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Forgotten Memories

Summary:
What if in New Moon Jasper had gotten past Bella causing the transformation to start? The transformation causes her to go into cardiac arrest (heart attack) and die. Edward is broken. Jasper is distraught and in his hate for himself leaves Alice, leaving Carlisle and Esme with now 2 barely existing broken hearted children. Now we fast-forward ninety-eight years. Jasper goes to school where he meets someone who looks remarkably like Bella. Her name? Bella Swan, the catch she can't remember anything at all. Can Bella remember? Will she and Edward get back together? Can Alice forgive Jasper? Will Alice and Jasper get back together? Not a Bella/Jasper, Alice/Edward story I swear on Edward Cullen! Please Read! Forgotten Memories


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13. Don't Go

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I have to get out of here. I need to let Edward officially move on. Quickly before Alice could see anything (though she refuses to leave Jasper's side) or any part of my plan to leave I took out paper and began to write a letter apologizing to Edward.

Dear Edward,

I'm sorry that I came into your life and screwed it up by not remembering. If I remember by some amazing miracle, I promise you that I will come back to you. It just isn't fair to you to have me around every single day. I cannot stand to be the one breaking your heart into millions and billions of tiny pieces and I can't just sit by and watch it break.

Goodbye,

Isabella

Stuffing the letter into the envelope and writing his name on the outside I laid it on the desk. Grabbing the essentials of what I'll need I stuff them into my duffel bag. Taking a final look around the room, I jumped out the window and began to run.

After two minutes Edward's voice began to get closer, I could hear him yelling "Bella! Bella where are you?"

Debating for a quick moment on whether to stop or not I stopped and allowed Edward to catch up to me and begin to talk. "Bella why are you leaving?"

"Everyone at your house is walking on eggshells around me to make sure they don't offend me and it's obvious that you want me to remember everything and I can't!" I practically yelled at him. The one thing he hasn't listened to me about is how obvious it is that he is crazy in love with me or who I was when I was human.

"Bella, you are here and I know you remembered something else earlier, just give it more time and you will have more memories." Edward tried to reason with me to stay. At this point, it's almost pointless to reason with me, I'm going to leave so he can be free.

"To remember I need to figure out who I am! I've spent the past ninety-eight years looking for you and during that time, I never found myself! Now I'm here and it hurts, it physically hurts me to watch your heart break little by little. If I had time to figure out me maybe, the memories would come easier! How can I figure out my memories if I don't know me at all?" I yelled. The thunder cracked and rain began to pour down heavily.

"You are you! No matter what you do you'll have the same personality you have today, had yesterday, and it has nothing to do with the fact of where you go or what you do! Just stay here! Don't go! I know you'll remember! I'll love you even if you don't." Edward yelled back. When he finished yelling back, he kissed me with an insane amount of passion on my lips. As he kissed me, images and little bits of things began flashing in my eyesight.

Edward, a man... Charlie, a meadow, baseball, love, perfection, a woman... Renee, Wuthering Heights, all the Cullen's, prom, tripping... a lot, Bella Barbie with Alice, Edward telling me that he loves me, thousands of memories of Edward, and everything else from my human life. As we broke apart, I breathed, "I remember everything," and threw my arms around his neck embracing him.

"I love you Bella,"

"I love you Edward," We kissed. "How did I ever forget you?" I asked when we broke apart.

"I don't know but, don't ever leave me again." Edward embraced me tighter in his arms and I got a feeling of completeness.

"This is how it's supposed to be, you and me." I noted aloud.

"This is exactly how it is supposed to be, you in my arms forever" Edward eloped me into a hug and kissed me again.

"Bella, I've loved you every day since I met you. When I thought I lost you, my world was shattered and I realized how much I need you. I love you more than anything imaginable, I want to make you feel the same way I do. Isabella Marie Swan will you marry me?" As he spoke, he got down on one knee and pulled out a ring. Oh my god.

"Yes! Yes I'll marry you Edward!" I practically squealed.

"Thank you, I love you" He kissed me again as he slid the ring on my ring finger. "I love you too."

As we laid there against the tree it occurred to me; Alice is going to want to plan our wedding and it's going to be unnecessarily big and huge. I groaned aloud at the thought. Edward chuckled lightly before asking "What?"

"Alice is going to want to plan our wedding and it is going to be bigger than necessary." I cringed slightly as I thought of the worst possible thing Alice could do. I don't even want to think about that. I've seen pictures of Alice's wedding and Rosalie's wedding, the weddings Alice has planned and they were over the top.

"I'll protect you from her and her insane planning craze." To emphasize his point he tightened his grip around me. "I feel safe now."

"Let's go home Edward."

"Yes, let's go home." He took my hand and we walked back together hand in hand to the house, our home, forever.