Who to Choose?
It's been 90 years since Edward left her in the forest. The werewolves weren't there to help her and Victoria changed her. Now Bella has her own coven. She is engaged to Ian. When her and her family move back to Forks, what will happen when Bella meets a family that she long wished to forget?
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8. Chapter 8
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I sat there and sobbed. I heard Jasper start to sob too. He of course effected by my terrible pain inside. I heard Edward’s footsteps approaching me. All of a sudden I felt anger coursing through my veins. And it wasn’t Jasper’s doing. Edward was the reason for all the pain in my life. I used to be very happy before I met him. I was happy with him. But when he left, I just couldn’t live. I heard Jasper roar in anger as well.
I jumped up throwing my arms out around me. Throwing my force field out at least 100 yards. I hadn’t felt this angry in decades. It was Ian that helped me. He always kept me calm. But now that he has left, I didn’t have anyone who could help, not even Jasper. I was like this one time before and only Victoria knows about it. I didn’t want anyone else to know about.
It was when we first started off on our life together. Me as a vampire. It was kind of fuzzy on what actually made me that mad. It was the only thing that I couldn’t remember crystal clear. Because of my vampire memory I remembered everything. Except this. All I do remember is getting so angry that I couldn’t control myself and I nearly destroyed the town we were living in. Of course we had to leave after that. Because of my ability to control the elements and my force fields, I was a force to be reckoned with. And if I wasn’t under control, I never knew what could happen.
I looked around and saw my family and the Cullens laying about 150 yards away and looking at me stunned. They were worried. But Victoria looked as scared as hell. She knew what might happen. I had the wind spinning around me and I let it die down so I could see Edward. It was his entire fault. I moved my force field to him. I pinned him down on the ground with it and used my power of Earth to move me over to him.
“This is all your fault Edward!” I screamed. He looked at me stunned. Too afraid to say anything. He should be. “You’re the one who fucked up my life! I couldn’t get over you! I could have had a relationship, with Jacob. He loved me more than I deserved! But no, I left my heart with you! I couldn’t love anybody but you! And now when I’ve finally found Ian! The one who sent away all the anguish and misery inside. The one who stopped me from going to the Volturi and killing myself!”(A/N:Yes, she later finds out about the Volturi. She’s a vampire! Of course she’s going to find out sooner or later.) “But no you can’t have that! You just have to ruin my life!”
Jasper is doing all he can to calm me down but it doesn’t work. I see Victoria lean over to Jasper and whisper something in his ear that I didn’t catch. I was using my force field on Edward so I didn’t have one around myself. All of a sudden I was pinned down by Victoria and Jasper. My weakness was that if my hands are pinned up above my head, I can’t use my force field. And Victoria knew that. She put my hands up above my head and Jasper was trying his hardest to send me calm thoughts.
Victoria started screaming at me. “Bella! You remember what happens when you lose it! Don’t let this happen here! You love this town! REMEMBER!!! Please try to calm down Bella!” She looked to me desperately.
I didn’t calm down, but I let the anger drain from me. I felt the anguish come back to me. For dramatic effect I took some water from the stream near by and pulled it over head and let it slowly drip like it was raining lightly.
“Bella...” Edward started to say. But I cut him off by throwing the rest of the water at him with my powers. Edward looked stunned. Again. He was being stunned a lot today. Emmett and Derek started laughing like an idiot. But Edward shot them a glare that would have stopped the Grim Reaper in his tracks. I started snickering. I slowly felt my normal, calm mood come over me again. I finally let Jasper handle my emotions. Jasper was still on top of me and he smiled down at me. I laughed.
“Ugh, Victoria, Jasper, can I get up?” I asked with a smirk. They both laughed and pulled me up.
“Are you okay?” Jasper questioned. I felt calm, but there was still this feeling that I couldn’t shake. It felt like anguish and anger together. Ian was the only one who could help me with getting rid of that mood. But he hasn’t needed to in a long time.
“Yeah, I think, I just want to see Jake.” I whispered.
“I really don’t think that’s a good idea. I mean-” I cut Jasper off.
“Okay, okay. You guys I’ll seriously be fine. I know he’s a werewolf.” I stated confidently.
“How did you...” Jasper started but he really didn’t know to finish.
“I just want to see him. Okay? If the pack tells me to leave, I’ll leave.” I said with a bit of sadness. If they told me to leave I don’t know if I really could handle it. “I’ll be okay. I need to go alone. He’s the only one who can help me with someone else leaving. He helped me when, someone else left.” I looked to Edward. He looked like he was about to break to pieces. “He helped me live. I need him.”
I turned and slowly walked into the forest. Everyone was just staring after me. As soon as I got to the edge of the forest I broke into a sprint to the treaty border. Which I came to learn before I left. I waited there for a werewolf to show up. After about 10 minutes. A wolf walked out from behind some trees. It was a russet colored wolf. He looked at me. I knew this was Jake. I just knew it.
“Jake?” I asked.
The wolf ran back into the woods and about a minute later. He walked back out in shorts and nothing else. He looked just the same as he always did.
“Bella?” He said slowly.