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Summary:
When Edward leaves Bella in New Moon he doesn't know that he's condemed her to live for all of eternity. Jacob and the werewolves get Laurent but what happens when Victoria was closer than anyone thought? Bella becomes a vampire and is found by another coven of vegetarian vampires whot take her in and teach her. But what happens when the Cullens come back to the rainy little town of Forks thinking that Bella is dead? What will Bella's reaction be? Read to find out!! Sorry I kind of suck at summaries. Hope you enjoy!!! Please review or comment. I am in curently need of a banner and it would be a huge help if any of could make it. Just comment and tell me if you would like to.


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3. Bring Me To Life

Rating 4.5/5   Word Count 966   Review this Chapter

How can you see into my eyes like open doors
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead
It back home.

EPOV

Uncurling myself from the ball that I was positioned in for the night I got up, thoughts of Bella dominating my mind.

She’s better off without me.

That one thought fueled me for the day but somewhere in the back of my mind I knew that it wasn’t true. For years after I left Bella I had suffered in pain alone, not contacting my family. I would still be curled up in a ball in some dusty attic if not for Rosalie. I know, Rosalie helped me through my pain. Well not so much as helped but beat some sense into me. My family had found me in a jungle somewhere in South America and begged for me to come home but I wouldn’t.

Rosalie was furious and instead of blaming Bella for my current situation like I thought she would she said that it was no one’s fault. It was our nature to attack humans but I still wouldn’t come so she had literally dragged me from a tree and shoved me into alligator infested marshes. The whole day consisted of wrestling alligators (which I will never do again). After that I was snapped out of my depression and I went home with my family. During the day I didn’t let my family show concern over me but at night my mask slipped and I was plunged into despair again.

When I learned that we were moving back to Forks I nearly ran away from my family again but Alice wouldn’t let me. She was very worried that I would go back into my depressed state. Carlisle told me that they had sold the house to a different coven of vegetarian vampires and that he had already enrolled us in school. School. I don’t know if I can handle that. Emmett snapped me out of my thoughts.

“We’re here,” he said. Leaving Forks all those years ago destroyed not just me but my whole family. Esme didn’t decorate as much and Alice barely went shopping. Emmett stopped telling jokes and Rosalie stopped looking in mirrors. Jasper was overridden with guilt of what happened and Carlisle, no matter how hard he tried to hide it, was crazy with grief for his family and for Bella.

The day went by in a blur except for lunch when we meet the other family of vampires. They all seemed pleased to meet us except for a girl with long black hair who’s name was Hanna. Most of their thoughts were similar though.

I hope she’s going to be okay. That was Collin, the serious vampire of the family.

She really needs to let me take her shopping but I won’t ask until tomorrow. Wren who I had a feeling would get along with Alice really well.

Hanna seems angry. I wonder if it has anything to do with home. That was James. I mentally cringed at the name.

NO!!! NO!!! This cannot be happening!!!! She’s going to either freak or go loony again. Why did they have to show up now? She was just about to come out of her shell!!! That was Hanna. Why did she hate my family so much and who was the girl in their thoughts?

“I know!! Why don’t you come to our house and meet our parents and older sister?” Wren asked her eyes bright.

“Sure!!” Alice exclaimed. Hanna was cursing Wren in her mind and I wondered why.

“How about six when our parents get home?” Collin asked earning him a glare from Hanna.

“That’s perfect!!” Alice exclaimed jumping up and down. The bell rang signaling the end of lunch. The rest of the day went by in a blur much like the beginning but many questions were on my mind. I didn’t even notice that it was six until we pulled into the driveway of our old home.

“Wow Edward, I’ve never seen you so out of it. What were you thinking?” Alice asked looking at me. Shrugging I opened my door and got out of the car. I was about to follow my family but something stopped me. I couldn’t hear anybody’s thoughts. Emmett pushed me forward.

“Welcome to our home, Mr. and Mrs. Cullen,” said a woman with short dusky brown hair. Next to her was a man with messy black hair. “I am Eliza and this is my husband Ian. Would you care to come in?”

“Thank you for inviting us to your home,” Carlisle said walking into the house the rest of the family following. I heard a gasp and I looked around the room seeing Wren and James sitting on a couch watching TV and Collin was looking at the stairs. Hanna was standing on the stairs. My breath got stuck in my throat as I saw who was behind her. Bella, my sweet, sweet Bella.

“Bella.” I breathed faintly noticing my family’s gasps. I could tell that she was fighting within herself whether to run away from my family or to stay. The first one won. She turned and fled the house. I wanted to follow her but I was too shocked to move. Thoughts sprang into my head. My Bella was alive. She looked the same as when I left except that she had hard skin, was pale, and had coal black eyes. One thought kept popping up.

She was a vampire.

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I Can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I Can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become.