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She Was Not Selfish

Summary:
What if Bella was not selfish in Eclipse? What if she never asked Edward to stay with her while his family fought the newborns, only Seth was with her? What would happen when Victoria came? This is what I think might have happend. Finally Chapter 10!


Notes:
This is my first story so please don't be mean. I already know it's corny. Please review. All of the characters belong to Stephenie Meyer.


4. Would This Day Ever End?

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Jacob POV

What’s wrong? Maybe one of the leeches was killed. That would be good for me, less parasites running around the better. Wait, It could be someone in the pack, like Embry or Quil. Hey maybe it was Leah! That would be good for the planet too.

The bloodsucker nodded in my direction; it was Embry or Quil, what happened to them?

Then Cullen rolled his eyes, and said in a board voice to Bella “Bella, Leah’s dead.”

I ran into the forest and changed. Is it true, is she really dead I asked the pack. I expected Leah to say, ‘Yeah, and now I’m thinking to you in the dead. Boo!’ but I heard no response to the thoughts.

She is dead. I though about what I had thought earlier, I said that it would be a good thing if she died.

You thought what! I heard Sam yell at me.

Hey, it was a joke. You know that I would never mean that. I reasoned.

Are you sure that you really wouldn’t mean it if she was alive? Sam snapped me.

You know I was only joking about that. I really do care about her death, I responded.

Jacob, are you only sad about her death because of Seth and her family’s sadness. Do you really care about Leah, Sam responded with anger filled in his words, and the pack figured out that it was time to leave this conversation.

Yes I am sad, but Leah doesn’t care about anyone in this pack, but you and Seth. She wouldn’t be that sad if I died, or Paul, or even one of the young wolves! She just cares about you and Seth, maybe not even Seth! Besides, my own thoughts are my own business. I barked my thoughts at Sam.

What your business is, the pack business is Jacob! You should have just kept the secret from Bella and we wouldn’t be in this mess! I don’t even know why you are in the pack; you’ve just cost this us trouble! I think that Leah would care more about the deaths of the pack then Bella ever would! I couldn’t believe what Sam was saying. We met up with each other in a clearing where we fought the newborns; the other wolves were already gone.

So, do you want me out of the pack, oh great dominate one, or are you just going to live your life whining about how I made a mistake, because in case you haven’t noticed that’s what we do, everyone makes mistakes, or are you just to great to have that apply to you? I said sarcastically.

Jacob, just go away, no one wants you here, the pack your friends, and even the girl you love. You should just leave; go to Canada, or even better hell. I mean I‘ve heard that they accept people who laugh at others death, and even those who want to kill others so their life would be better. How many times have you said that you wanted to kill Cullen, just so you would have Bella, you don’t even care about the fact that he’s a vampire, you just care that he has Bella. Sam said back to me calm and coolly, a normal Sam voice. That’s when I attacked.

Bella POVEdward’s face turned into the mask that I hate, Jacobs face turned into worry, then Edward said…

“Leah’s dead.” I was not expecting that Leah died, well I did expect someone died, but not Leah. Leah was just someone who was alive and the person who Jacob would always complain about.

I saw Jacob run off into the forest, I didn’t even ask why he ran off, he probably went to see how the rest of the pack was taking it. Instead I stuttered to Edward “Wha-what? How did she die?”

“Leah died. She was trying to prove herself to the pack, and the wolves thought that they had killed all of the newborns but there was one left. No one saved Leah until it was to late.” Edward said. He didn’t seem too sad, and he just seemed worried about my reaction to her death. I wasn’t that sad I had to admit. I didn’t really know Leah; all I know is that she was annoying to the pack because she loved Sam. I felt bad for Seth; I mean he just lost his dad and now his sister. I wouldn’t blame him if he started to act like how Leah did. I also felt bad for Sam I mean that was the girl he loved once and would probably still love if he didn’t imprint on Emily.

What would be the excuse for her death? What is the packs reaction? Would they all be happy but like Sam and Seth, or would they all be mourning? How different would the pack be? Would the pack just fall apart, or just move on? All of these questions would be answered over time, but how long would that be; days, weeks, months, maybe even years!

