Day I Never Dreamed Of
AFTER BREAKING DAWN. MAJOR SPOILERS IF YOU HAVEN'T READ IT. Jacob loved Nessie since the very day that she was born. After years of waiting for her to open her eyes and love him, the way that he has loved her, something terrible happens... She finds out about his first love. Will it ever work now that she knows he loved her mother? But that's just the beginning... What'll she do? Is there trouble ahead?
When I was reading the book, towards the end everything was just a bit to... positive? So I sat there and started thinking about how I would feel if I were... Edward, Bella, Jacob... Nessie. And this just popped into my head. Because I would not be okay with a boyfriend of mine having loved my mom. - But colour me crazy, I might be wrong...
9. Forever and Always
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There was hardly anything left in this world as my feet thundered on the floor: there was where I was running from, and where I was running to. There was me, Leah and Ness. But that was all. No one and nothing else existed.
Nothing but this was real.
She was dying I could feel it. I hated running in human form, but I couldn’t carry both of them if I phased. I wanted to go faster, to leave Ness behind but I had a duty to Jacob. The pack protected the loved ones of its members and I couldn’t disobey.
But I really, really wanted to.
Leah coughed up blood whilst her eyes rolled back. Her eyes were glazed over and I knew she couldn’t see me, but I wanted her to know that I was here. If she was going to leave, she would leave this world in my arms.
[PoV of Leah]
I don’t know where I really am, not that it matters. I’m exactly where I want to be which is better than any reality.
I’m in the woods dancing in Sam’s arms whilst our children play outside a little cabin. Our cabin. We aren’t wolves: we’re human. We’re soul mates. Our love is completely our own as there isn’t an imprint forcing us to love each other. It’s completely natural, a choice we’ve made. A choice we honour.
His arms are hard and muscular and I move against them as he pulls me close, he whispers in my ear and the reply escapes my mouth, “I love you Sam, forever and always.”
I know I’ve said it, wherever I am, and I know it’s true and completely my own. It’s a choice I’ve made, a choice I honour.
[PoV of Nessie]
I cling onto Sam, I know he doesn’t want me there: he only wants Leah. I need to cling onto him to make sure that he doesn’t leave me behind because I know he really wants to.
Leah is fading, her breathing is slowing and there is a smile playing on her lips. Tears are streaming from Sam’s eyes, I think he knows that he isn’t going to be fast enough. Suddenly the faintest whisper of, “I love you Sam, forever and always” dances through the air, trying to keep up with his fast pace.
Then it ends. The running. The breathing. Only the smile remains. Leah, the wild rebellious spirit is gone.
I scream as suddenly I’m catapulted through the air and land at the base of a tree. Sam huddles over Leah’s body weeping giant tears that start to wash her wounds.
If I could bring her back, I would. The pain Sam feels is contagious and I feel it just as strongly as he does. It radiates off him and is absorbed into everything, magnifying the feeling. The entire forest is quiet except for Sam.
I don’t know what will happen now. I don’t know if I’ll make it back in time to tell Jacob that I love him, that I don’t want to live another day pretending that I don’t. I don’t want to lie and tell him I don’t feel his happiness when he smiles, his sadness when he cries. I don’t want to live another day without him by my side. But I will: I’d sacrifice my happiness for Sam. If Sam wants revenge then I will give it to him, he can kill me if he wants. I’m the reason he has lost her. I’m the reason she is gone forever. I caused this.
And I will pay with my life if it need be.
- Chrystina Cullen
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