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Dead Inside

Charlie absolutely hates Edward and Bella. He's become abusive. Bella has had to break up with Edward or else Charlie will kill her and her mom. Now, none of the Cullens will speak to her or even look except to give her glares. Edward never glares, but he never looks either. Both or their lives are terrible, both are missing their soul mate, their other half, but Bella can't tell anyone about Charlie. So what will happen?

Not Stephenie Meyer, don't know her, unfortunately never will.

2. Chapter 2

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I alway knew it would happen, sooner or later. After all, I didn't deserve the angel, that was Bella. Eventually she would realise how much of a monster I was. That time has come. I am now alone alone, and I shall be forever.

Bella was my true love, my only love. Without her, I feel empty, dead inside, like somebody had ripped out my heart.

I don't blame her though. I was a monster, she had finally realised it.

Forever, was the amount of time I would be alone. I will always wait in the wings though, incase she wants me back, to watch over her, even if I can only do it at school.

From my family's thoughts I knew I was a shadow of what I once was. Lively, happy, always smiling, always with my Bella, but not now.

I never played piano, never played with Emmet, watched TV, listened to music, I never did anything. There was no point to anything anymore.

I toyed with the idea of going to Italy, to end my torture. Alice was angered by it, but as I told her, it was my own choice, not hers.

But, in the end, I didn't. Because, I remembered what Bella had said to me, to be safe. And I would - it was her only request and what she wanted would happen.

I knew it was goodbye so I changed my timetable, knowing she wouldn't want me to be there, everyday, rihgt next to her.


I wasn't coping without him. Charlie hated me for it. He practically starved me. I made his dinner, but I wasn't allowed to have my own.

The only time I could ever have food was when I was at school and I tended to avoid the cafeteria, because he was there, and I knew he wouldn't want to see me, after all, he probably hated me now.

Alice was in some of my classes. I don't know why she didn't switch them, but I knew she hated me now, because I broke up with him.

Rosalie was in some too, not the ones with Alice though. For the first days she glared, but they started to melt into ones of concern. I knew I looked bad - I was extremely pale, as white as chalk, I made snow look dark. There were dark bags under my eyes and you could see, even with my baggy clothes that I was thin, dangerously so.

Emmet and Jasper too seemed concerned. When they passed me in the hall, their gazes were of extreme concern for my health. Jasper looked puzzled too. I suppose it was the tusami of pain, I knew I must send to him, physical and emotional.

It was a hard life, but one that must be done.

Charlie if anything jsut got worse. The beatings were longer, the blows delivered with more force than ever.

I began to wonder if I was going to surive. With each beating my body took, the more it fell apart. My already dangerously thin body was taking daily abuse. I never got enough sleep because Charlie always woke me up to give me beatings or to make him things or to do pointless tasks. The dark bags under my eyes were worse than Edward's when he hadn't hunted in weeks.

Without Edward, I was empty inside. I had lost him, my sole mate, my other half.

Im was empty,I was incomplete. But I couldn't get back together with him, I couldn't even talk to him, or Charlie would kill Renee and me.