this starts at the begining of New Moon After Bellas birthday party accident Edward leaves...but Bella is pregnant...what will Edward do now and will he come back!!
2. Without You
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Her face was all I could think about...Smiling, laughing, hurt worried but most of all the look when I told her I didn’t love her.
That was what was hurting me most of all. That she could believe me so easily after all the million times id told her I loved her and would do anything for her, it was excruciating.
I had never felt this way before and I felt as thought my life (eternity???) was not worth going on with anymore. Not without my angel Bella.
Id been ignoring all of my family since we'd moved and Alice and Esme were the most worried about me.
Jasper felt my pain (literally) and Emmet tried to comfort me but to no avail.Carisle was at loss at what to do and Rosalie was being...well Roselie.Stubborn and saying it was for the best. Typical!But was it really???
The feeling that was coursing through me was unlike anything I had ever felt. I felt as if someone had ripped half of my off and had hidden it so I could never find it again. I was broken and I let misery have me!
The only thing that I felt I had done right was to let Bella live a Good life. It was the least I could do after what I had put her through. Around me she was in constant danger nut without me she was safe. Yet it did not ease the pain inside me.
Did he really think he could go on like this? Looking over at Edward I saw the pain and hurt all across his face. He was being ridiculas.
I felt for him, I really did. For me to lose Jasper would be like taking away my reason for living(ok living wasn’t exactly the kind of word I had in mind but it made my point)
Edward was stupid to think he was going to stay away from Bella for any length of time! How long did he expect to keep this up? It was only a matter of time!I walked over to him to try and comfort him but it was useless.
He just sat on his bed and as soon as he noticed me approaching he stood up and ran out the door out into to clear night deep into the forest.