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Forgotten Memories

Summary:
What if in New Moon Jasper had gotten past Bella causing the transformation to start? The transformation causes her to go into cardiac arrest (heart attack) and die. Edward is broken. Jasper is distraught and in his hate for himself leaves Alice, leaving Carlisle and Esme with now 2 barely existing broken hearted children. Now we fast-forward ninety-eight years. Jasper goes to school where he meets someone who looks remarkably like Bella. Her name? Bella Swan, the catch she can't remember anything at all. Can Bella remember? Will she and Edward get back together? Can Alice forgive Jasper? Will Alice and Jasper get back together? Not a Bella/Jasper, Alice/Edward story I swear on Edward Cullen! Please Read! Forgotten Memories


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2. Not Supposed

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Two weeks later Alice's Point of View:

The last two weeks had not been good to our family. Edward had been in a complete depression and refused to even answer us, let alone leave his room other than ten or twenty minutes to hunt once. Rosalie had been surprisingly sad and Emmett was pretty darn sad. Esme had been unsuccessfully trying to cheer everyone up. Carlisle had been working a ridiculous amount of hours in attempt to avoid the intense emotions at our house. Jasper has been the worst; he keeps telling me it's his fault and apologizing repeatedly. It also feels like he has been pulling away from everyone especially me. Nothing I do can even remotely cheer him up which is hard to do when I am still mourning the death of my best friend. It's just an absolute mess at our house.

"Alice can I see you outside for a moment?" Jasper asked me as he came downstairs and opened the sliding glass door to the outside where it was raining. That's odd why would he want to go outside when it is pouring rain outside? Either way I followed him outside and into the middle of the backyard.

"Jasper why are we out here? What's wrong? Talk to me please." I pleaded and asked, worried that I couldn't get his future. It seemed as if something was going to happen that my ability refused to let me see because it is going to be so god painstakingly awful.

"Alice listen, first off I'm sorry for what I'm going to say," Jasper started and I cut him off. "Stop apologizing please, no one blames you. Please quit pulling away and let me in. I can help." I tried pulling myself closer to him but he continued to pull away no matter how much I pleaded to him. This is the one time I need him the most but he just keeps pulling further and further away.

"Alice I'm leaving." He pushed me away and a look of hurt crossed my face as I registered what he said.

"Where are we going?" I know what he means and I'm not going to let him go without a fight.

"Alice you misunderstood, I'm leaving." No, this is not happening it can't be! No! No! No!

"Wh-wh-what do you mean?" Fumbling for words, I asked him.

"You deserve a happy life where you do not have someone messing up ever single second of the day. It's not fair to you for me to say. I'm sorry. I just killed your best friend Alice. Everyone in there is sad and depressed all because of me. It's not fair to you or anyone else for me to stay." Jasper attempted to explain.

"I love you and I don't care about the rest. You promised on our wedding day that you would stay forever and ever. You promised!" I almost screamed the last part at him. This could not be happening right now. I jumped onto him and held on with all of my might and wrapping my legs around him for emphasis on how much I need him.

"That was before I completely screwed up your life. Alice I'm not good enough for you, goodbye." He kissed my forehead before setting me down like a little kid. I chased after him until the end of the yard but then he said, "Alice please just let me go. In twenty or thirty years when you're completely happy, you'll thank me. I don't love you anymore."

"You're lying! Jasper don't you dare do this to me, please!" I screamed at him. I tried to speed up but my legs refused to speed up even though they could go faster and I know they can. Somehow, he went faster than I did, which has never happened before. "Damn it Jasper! Quit making me feel slow!" I continued to scream at him, there is no way he is leaving me without me putting up a fight.

He stopped and I grabbed onto him once more. I kissed him passionately in an attempt to keep him home and remind him of our love which I know he remembers. Yet, Jasper still pulled away from me. "I will go with you. We can go together. I'll do whatever you want me to do, just do not leave me. I love you. I need you without you I'll fall apart. Please just stay." I began to dry sob as I continued to plead. I wanted the raindrops on my face to be tears to show him that he can't leave because I need him.

"Alice no, you need to be able to heal without the person who caused all the pain present. Every time I look into your beautiful eyes when you are, sad I feel sadness and despair for killing your best friend and my little sister. Goodbye Mary Alice Brandon Cullen." Jasper said leaving off his name and placing me down one more time before running off. Unable to move I lay there crumpled on the ground in a mud puddle dry sobbing and repeating "He's gone, he's gone, he's gone." It just hurt too much to say his name.

Italy. If he doesn't want me I will have, Italy will kill me. Without him, I am nothing. "JASPER!" I screamed out once more in all hopes he will hear and come back.

All of a sudden, I realized he really doesn't want me anymore. No, no, no.

Somewhere my brain switched onto survival mode. My main priority was surviving nothing else matters.