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Which Fantasy Will She Live?

Summary:
In the dark of the night, an enemy crawls, waiting, waiting for the right moment to strike.... After Bella disappers the day before the wedding, Edward immediatly knows something is wrong. However, as time goes by, he belives that Bella may have left him. Forget what you read in the books about her devotion. Will their love survive the separation? Will Bella even survive to ever get marryed or even tell her Edward how she feels one last time, or will her life and love be torn away from her? I would like to thank iheartEdwardCullen for the fabulous banner, above! Thank you so much! ~kenz OK thanks to the wonderful reviews...Chapter 5 is also up. I need 15 more reviews for chapter 6. It's written and ready to go!!!! ~~Kenz


Notes:
This is my first story and I hope you enjoy it. I really enjoy constructive criticism. So read, enjoy, and reveiw!


4. Chapter 4: One Last Chance

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"Please Jake? I need to go home. My wedding and I know Edward is probably in -pain..." My voice cracked at the end of the sentence. I knew that he was hurting it had been 5 hours since I had left for the Mini Mart. He would be driving himself insane, especially because Alice couldn't see me....

"No way! Here we are together and I don't care about the bloodsucker! He tried to take you away and I'm just not ready to give you up Bella. Once you're a bloodsucker, you won't be my soft, fragile, warm, heart-beating human. You won't be Bella, you'll be someone else, not mine, all his..." I could here the pain and suffering in his voice as he explained his reason behind the kidnapping. I never wanted to hurt him again, and I didn't think I would (we had said good bye the last time I went to La Push), but here I am again in the position of ripping his heart in two, or Edwards. It all depended on whom I choose... which fantasy I chose.

All I could think about was Edward and the way his lips used to form to mine, the way his cold fingers left trails of fire wherever they went, the way his touch would calm me, his silent heart, and lastly, his smell. It was sweet, the best smell... I just wished that I was in his room, that his hands were woven into my hair, securing my face to his. I wished I weave one hand into his perfect bronze hair, and trace his perfect cold features with the other. I wished that I could feel his lips moving up and down my throat as he allowed me time breath.... I snapped back to reality, as I realized that Jacob was crying, slow tears running down his face.

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I zoomed down the highway at speeds only a vampire dared to go, all the way back home. I had decided to check one more time if Bella had been home, or had left any clue. I needed to just check one more time....

‘Bella was kissing me, her soft warm fragile human lips, moving with mine. My one hand was on the small of her back, holding her close; the other was woven into her hair. But all I could focus on was her hands which were both around my neck...I pulled way to let her breath-'

Bella's lullaby came out of my phone (it was my ring tone now). Who would be calling me? Maybe they had found her....

"Hello?" I spoke into the phone trying not to sound too hopeful, but apparently not succeeding....

"No, we didn't find her Edward, but we know now, she's with Jacob- " Alice started, but I didn't give her enough time to finish before I flipped my phone closed. I knew I needed to control my emotions, but I couldn't, what if she has chosen him over me. What if all of the assurances of love were a lie? What if she had really left?

I turned around. I could not go home. I had to go somewhere, somewhere safe, somewhere only Bella could find me... if she wanted me anymore....

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"Edward, Edward?" I called into the phone, even though I knew the line had already disconnected. Finally I flipped the phone closed. Then everything went hazy, as I saw Edward driving down a long road, in Italy....

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When I arrived at Edward's house I realized that he was not there. Could he have already done something rash? Then I got a call from Alice....

"Esme, Edward's going to Italy, again" Alice whispered into the phone. I was sure she would be crying, if she could. I wished I could comfort her, but knowing she was miles away, searching for Bella, Edward's one love, I knew I could not. I was almost brought to tears myself as I realized that Bella would not survive another trip to Italy, not this time, not while she was still human....

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