You Don't Know The Half Of It
He would've helped. He really, honestly would've. How was The Famous Edward Cullen supposed to know that his high school girlfriend had given birth to his daughter? How was he supposed to know that his ex-girlfriends brother, who was also her best friend, got in a car accident and the hospital wasnt child friendly? How was he supposed to know that his six year old daughter had to stay with him until her uncle recovered? And how was Emmett supposed to know what stupid was a mean word? AN: A little OOC. Oh, who am I kidding? Bella and Edward are so out of character, its not even funny! Well, I hope its funny. But still. You get what I'm saying. Oh, and banner courtesy of lunamoon!
This is kind of based off the Game Plan. I watched it with my brother and liked the idea of it so I made it a story. Some of the stuff in her is straight out of the movie, but most of the stuff is mine!
15. Filling Him In
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Her head shot up like a rocket. I wanted to laugh but my throat was sore. It didn't help that she practically screamed bloody murder before she jumped me. I really did laugh this time. It hurt my throat.A nurse came scrambling in, franitcally. Her eyes turned soft when she saw my open lids.
"Docter Stewart!" She called out the door. I heard footsteps.
"Linda, what is the matter?" A man's voice asked. "I heard someone scream bloody murder in there."
Linda grinned. "Jack's awake."
The door opened all the way and exposed an old man with glasses and a small beard. His eyes widened when he saw me.
"Well, I'll be damned. You woke up." He gasped.
"Jack Swan doesn't die without a fight." I grinned, coughing slightly. "Plus, I had some people who weren't quite ready for me to go."Bella hugged me tighter. I couldn't breath.
"Loosen the grip, Tiger." I gasped. She stepped away, tears fresh in her eyes. She turned to Linda.
"Call my family. Tell them to get down here now." She ordered, sniffling.
"You got it." Linda chirped.
In between the doc running a few tests and asking me some memory questions, I turned to Bella.
"Something happened." I stated. She seemed surprised.
"So you could hear me." She murmured, looking grateful. I nodded. She sighed, looking at her feet.
"I sent Lila to Edward, when you got in the accident." I could practically hear my eyes widen "I wanted Lila to know her father. This was five weeks ago. Him and his family came here tonight to see me. Edward and I got in a huge fight. He told me he didn't care about my shitty life."
Oh sweet jesus. These kids were looking to kill me.
"Bellerina." She looked up at me through wet lashes. "That boy loves you."
"He told me all he cared about was Lila and that I was a bad mother." She told me, sadly.
I sighed. "Belle, you have a habit of getting people fired up. I think you just might have urged him into saying that."
"Why would I want him to say that?" She demanded.
"I didn't say you wanted him to say that. I said you pushed him into saying that. You have force, Belle. And trust me, you use it without knowing." I explained, softly.
"I guess I do, don't I?" She mumbled. I chuckled.
"Just a little." I answered.
This was when mom decided she would bust down the door in a flurry of tears. She had perfect timing, I'll give her that.
"Oh, baby!" She cried, throwing her arms around me. The whole family filed into the room. There was actually a line to come and hug me. Dino stayed very far away from this line, let me tell you. But it didn't surprise me. I could play his game.
What did surprise me was the little fairy looking girl that came up hugged me. I knew those eyes...
"Well, I'll be. Alice Cullen." I laughed.
"The one and only." She giggled.
I noticed a few people behind her.
"Who're your friends?"
"Oh! Jack, this is my boyfriend, Jasper. Thats his sister, Rosalie and her fiance Emmett." Alice chirped. Emmett waved. Rosalie smiled. Jasper laughed.
"You're one lucky guy." I told Jasper.
"Oh, I know." He wrapped an arm around her.
I wasn't gay or anything, but seriously. That was a moment.
"And you remember Carlisle and Esme." She gestured towards the older couple.
"I sure do." I grinned. "How many lives have you saved since I last saw you, Carlisle? Thirty, forty?"
"Forty sounds about right." He joked.
He was an easy to get along with guy. Everyone sat in a very awkward silence for a minute, before Linda came in the room.
"I'm afraid some of you will have to leave. Only three visitors at a time." She told them. They grumbled, but left nonetheless. Bella didn't though. Neither did mom. They both sat on either side of me, talking softly.
"So...." I trailed off, keeping my eyes fixed on Bella. She looked down. I turned to mom with a pleading look.
"Can you let me talk to Bella...alone?" She nodded, brushing my hair back and left the room. I gave my attention back to Bella.
"You need to talk to Edward." I told her. She shook her head.
"I can't." She insisted. "I tried to talk to him last night and look where it got me."
"You have to keep trying, Belle." I said. Where was my baby sister? I coughed slightly when I finished saying this.
"I'll get you some water." Bella jumped up and ran down the hall to get me some water. She just wanted to get away from my questions. I heard the door creak. Wow, she was fast. I looked, expecting to find Bella. No. It was Harlie.
