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After Dawn

After Dawn This is the story of Renesemee after Breaking Dawn. It shows her extreme love for Jacob and fight with the vampire side of her. When something horrible happens how will Nessie cope? And will Jacob stand by her side? banner by MRSBellaCullenBlack! Inspired by Black stars by Lunamoon! (Check it out!) Rated R for language and mature themes.


3. Sick.

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Everyone was staring at me with wide eyes before hurrying back to their regular day. Their nervous faces didn’t hide their frightened thoughts. I knew what they were thinking even without mind reading-The Vulturi. We would’ve never guessed though, that he had something so much worse in store for me.

I woke up the next day as I did everyday but this time I had a sick feeling burning my stomach. Felix’s words lingered in my mind ad ate away at me like a flesh eating virus, there was no escape. When Jake finally woke up he hopped down stairs as happy as ever but my solemn face worried him instantly.

“What’s the matter baby?” He asked.

“Im just worried. Im worried about The Vulturi coming here. I don’t want to give the family any trouble right now and I know how dangerous it would be for us. I don’t want anyone to get hurt Jacob,” I started to cry. “If I had to I would take any pain they wanted to inflict on you guys, and tell them to put it all on me. I would die for my family Jacob- I would die for you.” His frowned and hugged me tight while I cried my eyes out. I started thinking of all the terrible things they could do to us. The visions engulfing me in a mass of depression and hate, they swarmed from me into Jacob and I felt him flinch at the sight of them. He clenched his jaw and I tried to stop it, but they were too much for my heart to hold. Jacob started to squeeze tighter and a tear rolled down his cheek.

“Stop it! Stop it!” He shouted and let me go exhausted. “Don’t think about that anymore Ness! I can’t take you being so sad! Hurting like this! Just don’t think about it anymore!” The fearful apparitions stopped and he hesitated before hugging to me.

“It’s just so hard Jacob. I feel like something terrible is going to happen, I can feel it all around me knowing at my bones, eating me alive!” My voice was shaky and I started to cry again.

“Nothings going to happen to you Ness I promise! As long as I am here I’ll do anything to save you! Anything!” He kissed my forehead and started to sing softly…

Dancing in the dark, middle of the night
Taking your heart and holding it tight
Emotional touch, touching my skin
And asking you to do what you've been doing all over again
Oh its a beautiful thing, don't think I can keep it all in
I just got to let you know what it is that won't let me go

It's your love it just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough and if you wonder about the spell I'm under,
oh it's your love

Better than I was, more than I am
And all of this happen by taking your hand
And who I am now is who I wanted to be
And now that we're together
I'm stronger than ever I'm happy and free

Oh it's a beautiful thing, don't think I can keep it all in
If you asked me why I've changed, all I got to do is say your sweet name
It's your love it just does something to me it sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough and if you wonder about the spell I'm under,
It’s your love
If you wonder about the spell I'm under,
Oh, It's your love

I smiled and looked up at him.

“I love you Jacob.” I sad still sniffling form my panic attack.

“I love you to Ness. I always will, no matter what you put me through all I always come out loving you.” I laughed at his rhyme and we got up to walk outside where my family was. My happy, loving family.

“Bells! Guess what!” We’re going to Esme’s Island!” Rose shrieked with excitement as I stood next to her.

“Why? Well Bella, Alice, Esme and I are all craving some sun and the boys don’t mind, so there you go!” I thought about it for a minute and then decided alone time with Jacob sounded much better.

“I don’t think I want to go Rosalie. We’re going up there in a couple weeks to celebrate mom and dad’s anniversary so I’ll just wait till then!” I reassured her.

“Jeeze, what a fucking party pooper!” She pouted her lips and started talking to Alice about the plans. They were leaving in two days and wouldn’t be back for a week. Jacob nudged me and smiled.

“So… No parents? Just me, you and our bed! I can’t believe it!” He mocked Rosalie’s tone of excitement and I giggled.

“Don’t even THINK about asking Jacob. I just want some alone time with you that’s all.” I smiled and then winked to tease him.

Two days later…

Silence! Oh what a wonderful thing! It’s like the holy grail of living!

