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Day I Never Dreamed Of

Summary:
AFTER BREAKING DAWN. MAJOR SPOILERS IF YOU HAVEN'T READ IT. Jacob loved Nessie since the very day that she was born. After years of waiting for her to open her eyes and love him, the way that he has loved her, something terrible happens... She finds out about his first love. Will it ever work now that she knows he loved her mother? But that's just the beginning... What'll she do? Is there trouble ahead?


Notes:
When I was reading the book, towards the end everything was just a bit to... positive? So I sat there and started thinking about how I would feel if I were... Edward, Bella, Jacob... Nessie. And this just popped into my head. Because I would not be okay with a boyfriend of mine having loved my mom. - But colour me crazy, I might be wrong...


3. Need to get Laid

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[POV of Nessie]

She hated me for this, I was quite sure. I had the guy of my dreams proclaiming his love for me and I pushed him away. She had the guy of her dreams fall in love with her cousin.

Poor Leah.

I reached out and touched her cheek: a guy had just walked in. Talk, dark, chiselled. Straight out of a book. She smiled as she saw my memory flash before her eyes but shook her head, “No. Tonight is for you. We need to find you a man. – Another man.”

I slugged down my fifth vodka. Just make me forget him. I just wanted to get him out of my head but he was always there. Hidden in a word I’d heard him use, or in a smile a stranger gave me. He was with me even when he wasn’t and it was killing me.

I shivered. Alcohol was not my thing. I walked over to the book-man, “Hiiii. I need your lips. Two seconds.” I crushed mine against his and wound my arms around his neck whilst locking my fingers in his hair. I searched for his tongue with mine and they danced for a while. But it wasn’t the same. He was handsome, he smelt good and he was probably an amazing guy… But it wasn’t anything like when Jacob kissed me. It wasn’t the love of my life. It never would be.

I pushed him away, “Ugh.” No other male in the room had not been tested. I felt like a whore, a slut… I felt so… Disgusting. I was glad there were more girls than boys here, but at the same time I wished the world would line up, so I could kiss them all and get this over with.

Leah laughed. Bitch. “You need to get laid. L-A-I-D.” A few guys looked around, saw me and then pretty much sprinted away. Ugh.

I fell back into my seat, this was pointless. When I was sixteen and dating the jerky-jock Jacob had picked me up from the bar and carried me home. I’d drunk myself to oblivion when I’d found out he’d cheated on me. Jacob held me close the whole way home then wiped the tears from my eyes and told me ‘I’d find him some day’. I remember him laughing when I told him he wasn’t lost, that I’d see him on Monday at school. ‘No silly,’ he’d chided. ‘The boy you were destined for.’ His eyes had lit up when I told him I hoped so.

He was more than I had ever hoped for. Why was I fighting this?

“I love him. Why do I have to love him? Leah… I need to move…”

Her head snapped towards me, “You sick? Come on, I’ll bring you to the bathroom.”

This would never have happened with Jacob, he would know what I meant. “You don’t bloody get it!! He is everywhere. I need to move… away… From Forks. I need to get out of this god-forsaken place.”

She sat and starred, stunned. If this was going to happen she would need convincing. I placed my hand on her forehead, where the connection was stronger. Sam laughing. Sam hugging Emily. Sam kissing Emily. Their children. Sam phasing. Sam-

“ENOUGH! STOP!” Her face was red and even I could hear her heart pumping faster. Was faster better or worse?

Was she going to come? I waited.