"Jack, I have to show you something." She whispered, setting something up on the table next to my bed. She ran and closed the door, locking it behind her. "I got Rosie to distract Bella."
"What's going on with her? She told me her and Edward got in a fight. So what?" I asked. Maybe Harlie had some answers...
"I don't think you realize how bad that fight was." She sighed. I realized the thing on my table was a tape recorder. She hit play.
I talics- Recorded fight
"What did you want me to say, Edward?" She snapped. "'Sorry, Edward. You'll have to kill that stupid music dream because were having a baby.'? I was already pissed at you! I wasn't crawling back just because I was knocked up!"
"Did you ever think about how that might affect me? Or Lila?" Edward growled.
"You don't know a damn thing, Edward. You honestly think I didn't consider how this would affect my daughter? If I had told you about her, she'd be in the spotlight all the damn time! I didn't want all that pressure on her." She exclaimed.
"Pressure? What pressure?" He snorted. "She'd be spoiled rotten. She'd have a much better life then she does here." Holy shit. What a little...
"Don't you dare tell me I'm not raising my kid right!" She yelled. "She has a loving family. Anything wrong there? No. She has a gorgeous house, filled with loving family members. Everything's on the up and up there! Enlighten me, Edward! What did I do wrong?"
"You never told me about her!" He yelled. "I would've loved to know about my kid, Bella! You know that! You know me!"
"I know you better then anyone! That's exactly why I didn't tell you!" She screamed.
"That makes no sense!"He screamed at her.
Well, actually it makes ton of sense.
" Yes it does!" She shreiked. "I know exactly what it would've been like. You would never be home, you'd have girls and paparazzi all over the fucking country looking for you and Lila and I would've been left in the dust. I did what was best for my daughter."
"Are you sure it was best for Lila and not best for you?" He demanded.
Oh fuck, I hope she slapped him! I know she'd had it with his shit.
"For fucks sake, Edward, shut the hell up! I'm done with this shit! I'm done putting up with all your shit! I can't take it! You're a fucking asshole! I hate it! If you must know, it was best for me too! I couldn't sit back and watch girls throw themselves at you! It would kill me!"
He laughed."That's a shit excuse, Bella. It wouldn't kill you. You never even cared about me. All you ever wanted was another sucker to drag into your fucked up world."
"Screw you, Edward!" She screamed. "You already did!" He yelled.
Don't you talk about my sister like that! I looked at Harlie. She looked pissed, just listening to this."
Fuck this! Everything I did was for Lila and you. Not a fucking day goes by that I don't wish you were here! That Lila had a real dad! Someone to keep the boys away, someone to life her on their shoulders! I never had that. Ten fucking years was my maximum. From then on it was hell. Hell in the form of Dino! You don't know shit about me, Edward! I trusted you and look where it got me!" She screeched.
"Are you trying to tell me that you're hurt? That all this time, you really loved me? You needed me?" He demanded.
"Well, would you look at that. Your big head has ears now, huh?" I heard sobbing. Did that kid make her cry? Belle never cries...
"You were too busy being a bitch to notice." He snapped.
"You hurt me, Edward!" She cried.
"So the truth comes out." He chuckled, dryly. "And all this time I thought Bella Swan could handle everything. She goes around screaming and yelling and screwing the world, when really she's hurting. Well, fuck that! You hurt me, Bella. Keeping my daughter from me. Do you know how many night I spent thinking about you? Where you were, what you were doing, who you were with. Little did I know you were trapsing around with a baby! I don't care if your father left you for dead! I don't care if your stepdad beats the shit out of your mom! I don't fucking care that your brother's going to die! I care about Lila! And that's all."
I knew she was crying now. I could hear her gasping. No wonder she was so torn up last night. That hurt me too. I mean, Bella was me in a female form....we practically had the same brain.
"What do you want me to say? Sorry for looking out for you? Sorry for protecting my daughter?" She demanded, choking back her sobs.
"I want you to say sorry for keeping her from me. I would've helped. I really honestly, would have! You had no right hiding her! You had no right! You call it protecting her? I call it screwing her! You fucked her up, Bella! You kept her from having a father. You thought you were protecting me? Well, you weren't. Not in the least. If you want to say sorry, say sorry for something you mean." He growled.
All you could hear was her cries. Until finally, you heard very softly,
"I'm sorry for falling in love with you."
- The Life And Times Of Me: Edward Cullen
- Meeting Lila
- Named After Alice
- Thanks For That, Jack
- Mean Words
- The Mind Of Bella Swan
- Shopping Horrors
- Tennessee Traveler
- The Door To His Destiny
- Through Their Eyes
- The Fight
- Filling Him In
- Making Up
- Mafia, Family and Bull
- Getting In Touch
- The River
- Blast From The Not So Welcome Past
- Figuring It Out
- The Prodigal Father Returns
- Charlie's World
- Renee and Charlie: Not The Best Of Friends
- The Not So Wicked Step Mother And The Oh So Wicked Step Daughter
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