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Being Her

Summary:
A series of one-shots in Claire's perspective throughout the series For Her.


Notes:
Um, will not go in any order. they come as i get bored enough to write them. PSSSTTT if you want a new story, go review with her!


1. First Leaving

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Wet. Laughing. Tickle. Laughing again.

No Quil, though. Sad. I miss Quil.

Bath. I take bath. I always take bath without Quil, and so bath is sad.

Quil is happy. Quil make me happy.

Out of bath now. Put on clothes.

Quil! “Hi Kwiw!” Say name wrong, but okay. Make Quil laugh.

“Claire…”

Something wrong. Quil look sad, and I don’t like Quil sad.

“What’s wrong, Kwiw?”

He answer after waiting. Waiting bad. “I… your mommy should tell you this, but I want you to know, sweetie. You have to go stay with your daddy, and you know I’m not allowed to see you when Daddy’s around.”

No. No, I don’t like Daddy! I like Quil. I like Quil bestest. Everyone else stupider. And meaner. Quil the one I like best! He can’t go away! No! “But… but fo’ how wong, Kwiw?” Maybe, if only for a while… sometimes Quil goes away for whiles. When Daddy comes back. It is always long whiles. But he always comes back.

“For a long time,” he say, and I want cry. I don’t want long time, I don’t want Daddy, I want Quil!

“But I wuv you!” I love him the bestest of anyone. I thought he love me! He can’t go. He have to stay, because I love him.

“I love you too. More than you can understand, possibly know, anything. But I can’t. God, Claire, I promise. As soon as I can, I will come see you.”

He says promise. When he says promise, he always does. And he says soon. Soon isn’t long. Soon is good. Soon means he comes back… soon.

But I don’t like any time. Soon is good, but soon is not good enough. “I don’t want you to! WANT YOU TO STAY!”

I feel lots of sad and angry. Mommy says big girls not supposed to cry when they sad and angry, but Quil is leaving. I feel so much I can’t stop cry. I want to cry forever, until Quil comes back.

Which he will, he has to. I love him.

Quil pick me up and hug me. I stop cry. He is good at hugs. It makes me happy. He is warmer than other people. I am happy, not sad and angry.

He talk very quiet. “I love you, Claire, and I swear I will be back. Someday, one day, every day.”

He better. Every day better be very soon, if Quil know what good for him.

“You are my world, sweetie, you know that?” I do. Is why I love Quil best of everybody, because Quil love me best of everybody.

“I love you. Good-bye.”

He look sad to. Maybe is better, if I not only one sad. “Bye-bye, Kwiw.”

He gives me kiss on forehead, and I smile.

I think Quil cry too, right before he run away. I want that I could run with him, or after him, but I’s too little. I can’t do nothing but lie here and cry.

I want him come back!