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SOOO STUPID!

Summary:
Okay so bella does somethin sooo stupid and she doesnt know how to deal with it or even fix it. she wonders about wat edward and his family may do to her. but what pray tell could she have done? Cussing! BEWAAAARE!! Okay you guys ive been getting reviews saying that u guys want me to put the cullens (mostly hot edward) but im not sry but i will put stuff that edwarda nd the cullens do too!! I posted ch 2 its sumthin stupid edward did in his POV No cussing just 'shit' but thats nuthin right?


Notes:


1. Silly Bella

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Oh My God.

How could I do this?

Why would I do this?

What am I going to do?

This is worse than blood.

or even breaking a bone.

or a stupid cut.

Worse than even falling on my face.

Worse than getting yelled at.

or scolded.

or maybe even smacked.

or silly fights.

What will Edward think?

What will he do?

Will he leave me again?

Maybe just dump me?

Or even smack me?

No, he wouldn't do that

He's too much of a gentleman.

Right?

Right.

But oh jeeze.

He'll be MAD.

What will Alice think?

What will she do?

Will she help me?

O, No.

Will she tell Edward to leave me

Will she leave me?

What about Esme?

or Carlisle?

or even Jasper?

Will they help me?

Man, I don't know.

O My God.

What about Rosalie?

or my big bear brother Emmett?

OOOOH.

Would Emmett help me?

How about rosalie?

Nope, not Miss-I-am-a-bitch Rosalie.

But, will Emmett?

O Jeeze.

I'm scared.

He won't. He won't.

I know it.

What will my dad Charlie think?

Oh No.

What will Renee think?

What would Angela think?

Or Mike or Jessica?

Will they make fun of me?

or maybe help me?

Noooope.

I know it.

I just do.

I'm so freaked.

What will I do?

What will I do?

What can I do?

Shit.

I'm dead.

So, so, so, so DEAD!

Maybe Edward will kill me.

My true Love.

Or maybe Emmett.

NO!

Jasper!

Yeah.

He'll probably kill me.

He's always wanted to.

Since the begining.

Will Alice try to stop him?
Nope, probably not.

She's probably always wanted to kill me too.

Actually.

Everyone has, I bet.

Maybe, they'll all do it.

My family.

Is sooooo going to kill me.

O Jeeze. O JEEZE!

Maybe I can reverse it.

Or even change it back.

and maybe -

most likely not.

Man, it won't work.

I just know it.

Why would I do this?

ME?

Of all people in the world?

ME?

With the vampire boyfriend and his vampire family?

I'm so screwed.

Fucked.

Even better.

Yeah. Fucked.

It's the perfect fucking word.

I'm so fucking fucked.

I'm so fucking stupid

Fucking. Retarded

Fucking. Mental

Fucking. Special

But. Not in a good way.

Just Fucking. Special.

Sigh.

What will I do without my love?

and his family?

My family?

If he leaves me...

He better kill me first.

or I will kill myself.

Yeah.

Fucking suicide.

I will make it bloody, too.

and nasty. Gruesome.

or I'll get someone else to kill me.

Yeah, I'll do that.

SHIT. WHAT AM I SAYING!!

Man, I'm losing my mind.

I guess it's true what they say.

CRAP.

I'm so scared.

I only have 4 hrs to fix this.

They're hunting.

All of them.

Again.

They are not here.

With me.

I am all alone.

Why?

Why did they have to leave me all alone?

I would not have done this if they were here.

Not all by myself.

In this hellhole.

Without Edward.

Man, I HAVE to fix this.

I just have to.

I dont really want to die.

You know?

I want to be a vampire, yes.

But that is different.

I'm not dieing.

Okay, I am but not the one-

SHUT UP. SHUT UP!

I have to stop talking to myself like that.

What do I do?

What can I do?

Maybe I'll wear a hat?

No. He will so take it off.

or maybe cut it off?

Hmmm... No.

Edward likes it too much.

He likes to play with it.

Just not like this.

Shit!

Why?

WHY DID I HAVE TO DYE MY HAIR?

blond.

AU- Okay what do you guys think? Do you like it? This is completely random i came up with in in my oh-so-boring history class. HAHA. anyway i wanted to make this clear. When it says'I guess it's true what they say' what i mean by that is that some people say that blondes are dumb and loose their mind. NO OFFENSE TO MY BLOND READERS (if i have any)