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My Immortal

Summary:
Okay, this is a song fic based on My Immortal by Evanescence. Its basically poetry with the reasons behind it. But it isn't in poetry form. Yeah! I had to do a summary of a song (which is VERY hard to do) and came across this one and I was like WOAH! So I had to enter it.


Notes:
Yeah! Disclaimer: This song belongs to Evanescence and no one else. The characters belong to Stephanie Meyer and all her awesomness, and sadly not me. Depressing world, isn't it?


1. My Immortal

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I’m so tired of being here
suppressed by all my, childish fears
well if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
cause your presence still lingers here, and it won’t leave me alone

I laid in my bed, my mind as blank as I could get it. Head throbbing, I rolled over and Edward's face flashed back into my thoughts. Ripping me apart.

these wounds won’t seem to heal, this pain is just to real
there’s just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried I'd, wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream I'd, fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
and you still have, all of me.

I had given him all of me. And he had tooken it with him. It was gone, forever. I was just a shredded bit of nothing. There was nothing left. Damaged goods.

You used to captivate me, while in your resonating mind
now I’m blinded by the light you've left behind
Your face it haunts, my once wonderful dreams
Your face it fears, and it won’t leave me alone

I slipped in and out of sleep, shocked awake every time Edward's perfect angel face slipped into my unconscious mind.

these wounds won’t seem to heal, this pain is just to real
there’s just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried I'd, wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream I'd, fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
and you still have, all of me.

I hugged myself, to keep myself from flying apart. Ripping, tearing, shredding. Pain. Too much pain. He had me and said he didn't want it. Yet, he took it anyways whether he knew it or not.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
but though you’re still with me, I've been alone all along.

He's gone, I kept saying. He doesn't want you. Never wanted you. You were just entertainment. A toy. Nothing. Now he just left it on the floor, and moved to who-knows-where. Because he definitely wasn't in Los Angeles.

when you cried I'd, wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream I'd, fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
and you still have, all of me.

He has me. Always had me. I gave myself to him, fool and rash. I was stupid, it was all my fault. I loved him, cared about him and didn't want to ever hurt him. But he turned out hurting me in such an unimaginable way. It was so unreal.

How could he leave me like this, when he said he loved me?