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Day I Never Dreamed Of

Summary:
AFTER BREAKING DAWN. MAJOR SPOILERS IF YOU HAVEN'T READ IT. Jacob loved Nessie since the very day that she was born. After years of waiting for her to open her eyes and love him, the way that he has loved her, something terrible happens... She finds out about his first love. Will it ever work now that she knows he loved her mother? But that's just the beginning... What'll she do? Is there trouble ahead?


Notes:
When I was reading the book, towards the end everything was just a bit to... positive? So I sat there and started thinking about how I would feel if I were... Edward, Bella, Jacob... Nessie. And this just popped into my head. Because I would not be okay with a boyfriend of mine having loved my mom. - But colour me crazy, I might be wrong...


6. Big... Bad... Wolves?

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[POV of Seth]

I ran beside him, the weirdest werewolf of them all. He had an imprint, yet still had love for someone else. That never happened. – I knew what it was like. When the imprint took place you give everything, all of yourself and you become at one with that person. You sense all their emotions without them having to say anything. Every part of you is used in making her feel like the most important thing to ever exist.

But he still loved Leah. His love for my sister had flooded into my mind and I could feel all the ways he wanted her, all the ways he didn’t. I could tell the way he told himself he couldn’t have her.

The way he thought he lied.

His fear now was burning him, but it was only for one of them. – The other was a price he could afford to pay.

A price I wasn’t able to. When I fought alongside Edward I felt, for the first time, a part of something completely separate from the pack. I felt like I was chosen, respected. – Not because I had to be, but because I was the most suitable.

I owed it to him. He had the right to know his daughter was in trouble.

Peeling away from Sam was the hardest thing in the world to do but he didn’t order me to stay.

He let me go.

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[POV of Leah]

I knew he had heard me, I knew he was coming. That was all that mattered. Help was on the way. Sam would save me, everything would be alright.

The shaking was worse but I was still fighting it.

Just a few more minutes.

“Why’d you come?” I still couldn’t understand it.

He laughed, it was cold and hard, piercing. “Now wouldn’t you just like to know? Well, I suppose I can tell you, either way… It’s not going to do you any good. Truth is little Nessie is quite a miracle. Turns out Isabella is more powerful than most humans. See, we’ve tried to make more… Children. It just doesn’t work; the women don’t fight hard enough to stay alive. They say they’ve lost the ‘will’. It’s quite pathetic really. So if humans aren’t strong enough… Maybe she, whatever you want to call her, is.”

My stomach turned. “You’re going to-” The shaking had reached a level I could not fight. I could feel my spine extending and my body generally expanding.

“Aren’t you just an… ugly old thing?”

I growled. Asshole. He wanted this fight, he was damn well gonna get it.

I lunged at his neck, I was ready to rip his damn head off then and there. He didn’t deserve to live. He slapped me away easily with his hand leaving his piercing laugh to fill the air.

“Who’s afraid of the big bad wolf?” He sang softly. “Not me,” his voice distorted into a snort as I hit the wall and fell to the ground.

The pain moved instantaneously all around my body and I could feel it growing as it concentrated in particular areas around my knees and elbows. The places where his nails had dug into my skin stung, leaving me wanting to scream. But I wouldn’t give him the satisfaction.

I could see him moving towards me and all I could think of was how I had failed. Nessie was going to be raped and forced to bear a child, Sam would never know how I felt, truly, Seth was never going to know how sorry I was.

I tore down all my walls, took down all the barriers. I knew they were coming and I wanted them to feel all my love, for the first and the last time.

He was kneeling right in front of me, I could feel his breath on my face.

I love you Sam.

I’m so sorry Seth.

I was ready to die, I could take whatever came my way. Just let it be quick. – Please.