In this story Bella is torn between two guys, but will she pick the right one?
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Jake was on patrol today, he said that there is a dangerous vampire coven that are on the loose. They apparently drink human blood and are highly hazardous. I’m not scared though, even if I did die I wouldn’t be scared. I still want to die, just not as much as before. I’ve still got the burden of not loving Jake on my back, and I couldn’t find the right way to tell him.
Today all I wanted was to be alone. When I had come out of thought, I realized that I had been sitting in the same chair for twenty minutes without moving, just buried in my questions. I threw the untouched food, that I was supposed to be eating, in the garbage and decided to do something. I cant just stay in the house all day and sympathize myself.
I’m going to walk all the way down to La Push and stay on the beach watching the waves roll in and out. It sounded so soothing and relaxing.
I grabbed my purse off the hook by the door, slipped my shoes on and grabbed the key off the side. I felt thrill with being by myself all day, away from the world, away from anyone else. Just me, by myself. It sounded like heaven.
As I walked down the winding road, I couldn’t help but think of him. His beautiful copper hair, his liquid topaz heavenly eyes and his handsome crooked smile. I couldn’t get over the idea that he actually liked me back. I mean, the most beautiful creature ever invented loved me back.
I couldn’t help but notice that the road was silent, no cars had driven down here all day and I hadn’t seen anyone either. It seamed pretty strange because the other times I had walked down this road I had seen at least twelve cars in an hour.
When I heard I something behind me I had to look round, caus’ it was like a ghost town today. I had to check that I wasn’t tuning insane, well you could point out that I already was.
A shiny silver Volvo had stopped beside me and behind the steering wheel was him, the man of my dreams. He produced his beautiful crooked smile when he saw me standing there pleased. I got out of the car, a little bit to quickly, and held out the passenger door for me.
“Get in,” he invited, more than demanded.
I followed his instructions and got in the car. My heart felt like it was going to burst through my chest, I was so exited. Edward got into the drivers door and started driving down the long winding road.
“Where are we going?” I finally said. I had lost myself in his presents, everything was so unreal.
“Well, you claim this is your holiday. All I’ve ever seen you do so far is walk about, by yourself, deep in thought. So if this is your holiday then why aren’t you doing something more fun. So I’m taking you to Seattle.”
“Seattle?” I questioned him.
“You don’t sound very pleased,” he answered.
“I am. I’m just amazed.” My heart was beating fast and my head was whooshing with joy. I couldn’t wait to spend the whole day with my Prince Charming, he was really a man of mystery. “Thanks.” I really had no idea what to say.
“Your welcome,” He sounded pleased with himself. Probably because it was the first time he was with me, that I wasn’t going crazy. His eyes where on the road ahead.
My eyes where on him. He prefect flawless features, how could a god like this, love me? But I wasn’t complaining. I sat there staring and at him. Although I think he knew I was staring at me because he chuckled to himself.
“You’ve been staring at me, since we’ve been in the car. Is there something wrong with me?” A crooked smile entered his lips.
“No. I just don’t get how you could like me?” I questioned him.
“How could you like me? But, I couldn’t even begin to explain why I liked you.”
My eyes drifted from his face down to he pale white hands and down to the speed plate. We were almost at 100mph.
“Slow down!” I screamed. I hadn’t noticed we where going so fast, my eyes had been occupied. My stomach suddenly turned and I felt myself slowly going green.
“Don’t worry, we’re not going to crash,” although his voice was 100% reassuring, it didn’t stop me from feeling sick.
“How do you know, you might get a ticket!”
“Bella, trust me,” his musical voice was so pure and rich when he spoke.
“Ok,” I did trust him. I just didn’t trust that he wasn’t going to get a ticket, who wouldn’t notice a really fast sliver Volvo?
“So…..” Edward tried to think of something to change the subject, before I starting vomiting.
“What are we going to do?” I said, trying to help him before I really did throw up.
