Maelstrom of Emotions
Jacob finally lets his guard down only to find Bella at his doorstep once again. PLEASE REVIEW =] I would appreciate it. And it would give me more incentive to post another chapter! CHAPTER 3 is up!
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I can’t just let her go. That bloodsucker would suck her soul away, and I couldn’t just stand and watch in the background. I loved her. What did that cold bloodsucker have that I didn’t? I couldn’t let her go. But I had to.
God Damn it! Was so hard to love me? Was it selfish of me to want her so badly? A freaking monster! Did I even ask for this?
“AHHH!” I shrieked. The pain was unbearable. It was worse than ever before.
Billy tapped on the door and sat next to me. He touched my sweltering forehead.
“Don’t make it harder than it has to be,” said Billy empathetically.
“ I don’t know what to do..” letting the tears roll out for the first time. This was it. This was me with no shield to protect me. A fallen solider. My Helen of Troy was gone.
Hmmph.. She was never really mine to begin with.
I could tell Billy didn’t want to see me like this. It tore him up. But it was too bad my heart was louder than my mind.Just then there was a knocking on the door. Billy tried moving, but I stopped him. It was the least I could do for all the things I could do for him, after all the things he had to put up with me.
I quickly wiped the tears away, and opened the creaking wooden door.
There she was standing like an innocuous angel, with my bleeding heart. And I couldn’t even take it back from her. Her auburn hair let loose behind her shoulders, her eyes wide with confusion.
“Jake… I, “she stopped. She had seen the tears. I was no less human than she was right now.
“What do you want Bella?,” I stammered. I couldn’t recover myself fast enough.
“Jake, please don’t do this. You know I love you, but,” she whispered and lifted her gentle fingers to wipe away my boiling tears.
“But just not enough…” I finished. I pushed away her soft fingers away.
Why did she have to come back? Why did she have to make this difficult? As if it wasn’t bad enough that I was crying she had to come back to watch the spectacle I was making of myself.
“ I came back for you, “ she whispered. “ I can’t leave you like this, it’s too hard.”
“What about Edward?”
“I don’t know Jake!”
“Then why did you come back? Why don’t you just go back to your freaking bloodsucker an-“
She lifted her head up and kissed me softly on my lips. She wrapped her cold arms around me and slowly started tearing. Her scarlet lips tore away from mine slowly.
“You were there,” she whispered. “You were there when he wasn’t. Jake I saw us Jake.”
“ I know, you told me.” I hissed angrily.
“Will you take me back?” she pleaded.
How could I say no? This was what I had been waiting for all my life. Finally that bloodsucker would have his due.
“Of course Bella,” I whispered.
I bent down and kissed her back slowly. I didn’t want to let go of her. I wanted this moment to last. I hugged her till she started sweating under me. I chuckled and let go of her.
I looked into her eyes. She still wasn’t sure. I was no mind reader, but she was still confused.
But for now, I would give her all that I had; In return for nothing more than love.