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Yesterday

Summary:
Jacob's pain of Bella leaving in a song fic


Notes:


1. Chapter 1

Rating 5/5   Word Count 420   Review this Chapter

The flowers cut and brought inside
Black cars in a single line
Your family in suits and ties
And you're free

I could understand why she had chosen him over me. The stupid bloodsucker had more practice at luring and captivating. I couldn't blame him. She was beautiful! She was smart and funny, too! It hurt me so bad to see her go off with him. She said that she loved me. But not enough. And now she was going to become one of them. My Bella would frereze over. She would become a predator. The one I would want to kill as soon as smell her. I wished that she would have changed her mind. It hurt me so bad. I couldn't stand it. It wasn't normal. He wasn't normal. I loved Bella, and yet, she still couldn't choose me! I was who she was supposed to be with! Me! He shouildn't even exist. His kind killed too many, and loved too little. And yet he says that he loves her. And nowe I have to stand here at her "funeral", mourning her death with everyone else. But she isn't dead. She's one of them now. It was the only way to do it. She "died" in a car crash three days ago, and now as we speak, she is on her way to Alaska.



The ache I feel inside
Is where the life has left your eyes
I'm alone for our last goodbye
But you're free

When she said goodbye for the last time, she was crying. I couldn't stand to see her cry.

I remember you like yesterday
Yesterday
I still can't believe you're gone
Oh I remember you like yesterday
Yesterday
And until I'm with you, I carry on

Adrift on your ocean floor
I feel weightless numb and sore
A part of you and me is torn
You're free

I woke from a dream last night
I dreamt that you were by my side
Reminding me I still had life
In me

I remember you like yesterday
Yesterday
I still can't believe you're gone
Oh I remember you like yesterday
Yesterday
And until I'm with you, I carry on

I'll carry on, I'll carry on

Every lament is a love song
Yesterday, yesterday
I still can't believe you're gone

Every lament is a love song
Yesterday, yesterday

So long my friend, so long