“Whatever you want,” he said freely. “It is your holiday I’m invading, remember.” I didn’t find regret in his voice, just disappointment that Jake hadn’t done anything better with me.
“I really don’t mind, anything.” I tried to make my voice sound pleading, like I really didn’t want to choose. I looked in his butterscotch eyes and it looked like he wasn’t fooling for it. “Ok….. Can we……go….to the movies?” I thought desperately of the first thing that popped into my head.
For the rest of the journey my eyes where fixed on his beautiful face, again. I just couldn’t help but get lost in his features.
“Ok, where here,” he chuckled knowing that I hadn’t noticed the car had stopped.
He got out and walked round to helped me out of the car. I had got used to his touch being permanently cold, it didn’t even make me flinch anymore. I felt safe around him.
We walked hand in hand down to the movie theatre, I turned red and my heart started beating fast. Probably knowing that I was going to fall over at any moment added to the nervousness. I tried to block out the stares coming from passing girls, its like they were all in a trace with his handsomeness. Yeah, and I wasn’t?! I felt pleasure knowing that I was the only one he liked though.
I looked at him and realised he wasn’t taking any notice of the squirming girls around him, just on me. Oh damn he was staring at me, what was I supposed to do? Ok, I’ve got two options A) Stare back at him and risk tripping over something, or B) Look straight ahead and don’t risk tripping over. What to do! Arrrrggghhh!
A minute later after actually tripping over a twig, because I chose option A, I decide now to choose option B. We had got to the theatre then, so I didn’t have a chance to try it out. Great.
“What do you want to see?” He said when we got inside.
Great I have to choose again, why is it always put on me? I’m crazy, how can someone get freaked out with picking a movie.
“Ok you can decide,” I said with a hint of demand, so that he didn’t put it on me.
“Well Titanic looks good,” he offered.
“Yeah,” I’m so glad he didn’t pick one of those action-pack, snore-fest, films. I’ll watch them, but not if I had a choice. Jake watches them all the time and every time I wish someone would just blow my brain right out of my head there and then. They never do though, I wonder why?
Anyway, Edward walked up to the man behind the counter and brought two tickets and a bucket of popcorn. Afterwards he walked up to me, handed over the popcorn and placed his hand in mine again. Bliss! We took our seats and the movie began almost straight away.
I tried offering Edward the popcorn a couple of times through the movie but he refused, and whispered that he brought it for me. The whole movie passed really quickly and at the end I found myself crying. What a way to not embarrass myself!
Before I stood up, Edward wiped the tears from under my eyes.
“You ok?” he asked.
“Yeah it was just really sad,” I tried not to bring attention to myself, That’s the last thing I wanted.
“Well, lucky you’ve got me, hey.”
“Yeah, really lucky,” I murmured to myself. My heart did a double leap and went straight into orbit and back again. I felt so happy even though a couple of days ago I was threatening to kill myself, and actually might have if Edward hadn’t of come.
We walked back to the car soon afterwards. I couldn’t believe how in love with him I was, even more than I was with Jake when we had been in love.
How could I think of him when I was this happy, how could I bring him up in my head. How could I do anything around him, knowing that I was way past regret and guilt.
The drive home was almost silent apart one bit that brought me out of the land of guilt. I was staring out of the window thinking what a failure I had been to Jake. When we had just entered Forks. Edward broke the silence:
“Bella,” he said getting back my full attention. “Bella, I haven’t known you for this long and I’ve never felt this way about someone before. So….. I love you, Bella.” His musical voice said the three beautiful words.
Wow! He loves me, like, love, and, me. Wow! I’ve never heard him say it before but the words were music to my ears.
“I love you too, Edward,” I stuttered nervously. I was in love with Edward and I don’t know how. But I guess that’s what loves about not knowing.
He pulled up and the cottage and looked my deeply in the eyes.
“Bye, Bella,” that’s all he said. But, his eyes displayed much more than love.
“Bye, Edward,” I said as I got out the car. “Thank-you. This has truly been a great day.”
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