Hear You Me
Inspired by Jimmy Eat World's song Hear You Me. It really is a beautiful song! Takes place after New Moon. Edward never came back. I own none of Twilight. I simply use Stephenie Meyer's story to vent my creativity. Thank you Stephenie!
I hope you like it guys! PLease review. Here are the lyrics to Hear You Me by Jimmy Eat World (who own all of the rights) My favorite verse from the song.
And if you were with me tonight
I'd sing to you just one more time
A song for a heart so big
God couldn't let it live
1. Chapter 1
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The song lulled in the background, bringing
invisible tears to my eyes.I never said thank-you for that.
I had been a vampire for 10 years now. 10 years too long. I have never wanted to die so bad in my life: not when he left me, and not when the venom had burned through my veins like a scorching fire. Now, 10 years later, I still loved him with all of my being, and I couldn’t be with him, and it was killing me. I was now cursed to live forever in my own misery. I had found a bunch of my old CDs in a box when I had been digging around in the basement of my small one bedroom house. I found a CD with one of my favorite songs on it, Hear You Me. Immediately I regretted finding it; the lyrics reminded me way too much of him. I cursed Laurent everyday of my miserable life for what he did to me; and I cursed those wolves, for pulling him off of me and not just letting him kill me; they let me change.
I sat in an alley in the slums of Brazil. My arms were wrapped around my knees and I felt hollow. My life, meaning, and soul mate were gone.
On sleepless roads, the sleepless go, may angels lead you in.
I had let the sorrow wash over me as soon as I left her; I had not smiled, laughed, or felt even slightly happy since I left. I knew I was tearing apart my family, Jasper couldn’t be around me: my emotions were too strong. Emmett didn’t know how to deal with pain so he left, even Alice left me; she thought I had made a horrible mistake leaving Bella. I couldn’t completely disagree; my only consolation was that she would live a happy, human life. That was the only thing that kept me from running straight to Forks. It was still a strange thought for me to think that Bella was now 28 years old; she was older than Carlisle when he changed. The thought amused and disturbed me all at once. I sighed and wished more than ever that I could sleep…or die. I leaned back in to the alley wall and let my misery take me over.
I missed my friend. Not only had Bella been my absolute best friend, she had been my sister. I had loved her. I had stopped seeing visions of Bella about six months after we left. I would occasionally see her and after about a week of seeing no Bella, I panicked. I began frantically looking for her future; I found nothing. I had rushed back to Forks to make sure she was still alive, only to find that Isabella Marie Swan was a missing person.
What would you think of me now? So lucky. So strong. So proud. I never said thank you for that; now I’ll never have the chance. I had rushed home to tell my family. I had been heartbroken- sobbing in to Jaspers ever welcoming arms for days. I couldn’t believe she had been kidnapped…killed? Edward left to protect her. He was so naïve, he didn’t see the pain she went through- he was too busy hiding in the slums of South America. I would never forgive him as long as I lived. We hadn’t seen him since he took off the day after we left Forks and I didn’t care too. Emmett had been devastated by the news of Bella’s death- he ripped up far more trees than he would care to admit in his fury. He was never the most outwardly affectionate person, but he loved Bella like his little sister. It killed him to think of another human harming her. Even Rosalie had been upset, mostly at her family’s anguish; she had disliked Bella, but she would never wish anything like that upon anyone. Edward still didn’t know; I had no intention of telling him and I doubted anyone else did. I knew he would find out eventually but I hoped that he would assume it was of natural cause: old age. Our family hadn’t been the same since we lost two of our family members. I would do anything to get them back, because no matter how much I hated Edward for what he did to Bella…I hated him not being here to hate even more.
Life was so much more complicated than it used to be. Can’t a vampire just live a normal, simple, happy, family filled life? No, of course not. Everyone in the family thinks I’m the dumb one, well look what the ‘smart’ one got himself in to. He left the love of his life to ‘protect’ her. Didn’t he realize that she needed him as much as he needed her? Nope. He assumed her ‘human’ heart couldn’t possibly love him enough to stop her from getting over him. She probably should have though; she was way to good for him anyway. From what Alice told me, she never got over him. She was miserable till the end. I shuddered at that last thought. I wish we could have been there to protect her. My little sister…May angels lead you in…