“Baby!” Jacob whined when we woke up. “Go make me some breakfast now!” I grumbled and got out of bed listening to the nothingness of the house. Everyone had left at six o’clock in the morning and I was thrilled. Panties and a shirt was my outfit for the day and Jacob would be thrilled. Suddenly Jacob rushed downstairs pulling on his shirt backwards.

“I’ve got to go meet with Sam he smelled something strange down in La Push and I got to check it out. I’ll only be gone for a bit but keep on making me breakfast woman!” He pretended to have some control over me and I rolled my eyes.

“Don’t be long!” I yelled as he escaped out of the back door. The quietness of the house began to grow eerie and I shivered. The house groaned and whistled in the wind and I began to panic. What the hells the matter with me?

“Calm on Ness it’s nothing.” I whispered under my breath. I closed my eyes as I turned around anticipating something-anything! I blushed when I saw it was nothing. How stupid am I-

I turned the corner of the kitchen and dropped my plate of eggs.

“Why are you so frightened baby?” He said. “Did I scare you?” Three massive bodies were standing against my wall with their arms folded. They were smiling like deranged lunatics ready to do some damage. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. God why was this happening to me? Felix stepped closer to me and Alec and Demitri followed suit.

“Honey! Im home.” Demitri growled as he leaped forward and I braced my self for his attack. He swung around to the back of me and grabbed my arms in one hand.

“I told you stupid bitch!“ Yank! He grabbed my hair and pulled it down so my neck was fully exposed. Alec and Dimitri’s eyes flashed with hunger and all my life’s moment when through my eyes. They were going to kill me. Suddenly something more important then my life was in danger-Jacob.

“Renesemee!” He called franticly and Alec and Demitri slid behind a wall so he couldn’t see them. Felix faced the door and covered my mouth before I could warn him.

“Oh Jacob! “ Felix called happily. He whistled and called Jacob like a dog. “Come on! Come here boy!” Jacob’s eyes shifted to see Felix gripping my life in his hands. I squirmed and thrashed around in his arms and he put his teeth to my throat threatening to bite it. Alec and Demitri rushed to grab Jacob who was too stunned and paralyzed to resist. His mouth hung open as he stared at me with sorrowful eyes.

“I’m so sorry.” He whimpered and tears rolled down his cheeks.

“This was so much easier then expected! First the Cullen’s go on some unexpected trip and then you so casually dressed!” Felix laughed as he slid his hounds down my waist. A cry broke out of me and I thrashed violently in his arms.

“Please no! Please god no!” I screamed and Felix smiled. It was a devilish smile, the ones you see before something horrible takes place. Something like this.

“I was going to kill your beloved Jacob but I just decided making him watch is so much better.”

“What?! No! Fuck no! Get your hands off of her!” Jacob shouted as Felix grabbed my ass and I cried helplessly. Demitri and Alec held Jacob down and Felix dragged me down to the floor. Everything…every pain I ever felt was nothing compared to the pain my heart thudded with at this moment. My heart was racing and tears were rolling so heavily down my face it made a puddle on the cold hardwood floor.

“I told you I wanted you! I told you I wanted all of you! You could’ve just let me do this under your own free will but no!” Felix barked as he ripped off my underwear’s. Jacob flinched and looked away but Alec grabbed his face and turned it to look at us. Felix unzipped his pants and smiled.

“Now I WILL have all of you and there’s nothing you can do about it!” He whispered as I he thrust his self inside of me and I cried out in pain. Jacob was sobbing loudly and he wasn’t trying to hide it. He fell to his knees while Alec and Demitri still had their grip on him. I clenched my eyes shut as I screamed and screamed and screamed. He was hurting me. He was not gentle. He was sick. So sick. He grabbed me by the throat and al most giggled.

“Tell me you love me! Tell me you love me god damnit!” His voice was loud and made my ears ring.

“No please no!”

“Yes now do it or the dog does die!”

“I love you! I love you!” I said through broken tears and he finished his massacre of my soul.

“Thanks babe. I love you too. Now take care of my baby will you? Ill be back when he’s born.” He threw me against the all and Alec and Demitri threw Jacob at a mirror. He crumpled up in a ball underneath and I grabbed a curtain next to me to cover myself. I crawled over to Jacob wincing at the pain and he looked up at me with the deepest sadness in his eyes. He was gone. His soul was left somewhere in the woods before he walked into this house. I hung my head low and he clenched me tightly while we covered each other in tears.