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The Vampire Queen

Summary:
She was married in 1859 to Jasper Whitlock at the age of sixteen. One year later, he left to fight in the Civil War. In 1863 Jasper goes MIA but he really got changed. Two weeks later she was also turned and killed her sire. Now, 146 years later, Isabella Marie Swan-Whitlock is the new, powerful to the extreme vampire queen who killed the Volturi who opposed her and took control. But when the Cullens are at the party that will introduce her to the vampire community at large, what will happen when she sees someone who looks extermely like her Jasper, who she thought was long dead, then finds out it is, how will she react. And why is there a pixie like women attached to his arm? A Jasper/Bella story. Don't like these stories?? Don't read it.


Notes:
My first Jasper/Bella FanFic. Please rate and review. you know you love me, xoxo, Alice


7. Chapter 6: Behind These Hazel Eyes

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Chapter 6: Behind These Hazel Eyes


JPOV

The hunting trip only satisfied my thirst. My mind was a different story. We had all separated into four groups of two and one group of three. Alice had wanted to go with me and me alone, but I insisted that she go with Edward, claiming that I wanted to go with me daughter and her husband.

I then separated from them to have some time on my own to think but the more I thought about my situation the more I couldn't make a decision.

I loved Alice. She's the reason I'm here now with the Cullens but I'm not sure I could live much longer without Bella. Now that I have found, and remembered, her, I never wanted to let her go again. I still couldn't believe that she was a vampire, let alone that we shared a daughter who was also a vampire.

When we met back up outside the entrance to the castle, there was no point in trying to hide that I had gone off alone. Esme and Carlisle were worried but understood, Alice and Edward were pissed (Edward was only angry because Alice was), and Emmett, Rosalie, Victoria, and Demetri couldn't care less.

“Jasper, this is not our land,” Alice began her speech but I wasn't in the mood for it.

“'And we don't know what's out there.' Yes, Alice, I know this, but I don't think Bella would send our daughter out here if there was any danger. She is a mother after all. I needed some time alone with my thoughts; which is why Bella wanted us to hunt in the first place. She wanted us to think about what we found out today,” I was speaking to everyone but looking directly at Alice . How could I hurt her? After all she'd done for me, how could I brake her heart? I did love her, but that love was for her was changing and she knew it; it scared her.

We walked into the castle and were greeted by Bella's personal body guards – the witch twins, Jane and Alec.

“The queen has requested that you join her at her favorite club,” they said in unison. “She believes that it is best for all of you to get to know each other better,” Jane continued.

“It is karaoke night,” Alec then continued. “Your things have been brought up to your rooms. Victoria, Demetri, I believe you know the way to your room. Cullens, please follow us.”

We followed them to a hallway that had five bedrooms, four of the room had open doors, one did not.

“You should be able to figure who goes to each room. All couples share a room,” Jane said then turned and walked back the way we came.

The room that has the door closed is off limits to all but the queen. She expects to see all of you in the ball room in five minutes,” Alec told us then did the same as Jane.

We quickly found our thing. Excitement was the feeling of most, but Alice was only filled with desire. I knew that that desire was for me, but I just didn't want her in that way any more. I knew then that I couldn't stay with her, not when I didn't want her as she wanted me. I wanted Bella, I wanted to be a family with my first wife and our only child.

“Alice, I think we need to talk,” I said to her as I went through my bag to find a proper outfit for the night.

“Sure, Jazz,” she said, pain was her only emotion. “What's on your mind?”

She knew what was coming. Not only had I used the “break-up line but she probably “saw” it coming.

I turned to look at her. She was beautiful. She wore a tight crimson red tan top and a black denim mini skirt. For shoes she wore black four inch stilletoes that helped show off her short, pale legs. She wore a black choker necklace with a red heart pendant dangling from the middle and black hoop earrings. She had on bright red lipstick and charred eyeshadow with black eyeliner which brought out her golden eyes.

“You look beautiful, Alice,” I said.

“Thank you, Jasper,” she replied. “But let's face it. You don't love me the way I love you, and it's not fair of me to keep you from the woman you love.”

“Alice,” I said astonished. “You saw this coming didn't you?”

She nodded and said, “She's wearing a sky blue shirt with black jeans. Don't clash please.”

With that she walked slowly out of the room.

“Thank – you, Alice, for everything.”


Two Hours Later

We had hear many people sing various songs. Some were good; most were bad. Bella had sung one song so far, I Turn to You by Christina Aguilera. She had dedicated it to Victoria. She was the only one in our group to go so far. Her voice was beautiful, like church bells.

Alice was right, as always. Bella wore a sky blue tight t-shirt with faded black skinny jeans. She had the same color eye make-up on as Alice but instead of a bright red lipstick, she had on a pale pink lip gloss. She had on the locket that my mother given her as her “something new” on our wedding day, a charm bracelet with a flying pig charm and a “J” charm, and then, of course, she had on her engagement ring and wedding band. She had a sky blue clutch that held her cell phone and her lip gloss. She looked amazing.

As Alice had warned, Bella and I didn't clash. I wore a black button down shirt that had sky blue strips. My pants were dark wash blue jeans.

