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Preview: Chapter Two: I started to walk across the streetthat lead to my small old truck that i adored so much. Even though I was supposed to look before i crossed the street. I didn't. I felt that there was no need to. I was in the middle of the road when a massive truck came speeding down the road. I turned to face the enormous truck. I stood there helplessly and closed my eyes. Tears pouring down my cheeks. Goodbye Edward...i love you. Then the truck hit me. And pain washed over me. I smiled in relief. I could finally escape the horrid pain. Something moved in the bushes. I didn't care. I was getting what I wanted. Death


1. The Letter

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If you have received this letter then you know what has happened to me. I have breathed one’s last and I will not have to suffer the pain and agony anymore. I have moved on. I bet you are happy right now since I have moved on. Well that’s what everybody thinks. But deep inside I will always love you. I will love unconditionally and irrevocably for eternity.

And what I am about to say is I hate you. I hate you for leaving me. For saying “I love you” but it was all a lie. You never loved me. And I am terribly sorry for having you put up with me. For having you to pretend to be something that you are not. And I am extremely apologetic for that. But what I am not going to say next is something that I will not regret. I am blissful for the time that I spent with you. I do not regret it. And I never will. I loved every touch, every kiss, every second with you. And always will.

Tell Alice that I am grateful to have had her as a friend. Well more of a sister. And Esme that she was always thoughtful and kind. And Emmett that I loved him like a brother. Tell Rosalie that I wished I had more of a tighter bond with her. And to Carlisle that he was always considerate and thoughtful. And tell Jasper that he is forgiven about the incident on my 18th birthday. I loved them all so very much and wished that I could have said goodbye. But I guess that it is too late for that.

So this is my goodbye. I will never forget you and the others. Please don’t cry. And don’t try to kill yourself if you loved me that much. It is my only wish. And now I must say goodbye. Goodbye Carlisle, Esme, Alice, Jasper, Rosalie, and Emmett. Goodbye Edward, you were the only one who took my heart.


Isabella Swan

She couldn’t have. She wouldn’t do this to me. I always loved you Isabella Swan. I lied to you that I didn’t love you. I never stopped loving you. And now I will never get her back. All I wanted was for her to have a human life.

What have you done now Edward.

Right when you were going to go get her back…she dies.

Why did that god damn car hit her. Why didn’t it hit me? Now my life is ruined and I don’t know what to do. I just can’t go to the funeral. It’s just too much. I can’t see her in that state. All pale cold and lifeless. I shuddered at the thought. We were all devastated. Alice was heartbroken and beating herself up for not seeing it sooner. It wasn’t her fault. I didn’t blame her for anything. I blamed the drunk truck driver that hit her. That bastard was going to pay. To kill my angel? The only one who lit up my world. The only one who put a smile across my face. I am surely going to be damned in hell now. If only I was there to save her. It’s all my fault. I’m the reason she’s dead. I can’t stand it. The only way I can live is actually knowing she’s alive. But now that she’s gone….Well I don’t know what I am going to do now. I can’t go to the Volturi because Bella asked me not to. It was the only thing she asked me besides weeping for her. So what am I supposed to do? Be all happy and joyful like nothing happened? That is preposterous. I can’t…I just can’t. I’m sorry Bella….I am a failure and I can only hope that you will forgive me. But I can’t tell her that now. I can only hope she hears me.

Bella…I loved you and only you. I left so that you could have had a happy…normal life without me sitting there and ruining it by me being there next to you. I hope that someday I can come to you. And see you once again. Goodbye my love, you will always be my angel. The person in the center of the stage. I hope that you are happy now…I will never forget you. And then I just laid there helplessly like I was dead. Which I greatly hoped that I was.