything like that, at most you should feel angry. I get that completely.
Don’t tell Charlie, or Billy, or anyone for that matter. I have to make a clean break somewhere along the line. For all they know, I am still on my honeymoon. But I know that you know better than that, Jake. I did what I have to do. It is for the better. Don’t blame yourself either-there is nothing you can do to change my mind. It was already set a while ago.
Although you may completely disagree of what I did, and what I am, it’s just the way it is. It’s too late to change anything, and if I can-I would have said goodbye. It hurts me Jacob that I have to be away from you. And that the last memory of you that I have is that fight, and the pain in your eyes-it hurts me a lot as well.
I am selfish, I admit it. I shouldn’t have made you believe something that isn’t true. But I know that you know all along how my life is going to end up. It’s how it worked out. I miss you, a lot, more than words can describe. I hope sometime in life you will forgive me for my actions. And I hope that we can still be friends.
Even though you’re a werewolf, and I am a vampire-I hope it doesn’t change anything. Ever since we had that fight months ago, it’s left a hole. And I know it will never be completely filled, because I will probably never see you again.
I don’t like this fact, and I don’t like the fact that we are supposed to be mortal enemies because of what we are. I am still Bella-nothing in my personality has changed. I still can blush, and I still have all of my human memories (which is pretty rare-I’m thinking that I might be a freak for it) and that means I still have memories of you too. You’re my best friend Jake, or was my best friend.
I don’t expect you to get back to me; I didn’t include my return address. I want you to know where I am, but I can’t say. I’m always with you somehow, even if you don’t want me to be. I won’t stop loving you Jake, even if it’s not the type of love you would prefer.
Please try to understand-I didn’t want to hurt you.
Please forgive me,
I miss you.
I set the pen down on the desk gently. My breathing was uneven from crying (I didn’t have tears, but that still didn’t change anything). I took the envelope that Tanya had given me, and folded my letter inside of it. I flipped the envelope over to write his address, and I wrote my name up where the return address should be.
I flipped it back over, and quickly sealed my thoughts, and part of my heart away.
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