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What happens when it is your birthday and your boyfriend has horrible news-he is moving-far away. later that night, you see him in dire pain in the woods. then the rest of his family that you love dearly is in that same horrible pain. what will happen next for Bella? Rated ADULT just to be safe! Disclaimer-i dont own anything except the plot.

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10. Chapter 10

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She was unconscious! We laid her on my bed. She was so beautiful. She had a mask of pain on her face. I searched through her mind. She was thinking about the day we left her.


They got in the car

They rolled out of the driveway

They drove up the street to the intersection

They got hit on both sides

They got hit on both sides

They got hit on both sides

My eyes widened. I ran out the door to the car. I saw them get out of the car completely unscathed and they looked around.

Edward?” They all stared at me with a scared expression and disappeared. Then I saw them all in the car bleeding to death. I cried.

I cried when I realized that this is what Edward meant by disastrous. I realized that this is what he meant by the use of the black dress. I ran home and put the CD on to cry myself to sleep with the songs that he recorded.

Everything went black while listening to the music and I was still crying.

We picked out the attire for the Cullens. What I picked out for Alice, I thought that it was really her-colorful (blue), bubbly, and a little gothic. I got a strapless dress that ended about mid-thigh and it was black and white-you know, traditional in a way. It had a sash under the bust and outlines of flowers riding up, and then there were little stars flowing upward. She had white flats with black stars. She had a gothic bracelet and chocker. She even had a satin blue headband worn as a chocker—her own design. She had blue rose earrings, and a sapphire bracelet and ring. She also had a blue flower ring with a diamond in the middle. And she had a blue headband. Her makeup consisted of blue eye shadow, blue liner, blue nail polish, black mascara, lip gloss and blush. She looked beautiful, as if she was alive, and not really real-like an angel.

Rosalie’s makeup was similar, but she had purple eye shadow, purple lip gloss, purple nail polish, black liner blush, and black mascara. She also had a strapless dress, but it was all white. There was a white belt that went under the bust. We continued the Alice’s design and got a purple headband and put it around the neck. There was also a necklace that was 3 chains and a cross. A 14K Gold Pink Tourmaline bracelet, antique style 18k gold diamond and tanzanite right hand ring, Sterling Silver Amethyst Tanzanite Ring, 14K Gold Pink Tourmaline Ring, a white flower ring with a diamond in the middle, diamond bracelet, hair pins with a tanzanite gem in the center, and diamond studs. She had black flats. To say she was beautiful would be an insult.

Esme was just as beautiful. She had the same makeup but in red, and she had lipstick, not lip gloss. She had a red flower ring with a diamond in the center, oval ruby and diamond bracelet, with also a diamond bracelet, and a ring that had garnet gems and a gold band. She had a gothic chocker and a cross, red rose earring studs, a headband that matched the ring, and the Alice headband thing. The dress was simple-white, strapless, with a black ribbon sash under the bust, and she had gray flats. She was flawless.

The guys all wore dress shirts-the color with the respective couple, dress pants, and the only thing different was the shoes. Jasper had black and white addias sneakers, Emmett black VANS sneakers, Carlisle had dress shoes, and Edward had black converse.

And for me? Well, I had the same makeup but in black, giving me the smoky eye. The dress was also strapless-black though, with a black sash at the waist. The key necklace, a cross and a black headband around the neck. The engagement ring, the promise rings, and a black flower ring with a diamond in the middle. A diamond bracelet, a black clutch, and black rose studs. A black hat and the only color that was in my outfit were in the blush and the blood red lip gloss. The heels that Alice bough me-really skinny heels.

I knew it would kill me to wear them, but I didn’t care. I wanted to die. Everything that meant anything to me was gone, so what was the point?

Alice and Rosalie would be proud of making them look heavenly, and that is an understatement.

The funeral parlor was beautiful. The Cullens were placed in a semi-circle, and the room had multi-colored roses. The sign above read- The Cullen Family. Gone, but not forgotten.

The wake was 3 hours long, and I couldn’t cry. The tears wouldn’t come out. I just looked at the floor blankly and hoped to God that I would slip in these heals, hit my head and die.

While I watched them get buried, I sang my song.

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I sang with as heart as I could. Still no tears came.

Once everyone left, I broke down and cried. I cried and cried for hours and just sat down in front of them. I read the stones.

