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I'm Losing Grip on You

Summary:



Yes I love you, but you know me better than that.I'm not going to let you break my heart without a fight.Of course, you will, because I LOVED you. But I'm going to battle the inevitable. ~Leah~


Notes:


1. Losing Grip - By Avril Lavigne

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Sam. Why weren't you there? Why did you ignore me? Just cast me out of your life. Yes I love you, but you know me better than that. I'm not going to let you break my heart without a fight. Of course, you will, because I LOVED you. But I'm going to battle the inevitable.


Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby

Right now I feel invisible to you,

like I'm not real


There's something wrong, I can feel it.


Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you

Why'd you turn away?

Here's what I have to say

I was left to cry there,


Then you chose her. My cousin. Did you even love me?



waiting outside there

burning with a lost stare

That's when I decided


[chorus]

Why should I care

Cuz you weren't there when I was scared

I was so alone


You were gone. Two weeks. I thought you were dead.


You, you need to listen

I'm starting to trip,

I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone


I'm losing my grip on your heart. You're pushing me away. Why?


Am I just some chick you place beside you

to take somebody's place


Now, you love her. Emily. My COUSIN. What does that make me? DID you love me?


when you turn around can you recognize my face?


Because I'm a wolf now. What do you see me as NOW, when you can see all my thoughts?

A monster? Fair enough.


you used to love me,

you used to hug me

But that wasn't the case

Everything wasn't ok

I was left to cry there

waiting outside there

burning with a lost stare

That's when I decided


I don't care. Go. Take my cousin and leave. I know a lost battle....I knew it was lost coming in. But I've taken my beating, and now let me treat my wounds. But what can heal a broken heart?


[chorus]


Crying out loud I'm crying out loud

Crying out loud I'm crying out loud


Open your eyes

Open up wide


See my thoughts. See the pain you've caused me? I feel you flinch, every day. And I find no matter how hard I try, I hate myself for the pain you are faced with. The pain you dealt out to me, and then had to take back, in the form of me as punishment.


Why should I care

Cuz you weren't there

when I was scared I was so alone


So alone every day.


Why should I care

Cuz you weren't there when I was scared

I was so alone

Why should I care


I see how you look at Emily everyday.


If you don't care then I don't care were not going anywhere

Why should I care

cuz you weren't there when I was scared

I was so alone


And I have no one. You're with Emily. I see it everyday.

Why should I care

If you don't care then I don't care we're not going anywhere


Everyday, I see what I wanted with you. Every day, you feel my pain.


I guess we're equal then?


Hardly.