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Destiny????

Summary:
this starts at the begining of New Moon After Bellas birthday party accident Edward leaves...but Bella is pregnant...what will Edward do now and will he come back!!


Notes:


6. Confessions

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Edward POV

I had done this, yet again I had brought sadness into Bella’s life. Here she was lying in my arms with tears streaking down her beautiful face.

I couldn’t stand to see it anymore. One question was burning on the tip of my tongue (well two actually) but I knew that first I had to calm Bella down.

“Bella, my love what’s the matter, did I say something wrong??”

“No Edward, it’s not your fault it’s just that, I can’t believe you’re here and with me and-“another sob broke her sentence.

“Bella, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to upset you, I can leave if you like…maybe it’s better if left?”

“NO” she shouted

“Edward don’t ever leave me again, please!”

Oh if only she knew that I could never put myself through the torture of leaving her again, now I knew though I had to ask her.

“Bella, I’m sorry to upset you but I have to ask, I won’t stay if you don’t want me to but if you do, I must know, can you still love me after all I did to you and put you through, do you still want me? I know you have other things to worry about.” At this I indicated to her wonderfully growing stomach” and I don’t know if you’ve moved on from me, but please tell me-could you still love me?”

Bella POV

Did he really just ask me that? What a silly question to ask, after what happened!

Really how could he ask me such a thing, after all we went through did he honestly think I’d give up on him that easy?

I could see that while I was processing this through my head I was delaying answering Edward and he was getting anxious. I decided that he didn’t really need a verbal answer so instead I wrapped my arms around his neck and pressed me lips to his.

I saw momentary surprise in his eyes but then desire as he closed them. Edward’s cold arms wrapped around my ‘large’ waist and pressed me to him as much as he could without squishing my stomach. As I came up for a quick breath (I had to remember to breath for my sake and the baby’s) I whispered softly into his ear “I Love You!”

Edward responded in his own way by placing not so careful kisses up my neck and across my cheek.

Just as he reached my lips he replied quietly “I Love You Too” and then his lips crashed down onto mine.

This kiss was no where near as careful as his usuals and I was in no mood to argue with him.

‘Bella’s safety rules’ as put in place by a certain Edward Cullen flew out the window.

His hands caressed my sides as my fingers traced his perfect facial features before knotting into his bronze locks.

The kiss seemed endless. I didn’t know how long we stayed like that for, memorizing each other, healing our wounds, but eventually we parted.

As I lay my head down onto Edward’s chest I felt his arms wrap around me and then place both hands on my stomach.

They rested there and then started to make soft soothing circles. I looked up at Edward and planted a small kiss on his before he looked down to me and asked softly-

“Can I ask whose it is?”

I looked up at him incredulous, did he really think that I had gone off with someone like Mike Newton or Eric or Taylor while he had been gone?

Did I seem that fickle?

Then I realised, to him it would have made more sense for it to have been someone else’s rather than his own, since technically he was already dead.

Once again my inward ponderings were delaying my answer and making Edward look very worried and upset. I answered him quickly,

“Well” I mumbled as I softly kissed his neck and jaw “last time I checked it was very much yours”

A look of disbelief covered his face and for the first time in my life I saw Edward speechless.

“I, I – are you sure…you, you didn’t, while I was gone? it’s?”

I stopped him before he could babble any longer.

“Edward, I don’t know how but I know that it is yours….please believe me” I added hoping he wouldn’t think I’d made it all up.

“Bella, I just can’t believe that’s its possible…I’m so happy right now, I never knew I could be a father and here you are making it come true, you truly are my angel!”

He looked down to me and smiled my favourite crooked smile before embracing me and kissing me passionately once more.

Just as I came up for another gulp of air I heard I low dog-like growl coming from the window of my room.

It was Jacob!