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My Version of The End

Summary:
This is my version of Chapter 3: The End, in New Moon!!! I decided to make Bella more stubborn than usual!!!


Notes:
I do not own any of the Twilight series. I am nothing but an extremely addicted fan!!!


1. The End ( IwanttobeBella style!)

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Edward’s POV

I hated my self for what I was doing. I can’t believe that I just said I didn’t want Bella. The statement could hardly have been farther from the truth. She looked into my eyes with solid defiance. I could see that she refused to believe my lie. I didn’t know what angle I had left to argue from. On the one hand, I wanted to protect her from what I am. On the other hand, I love her with every thing I am. I contemplated just turning and running.

“You say that you don’t love me anymore and you don’t want me; is that right?”

This was torturing me.

“Yes.”

“I don’t believe you. In fact, there is only one way that you could ever prove that you didn’t love me anymore.”

I couldn’t keep this up much longer.

“What way would that be?”

She looked into my eyes with confidence and conviction.

“Kill me.”

My eyes widened in shock and it took every bit of my control to keep the pain off of my expression.

“What?”

“You heard me. If you don’t love me anymore, then kill me. It’s the only way I’ll ever believe what you’re trying to say. I’m not stupid, Edward. I know you better than that. I’m willing to stake my life on the fact that you still love me, and if I’m wrong so be it. You could turn and run and I would know that you still love me. No matter what you do, I won’t live without you.”

I could see in her that she wasn’t bluffing. I was about to say something, when my cell phone rang. It was Alice.

“Got yourself in a rut, didn’t you?”

“If you’re calling then I must have.”

“Do you want my advice?”

“Sure, why not?”

“Stay in Forks.”

“Alice, we’ve been through this a million times.”

“83,019,930,200,815 times, actually, but who’s counting? Seriously, Edward, if you leave you’ll be miserable and Bella will be dead. She’ll wait an hour after you leave and slit her wrists. She’ll force you to change her or let her die. She honestly doesn’t care about her own life. Just stay in Forks. It’s plausible that Carlisle trusted you to stay behind for Bella. If you stay, Jasper and I will come back, too, and that would make things even more realistic. Jasper is adult supervision and we’re finishing high school. Please, Edward, just stay. I see the alternative and I don’t like it. You won’t be able to save her. Either she’ll bleed to death before Charlie gets home or you’ll try to save her but the smell of her blood will over power you. Think of Esme; this has devastated her. Jasper blames himself for you getting this idiotic idea in the first place. Please just stay.”

I took a deep breath.

“I hate you when you’re right, Alice.”

“Thank you.”

I looked at Bella and smiled.

“Isabella Marie Swan, you are the most stubborn person I have ever met. I can’t even lie to you without getting caught. You’re right. I only wanted to save you from what I am. Please forgive me. This is the stupidest thing I’ve ever tried to do. I love you so much and I only want what’s best for you. I thought that if I left you could live a happy, normal, human life.”

“Well, it’s nice to win at least one argument. As for my life if you would have left; happy, hell no; normal, maybe, but most likely no. I forgive you, because there is nothing to forgive. I understand why you thought that, but just to warn you my life without you isn’t worth living. What changed your mind?”

“Alice had some interesting visions to share with me before I left.”

Her eyes widened and I guessed that she thought she was in trouble.

“Were you really planning to slit you wrists an hour after I left?”

She blushed, deep red.

“I told you; my life without you isn’t worth living.”

I shook my head and rolled my eyes.

“Alice will be back tomorrow. She and Jasper are staying in Forks, too. We’re going to make it look like Carlisle left Jasper in charge because Alice and I didn’t want to leave Forks. The story is that I asked to stay because I didn’t want to leave you and when Carlisle said that I could stay Alice asked if she could stay, too.”

“I’m glad that you’re staying.”

“I am, too.”

I moved my car out of Charlie’s parking spot and went inside the house. I was glad to have been talked out of making the biggest mistake I could ever make. This just might turn out to be a good day!