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Lost Love Found.

Summary:
It has been 70 years since Edward left Bella and alot has changed. Due to an unfortunate meeting with Victoria Bella is now a vampire and part of the Howe coven, along with her two protective best friends/lovers she is now heading back to where it all started, Forks High School. Who will she find there? Will she forgive him or break him like he did to her?


Notes:


4. Chapter Four

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EPOV

I can’t believe that I’m here again, everything thing around here reminds me of her. God I miss her so much, her hair, her eyes, and the way she blushes. Even though my family moved back to Forks a few months ago it still hurts.

Maybe I should leave, this is all too much for me. Jasper keeps sending worried glances in my direction. I attempted a weak smile; I can’t keep doing this to my family. My mood is tearing us apart; Jasper can’t stand to be near me, Emmett and Alice still haven’t forgiven me for leaving Bella in the first place.

Oh God Bella. My sweet, beautiful Bella, Dead. We found out from a newspaper that a young girl from Forks called Bella Swan had been brutally killed in a vicious wolf attack. As soon as we saw this we rushed to Forks to see it with our own eyes.

Part of me died that day. As I watched her empty coffin being lowered into the ground I wanted to die. Alice, however, saw a vision of me going to the Volturi and stopped me.

I could feel myself starting to break down.

“Edward… please….” Jasper whispered to me, trying to calm me down.

“I can’t… its all too much…” I stood up about to leave. I don’t know why they dragged me to this stupid talent show in the first place. None of us where performing, but Carlisle said they we had to show our faces, as we haven’t been out together in a while.

However, as I stood up to leave the doors swung open. Everyone in my family stiffened, as we smelt vampires. There were three of them, two boys and a girl from what I could tell. I tried to enter their minds but for some reason was blocked. But that only happened with… Bella.

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The smell and the fact that she was really here hit me all at once. I collapsed back into my chair and ignored the scarred looks from my family. She looked different, but a good different. Her hair was short and black and she had a fringe. I liked it; in a weird way it suited her. She looked nervous but confident at the same time. The fact that she should be dead didn’t enter my mind; the fact that some guy had his arm slung around her shoulders did though.

No, has she moved on? Does she love him? Has she forgotten me? A million questions ran through my head. I could hear the hushed tones of my family around me.

“Oh my god is that Bella?” “Ooh I love her dress.” “Bella is a vampire?” “Who is that guy she is with?” “Does she know we are here?”

I ignored all the questions and didn’t take my eyes off Bella until the boy she was with got up a roughly kissed her. I clenched my fists. How dare he, Bella isn’t a possession and that was blatantly a show to all the boys.

I glared at… Scott? What a stupid name, as he made his way up to the stage.

“Alright everyone? Well tonight I’m going to be singing a song that I wrote and composed, the song is dedicated to my gorgeous girlfriend. This song was written actually before we got together and I wanted to show her how I felt.”

My heart sank as I realised that they where together. I just thought… well… I don’t know, they where just good friends?

I listened to the lyrics as he started singing.

Standing on the edge of morning
scent of sex and new found glory
playing as she's pulling back her hair
she drives away
she's feeling worthless
used again but nothing's different
she'd stay the night
but knows he doesn't care Home by three
deafening quiet
the porch light's off
yes they forgot it
she'd cry herself to sleep
but she don't dare
and she wants to be a model
she wants to hear she's beautiful
she's beautiful

I want to save you
I want to save you
I need you
save me too
I want to save you

dressed by dawn and out the door
no light
she memorized the floor
so she could leave without being detected
she works till three
it's uniform
she dreams that he'll come by the store
she prays for days
when boys mean she's protected
and she wants someone to see her
she needs to hear she's beautiful
she's beautiful

I want to save you
I want to save you
I need you
save me too
I want to save you

and she won't sleep
she won't sleep
and she won't sleep
at all

I want to save you
I want to save you
I need you
save me too
I want to save you
(let me save you)
I want to save you
(let me save you)
I want to save you
(let me save you)
I want to save you

I don’t understand. Why did she need saving? Did something happen to her? Of course she is beautiful. Who is she driving away from? So many questions that couldn’t be answered all in one night.