“How is Seth reacting,” was all I could get myself to say. It was pitiful.

“Like any teenage boy would react to his sisters death, he’s sad, in pain. How would you feel if Alice was killed, well probably how would you feel at Rosalie’s death.” Edward responded, trying to lighten the mood. It wasn’t working and he could tell.

“Wait, Bella are you okay? You’re not hurt, right?” Edward started to be Edward and want to make sure I was fine, even though I thought I looked physically has well has I could, injury wise and well I didn’t feel hurt,

I finally walked over to Edward and he wrapped his arms around me. “We should find Carlisle to help Seth,” I said trying to change the subject.

“Not quite yet. We need to get one of the wolves to take Seth to La Push, and we need to get to the family, some of the Volturi guards are coming, and aren’t the biggest fan of werewolves, or truce with them.” Once I heard Edward say this, fear shot through me.

“Wait did anyone else get hurt?” I realized that anyone else could have gotten hurt, not dead, but hurt.

“Don’t worry it was just Leah, no one else died, or was hurt. Calm down. We just need to leave has soon has we can.” Edward said in a soothing voice.

Would this day ever end?

Edward POV

I heard what just happened, Leah died. She was a mutt that no one really liked; she wasn’t very nice to the rest of the pack either. I do feel bad for Seth though, first his dad dies, then his sister.

I was about to tell Bella and dog what gust happened when I heard Jacob thinking what’s wrong? Maybe one of the leeches was killed. That would be good for me, less parasites running around the better. Wait, It could be someone in the pack, like Embry or Quil. Hey maybe it was Leah! That would be good for the planet too.

I just nodded to Jacob, signaling that it was Leah. He just thought it was Embry or Quil. I rolled my eyes; there is nothing dumber than a Quileute werewolf. I just ignored Jacob’s clueless ness and said to Bella uninterested “Bella, Leah’s dead.”

Jacob ran of into the forest to check that I was telling the truth. Honestly, my point that they’re the dumbest creatures to walk the face of the Earth just keeps getting proven again and again.

Bella finally responded with saying “wha-what? How did she die?”

“Leah died. She was trying to prove herself to the pack, and the wolves thought that they had killed all of the newborns but there was one left. No one saved Leah until it was to late.” I responded to Bella I wasn’t to worried about Leah’s death, I just was worried about Bella, and a little worried about Seth. I kind of like Seth more; he risked his life to save Bella, and with out him staying here, Bella would be dead.

I heard the pack arguing about Jacob’s comment towards Leah, Sam is overreacting way too much.

After about five minutes, Bella finally responded to what I said with “how is Seth reacting”

“Like any teenage boy would react to his sisters death, he’s sad, in pain. How would you feel if Alice was killed, well probably how would you feel at Rosalie’s death.” I said trying to add a little bit of humor to the conversation, I could tell by the look in Bella’s eyes that it wasn’t appreciated right now.

“Wait, Bella are you okay? You’re not hurt, right?” I asked. How could I forget about her safety? Some vampire I am, I forgot about Bella’s pain. I had to make sure that she wasn’t hurt, even if she didn’t look hurt.

In Bella’s response she walked up to me and I wrapped my arms around her. Then she asked, “We should find Carlisle to help Seth?” That was so like Bella, trying to change the subject. I knew that we couldn’t though; some of the Volturi guards were coming, Alice told me that before the fight started. More stress on Bella and the rest of the family. I don’t know if anyone could take anymore, especially Bella.

“Not quite yet. We need to get one of the wolves to take Seth to La Push, and we need to get to the family, some of the Volturi guards are coming, and aren’t the biggest fan of werewolves, or truce with them.” I told Bella sadly. I could almost see the rush of fear go through her.

“Wait did anyone else get hurt?” Bella asked worried, I thought we were lucky that no one else got hurt seriously.

“Don’t worry it was just Leah, no one else died, or was hurt. Calm down. We just need to leave has soon has we can.” I said trying to calm Bella down. How could she take so much stress, I don’t think I could if I was still human?

Today sucks.