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Lost

Summary:
A New Moon songfic set to Lost by Michael Buble. EdwardXBella


Notes:
I was possessed to write this after a saw Michael Buble in concert. *sigh*. He is almost as cute as Edward. Enjoy, and please review!


1. Chapter 1

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Lost
By iluvedwardcullen


Bella

I can’t believe it’s over
I watched the whole thing fall
And I never saw the writing that was one the wall

I stare at my beloved. I see his mouth moving, but what is he saying? I can’t hear his velvety, melodic voice, and I don’t want to hear. This much I know.

I knew that something was wrong. It hadn’t been the same, not since my birthday party. But I hadn’t thought it would come to this.

If I only knew
That the days were slipping past
That the good times never last
That you were crying

He keeps talking, and I still don’t quite comprehend what he is saying. He’s leaving, but I’m going with him. Aren’t I?

He turns to go; my mind suddenly becomes clear. He’s leaving. Without me.

I stumble over tree roots and fallen branches, trying to find him. But he’s gone.

And he’s not coming back.

He’s left me.

Gone.

Forever.

I fall to the forest floor, overcome with emotion. I curl into a ball and let the pain envelope me, until I can’t feel anymore.


Edward

Summer turned to winter
And the snow, it turned to rain
And the rain turned into tears upon your face

I awake from my daydream, and look around. The small, cramped attic I sit in is quiet. I shake my head, trying to rid it of the haunting picture that lingers there.

Her.

She’s standing in the forest, her arms outstretched. Searching. For me. The tears slide silently down her beautiful face, and she stumbles blindly towards me. Her lips move softly, mouthing my name.

I close my eyes, shutting out the painful image. I open them, and focus intensely on a small spider in the corner, spinning its web. I watch it for an indefinite amount of time, until I calm myself.

I glance at my watch. 11:55am. I stand slowly, stretching my joints after being cramped in one position for hours on end.

It’s time to go.

Time to see her again.

I hardly recognise
The girl you are today
And God I hope it’s not to late
It’s not too late

The sunlight reflecting off the buildings in the centre square is blinding.

Perfect.

The big clock tower begins to strike twelve. I steel myself for what I’m about to do.

I take a deep, unnecessary breath.

This is for you, love.

As I step out into the glaring sunlight, a small force knocks me back into the shadows.

That was quick.

I slowly open my eyes, and am greeted by the most heavenly sight I could ever possibly imagine.

It’s her.

But not her, at the same time.

She looks different. Her face is gaunt, her cheeks are hollow. Her hair is lank around her face, and she is overly skinny. The twinkle in her eyes is gone.

Oh God, what have I done?


Edward & Bella

Cos you are not alone
I’m always there with you
And we’ll get lost together
Until the light comes pouring through
Cos when you feel like you’re done
And the darkness has won
Babe you’re not lost

And when your world’s crashing down
And you can’t bear the thought
I said, babe you’re not lost


Bella

Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you’re going crazy but you’re not

I lie in bed after arriving home from Port Angeles. Thinking. About him. Usually I tried not to, but tonight was different. I’d heard him.

I replayed it over and over in my mind, revelling in the soothing feeling his soft, angry, musical voice gives me.

I shake my head. I’m going crazy, I know it. He wasn’t there. He isn’t here.

He’s never coming back.

I pull the covers over my head, and let the pain tear my soul apart.


Edward

Things have seemed to change
There’s one thing that’s still the same
In my heart you’ll have domain
And we can fly, fly, fly away

She aits on my knee, sobs rocking her small frame. Gianna watches curiously from behind her receptionist’s desk. I glare at her, and she quickly looks away.

Even though I can clearly see she’s hurting, I feel relief coursing through my lifeless body.

She’s still alive, and, by the looks of it, doesn’t completely hate me. That’s all I could ever ask for. I would have gladly grovelled at her feet for all eternity, if it would only mean that she would take me back.

She will always have a place in my heart, and now I just have to prove it to her.


Edward & Bella

Cos you are not alone
And I am there with you
And we’ll get lost together
Until the light comes pouring through
Cos when you feel like you’re done
And the darkness has won
Babe you’re not lost

And when your world’s crashing down
And you cannot bear the cross
I said, babe you’re not lost

I said baby you’re not lost