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Preview: Chapter Two: I started to walk across the streetthat lead to my small old truck that i adored so much. Even though I was supposed to look before i crossed the street. I didn't. I felt that there was no need to. I was in the middle of the road when a massive truck came speeding down the road. I turned to face the enormous truck. I stood there helplessly and closed my eyes. Tears pouring down my cheeks. Goodbye Edward...i love you. Then the truck hit me. And pain washed over me. I smiled in relief. I could finally escape the horrid pain. Something moved in the bushes. I didn't care. I was getting what I wanted. Death


6. Tanya

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Driving home was quieter than I thought that it would be. It was normal for Jasper to be silent but…Alice? Most of the time she couldn’t keep her mouth shut. She was only this quiet unless something was bothering her. I guess I was the something that was bothering her. Oh well…it’s not my problem that she was pissed that I didn’t accept. She’s my sister for crying out loud.


The journey to home was completed. Finally. The silent was killing me. Alice and Jasper stepped out of the car. But Alice finally said something.

“Be careful. Tanya isn’t in a good mood.” She informed me.

“Thanks.” I said. Then she walked up to the porch and she looked back to me while I accelerated to find Tanya.


Finding Tanya wasn’t that hard to do. She was still at the funeral. Which flabbergasted me. I walked up to her at a normal pace. She looked to find me walking towards her and she smiled. I though that was a good sign. Maybe…

“Hello Tanya.” I greeted her like a gentleman.

“Hello Edward” she said. Returning the greeting.

“May I speak to you…Alone?” I asked politely.

“Sure” she replied. And once she said that I pulled her arm and we started walking towards the trees so no one would hear us.


We eventually reached a part of the forest where no one could hear or see us.


“What is it that you wanted to talk about Edward?” she replied in a concerned voice.

Which painfully reminded me of a harsh memory:

Okay, let’s talk.” she said. I could hear the bravery tone in her voice.

I sighed internally. This was going to be harder than I thought it would be.

I took a deep breath. Hoping that it would calm me but it failed to do so.

“Bella, we’re leaving.” I almost blurted out. She took some time to think about this and took a deep breath as well.

“Why now? Another year?” I cut her off.

“Bella, it’s time. How much longer could we stay in Forks, after all? Carlisle can barely pass for thirty, and now he’s claiming thirty-three now. We’d have to start over soon regardless.” I explained to her. But what I told her was a complete lie. But she seemed to believe it. But she was also confused. She stared at me trying to look for an answer. I stared back at her coldly. It was the only way she would let me go. Finally she whispered.

“When yo say we-” I cut her off once again.

“I mean my family and myself.” I said with each word separate and distinct. Maybe she would get the concept. I just wanted this to be over with. She shook her head. I was guessing that she didn’t want to believe what I was saying? But I wasn’t sure. I waited for a couple of minutes before she finally spoke.

“ Okay. I’ll come with you,”

“You can’t Bella. Where we’re going…It’s not the right place for you.”

“Where you are is the right place for me.” She replied. And what she said stung. I wanted to be with her. But I was just too dangerous.

“I’m no good for you Bella.” Hoping she would understand.

“Don’t be ridiculous. You’re the very best part of my life.” She said. And those words also stung.

“My world is not for you.” I told her grimly.

“What happened with Jasper- that was nothing, Edward! Nothing!”

“You’re right.” I agreed. “It was exactly what was to be expected. “

“You promised! You agreed in Phoenix, you promised that you would stay-”

“As long as that was best for you.” I corrected her.

“No! This is about my soul, isn’t it?” She shouted. She was starting to get furious. Why was I doing this? She was sounding like she was pleading. And that’s what hurt the most.

“Carlisle told me about that, and I don’t care! You can have my soul. I don’t want it without you-it’s yours already!”

“Bella, I don’t want you to come with me” I spoke the words slowly so I wouldn’t have to see her hurt any longer.

“You…don’t…want me?”


“Well…that changes things” she said. She was surprised. I wanted to say soo badly that I love you and I’m leaving because I don’t want you to be in danger. Please accept that! But I couldn’t do that. And here comes another partial lie.

“Of course, I’ll always love you…in a way. But what happened the other night made me realize that it’s time for a change. Because I’m…tired of pretending to be something I’m not, Bella. I am not human. I’ve let this go too long and I am sorry for that.”

“Don’t…don’t do this.” she pleaded.

“Your not good for me Bella.” She tried to argue with me. I wish that she would. But I had told her something that she could not argue with.

“If…that’s what you want.”

I could only nod.

Tanya was waving her hand in my face.

“Are you okay Edward?” she asked.

“Yeah. I’m fine.” I replied.

“So what is it that you wanted to speak to me alone for?” She asked suspiciously.

I wonder what he wants to talk to me about?

Tanya thought.

“I was wondering if you would like to hang out sometime.” I explained.

That jerk!

“ I know what your planning Edward. And I am not going to be your second choice just because Bella’s gone. She’s dead Edward. When are you going to accept that. You are just going to use me until your broken little heart is healed and then your going to leave me just like you did to Bella. Well I am not going to put up with this.” She yelled.

“Tanya…” I started.

“Don’t Tanya… me Edward.” she said with an attitude in her voice.

And what she did next was completely shocking. She slapped my across the face. Which I completely deserved. If I was human my cheek would have been scarlet. But since I wasn’t it was still pale as always.

And then she stalked off.

What the hell am I supposed to do now? Well this is just going fantastic!