There was something different about Bella, though but I couldn't place it. It wasn't until Victoria and Demetri got up to do their duet that I noticed that Bella's eyes were hazel instead of golden like the rest of ours, but I didn't know how.

It's one of my gifts,” she said after leaning towards me. “You'll learn the rest eventually.”

“How many do you have?” I asked.

“About five. Now, if you will excuse me, I do believe I promised the crowd another song.” With that she got up and went to the stage.

I could feel all the lust coming from the human male population of the club with the jealously from their dates. I could only feel pride. That godly creature loved me. Had loved me for over one hundred forty-seven years.

She got on stage and they handed her the mike. She whispered the name of the song she had chosen and, even with my advanced hearing, I couldn't hear it above all the noise. When she stood up the room went silent.

“This song I will dedicate to the love of my life. I will love him for all eternity,” she said, then the music started, which I recognized as Behind These Hazel Eyes by Kelly Clarkson. I chuckled; it had fit our situation perfectly.



Seems like just yesterday,

You were a part of me.

I used to stand so tall,

Used to be so strong.

Yours arms around me tight,

Everything, it felt so right.

Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong.


Now I can't breathe,

No, I can't sleep.

I'm barely hanging on.

Here I am, once again,

I'm torn into pieces.

Can't deny it, can't pretend,

Just thought you were the one.

Broken up, deep inside,

But you won't get to see the tears I cry,

Behind these hazel eyes.


I told you everything,

Opened up and let you in.

You made me feel all right,

For once in my life.

Now all that's left of me,

Is what I pretend to be,

So together, but so broken up inside.


'Cause I can't breathe,

No, I can't sleep.

I'm barely hanging on.



Here I am, once again,

I'm torn into pieces.

Can't deny it, can't pretend,

Just thought you were the one.

Broken up, deep inside,

But you won't get to see the tears I cry,

Behind these hazel eyes.


Swallow me then spit me out.

For hating you I blame myself.

Seeing you, it kills me now.

No, I don't cry on the outside,

Anymore....Anymore


Here I am, once again,

I'm torn into pieces.

Can't deny it, can't pretend,

Just thought you were the one.

Broken up, deep inside,

But you won't get to see the tears I cry,

Behind these hazel eyes.


Here I am, once again,

I'm torn into pieces.

Can't deny it, can't pretend,

Just thought you were the one.

Broken up, deep inside,

But you won't get to see the tears I cry,

Behind these hazel eyes.


She sang with her heart open to everyone, letting all of us see the wounds that were caused when I “died.” She got a round off applause, and she nodded her head in thanks, then headed back to our group.

“It will land on you,” she whispered into my ear when she arrived at our table. I was about to ask her what when the bar tender made an announcement.

“Thank you for that lovely performance, Bella. I'm sure everyone enjoyed hearing your beautiful voice,” he started. I could feel the lust rolling off him and growled quietly. Bella gave me a small smirk then turned to the bar tender as he began to speak again. “Now is the time I'm sure you've all been waiting for. Spotlight karaoke. The first one will be a solo, followed by a duet. Who will be the first one to sing?”

I groaned as the spotlight danced around the room.

“Do I have to?” I asked Bella with a whiny voice.

No one gets out of spotlight karaoke,” Bella, Victoria, and Demetri all answered with smirks on their faces.

“Don't worry, you'll do fine,” Bella and Alice said and then laughed at each other for relaying the same information. It was weird how fast they had become friends.

“We were always meant to be close, like sisters,” Bella said just as the spotlight landed on me. “Now go. You'll do just as well as me..”

I groaned once more and headed toward the stage. I told the song I had chosen to the bar tender, Untitled by Simple Plan, and grabbed the mike.

This is for you, Bella. I thought and started to sing.


I open my eyes,

I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light.

I can't remember how,

I can't remember why,

I'm lying here tonight.”


Images of the nights of the change flashed through my mind. He pain I had barely noticed, I was to busy locking up my memories of Bella.


And I can't stand the pain,

And I can't make it go away.

No, I can't stand the pain.


How could this happen to me?

I made my mistakes,”


Like leaving you all those years ago. Bella, you were more important to me than that war ever was.


I've got no where to run.

The night goes on,

As I'm fading away.

I'm sick of this life,

I just wanna scream.

How could the happen to me?


Everybody's screaming.

I try to make a sound but no one hears me.

I slipping off the edge,

I'm hanging by a thread.

I wanna start this over again.”


I wanna start us over again, Bella. I need you.


So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered.

And I can't explain what happened,

And I can't erase the things that I've done,

No I can't.

How could this happen to me?

I made my mistakes,”


Like forcing myself to forget you, Bella.


I've got no where to run.

The night goes on,

As I'm fading away.

I'm sick of this life,

I just wanna scream.

How could the happen to me?


How could this happen to me?

I made my mistakes,

I've got no where to run.

The night goes on,

As I'm fading away.

I'm sick of this life,

I just wanna scream.

How could the happen to me?”


The crowd was stunned speechless. Apparently they'd never heard anyone who could compete with Bella. Bella nodded, confirming my thoughts, and started clapping which caused everyone else to start clapping. I chuckled, remembering the last time Bella and I sang together. We were singing for our friends and family at a party. Our voices sounded perfect together, completing the other. It was beautiful.