Right or Wrong?
Thanks to eternitys_charm for the crazy good banner! Bella Swan is your average teenage girl with a boyfriend named Jacob and a semi perfect life. But what if that perfect life she's come to love is all an illusion and she's just afraid to admit the truth? Edward is gorgeous popular and rich and he's the object of Bella's hate and the only one who see's the real her. When tragedy strikes will Bellla finally see the light and just admit she really loves Edward? Love has consequences but for her it's better then living a lie. Spoiler!Go to my bio to see a sneak peek on the sequel to this story! (All human! Rated teen for some strong language and mature themes.) Thanks to all my faithful reviewers! Next Chapter will soon be up!
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If I thought about Bella a lot before it is nothing compared to how much I think about her now. Obsessively thinking about where she is, what she’s doing and if she need someone is agonizing but I love it. Just knowing that now I have a reason too, that she’s actually pleased for me to worry about her is relieving and a lot less embarrassing. Guess im just practicing for being a father. Bella’s been putting off the baby thing for a week now, she doesn’t want anyone at school catching us talking about it. She doesn’t want anyone at school catching us talking period. She’s afraid that rumors will start and people will make assumptions. I constantly assure her that no one will care but she has her suspicions so she stands firm. Keeping our love on the down low though, is actually kind of exciting.
Yet, at the same time, this can be confusing and troublesome. At school were total strangers but at home we’re in love. This has been caused problem a couple of times already. Ill walk into her house just like before, not talking to her or looking at her and she’ll storm off to her bedroom mad. Then I’ll finally snap back to reality and remember that she’s mine. Before I realized this though, I would sit with her on her bed and just look at her in awe.
“I love you.” She would say like it was just out of a dream.
“I love you too.” I’d say back feeling crazy for replying to the mirage. The she would grab my hand and put it on her heart, stomach and face and say, “this is yours, this is yours and this is yours.” You wouldn’t have guessed that just two months ago she hated my guts. Now when I sneak into her room in the dead of night we lay peacefully together and I dream of only me, her and my sons.
That is another topic of debate, what it’s going to be, I told her about my dream and she cringed in fear.
“How could you tell me that Edward?! I’m saying it’s a girl now!”
“Okay babe, I’ll say it’s a girl just for your sanity.”
“Thanks love.” She said and kissed me lightly on the lip. Her kisses are my favorite, soft and unbearably sweet. I still sometimes can’t grasp the fact that she actually loves me, even when we spend every hour of the day together planning away our future. What really makes me wonder is how fast we turned into a super couple. We fit so perfectly into each others life that it’s scary. It’s like we were made to be with each other just like I said.
It’s also amazing how little Jacob really knew about her, she loves art and all different kinds of music and hates swearing and drinking. As far as I knew he didn’t know her at all, but he was probably too engrossed in his drinking problem to care. But me, I try to pay the closest attention to every moment I have with her. The one I most remember is one day when I was driving in the car with her and a song came on and she screamed in excitement…There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And gather myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything OK
She stopped singing and a tear rolled down her face. I squeezed her hand and she looked at me in smile.
“It’s my song to you.” She said. I’m not sure what I’ve done so right but every second with her is a blessing.
“When do you think we’re going to tell your dad?”
“After the appointment.” We had been delaying telling Charlie about the baby until we were completely sure of what was happening. Sitting in the little waiting room with their water stained magazines and fluorescent lights made me so nervous I started blurting out random questions like word vomit. Bella grabbed my face and told me to calm down or she would make me wait in the car.
“You’re not the one who’s pregnant Edward! Just count to ten and calm down.” Sometimes I liked it when she was so aggressive and all but sometimes I hated it. Like when I told her I’d pay for everything and she yelled for an hour about how she was a grown women and she could take care of herself so I backed off. To avoid any other arguments I even let her con me into taking her to a doctor in the city so her dad wouldn’t find out.
“Isabella Swan?” A gray haired doctor called.
“Right here!” Bella was now the nervous one and I squeezed her hand and pulled her forward.
After fifteen minutes and a thousand awkward moments he finally confirmed she was pregnant-with twins.
I was sitting directly across from Charlie, just out of punching distance.
“Dad I’m pregnant and its Edwards baby.” His face turned a purplish red and I waited for the blow. Then, just like that, he turned calm again and smiled.
“Thank god!” He exhaled. Bella looked at me and she seemed a little irritated.
“Dad! I. Am. Having. A. Baby!” She said word by word.
“Im not happy because of that! I’m happy because it’s not with Jacob!” He probably would’ve started dancing if he were standing up. “That boy was just to mean and cold hearted for you and even though it’ll be hard I trust you can do it. Im disappointed Bella but im also grateful you choose the right guy.” He smiled and got up to hug Bella then he cam over and shook my hand.
“Take care of her Ed.” Was his last words before he walked out.
On a beautiful day like no other…
“Bella will you marry me?” She shook her head through her tears.
“Yes I will!” She cried.
My whole heart fluttered and I caressed her stomach while we were laying on the quilt in the meadow. My babies, my wife- everything was perfect. She sighed and looked at me smiling.
“I love you so much.”
“I love you too and I always will. No matter where I am and no matter what I do, you’ll always be in my heart and I’ll always be with you”
- Not so perfect.
- Impossible love.
- All comes crashing down.
- Disappointing moments.
- What is this?
- So right.
- So Wrong.
- Good news on top of good news.
- Final conclusions about love and life.
- Abel and November
- She waved goodbye.
- With out him.
- Getting Better is hard to do.
- Could this be my happy ending?
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