Carlisle Cullen

Born-December 23, 1970 Died-August 25, 2005

Beloved father, husband, son, friend, brother, colleague, and so much more

Esme Cullen

Born-July 6, 1970 Died-August 25, 2005

Beloved mother, wife, daughter, friend, sister and so much more

Emmett Cullen

Born-April 5, 1990 Died-August 25, 2005

Beloved son, brother, friend and so much more

Alice Cullen

Born-November 14, 1991 Died-August 25, 2005

Beloved daughter, sister, friend and so much more

Edward Cullen

Born-January 30, 1991 Died-August 25, 2005

Beloved son, brother, friend and so much more

Rosalie Hale

Born-June 28, 1990 Died-August 25, 2005

Beloved daughter, sister, friend and so much more

Jasper Hale

Born-June 28, 1990 Died-August 25, 2005

Beloved son, brother, friend and so much more


I want to die. Just strike me wit a bolt and kill me now.

I haven’t talked, ate, drank, slept, wrote music or anything. I started eating and drinking after a month. Eight months after that, I started to change my outfits to just black to different shades of grey and black. It was only a month ago that I did what Edward asked-to continue writing the music that he loved.

My mom couldn’t take it anymore. She couldn’t take that I was suffering. I know that it has been three years but it doesn’t matter to me. God must like making me suffer because he hasn’t sent anything to kill me. “That is it Isabella Marie Swan! I am sending you to your father! I can’t deal with this anymore! And we are going to Italy for the summer. My word is final.”

-end flashback-

And then she got abducted from the airplane terminal. She sees us again. We-well not ALL of us-freak on her. She was in so much pain-the pain that I caused her. I put my head in my hands and dry-sobbed. The next thing I knew Bella was hugging me, putting my head on her chest. Oh…hearing the beat of her heart was so nice.

“I am so sorry.” “For what?” “For causing you all this trouble. When you were unconscious, you were dreaming about the last four years. I was curious, so I looked. I hate myself for doing this to you.” “Edward……it’s okay. All that matters is that you’re here now and I just pray to God that you won’t leave me again! Please! I wanted God to kill me everyday for the last four years. Please don’t let me go back to that!” “Bella, I don’t think that I could if I wanted to.” I looked at her, then my gaze drifted to her lips-the lips that I haven’t kissed for four years. I leaned in and she crashed her lips to me. Our lips moved in perfect harmony.


Bella POV-

All I got to say is WOW! That kiss was—wow. Why is he so cold? Whatever. I had the feeling that I forgot something important. Let me think:

Moving to Forks

Going to Italy with mom

Getting captured by a petite beauty

Finding Edward


Getting unconscious

Kissing Edward

WAIT! MOM! Holy shit! She is probably wondering where I am! Oh my God she probably has got the police searching all of Italy for me! I was scared. What are they going to do to me? I started sobbing. Edward was magically in front of me.

“Bella! What’s wrong?” “I just remembered my mom. She probably has the police all over Italy searching for me. What are they going to do me here?” He didn’t answer, but he held me close so I didn’t really care-at the moment.


Edwards POV-

Shit! I can’t believe I forgot all about her mother! In my defense I lost most of my memories and she forgot her too. I need to call a family meeting. “Bella, I need to talk to my family for a bit. Wait here, okay?” She nodded and I ran at human pace.

“Family Meeting.” I talked seriously. They came with confused faces. “First off, Alice, are you okay?” “Yeah, but I remembered! Edward, we knew her!” “While she was unconscious, she was dreaming of the day that we left her, and the next 3 years. She’s only been living a half life-almost zombie-like.” “Oh my Heavens! The poor dear!” Esme cried out. “Alice, here is something she had with her.” I took out the photo of the three of us and she gasped. “That’s, ME! And you, and her…we look so happy. You two look like you’re in love. And those are cute custom-made shirts!” She was talking about the shirts looking like the cover of the music notebook. “And look at this.” I handed her the music notebook. She looked through them, and she hummed the tune, as if she knew it-which she did.

“Do you know what Heidi was forgetting when she took her? SHE HAS A MOTHER! Esme, she was you’re best friend! And she is probably worried sick! She probably has the police searching all over Italy! We need to get her out of here!” “But Edward, won’t they want to what happened to her when she disappears?” “No. She was originally a…a…a pleasure slave……for me.” The only thing I could hear is them gasp. “I don’t think that they would mind if she just…disappeared.” “But do you…” “NO! Never! How could I do that! I love her!” I think Esme just got her piece of mind back.

When I went back to the room, she was asleep. She was dreaming of the happy times-our first kiss, when she confessed her love to me, the promise rings, the necklace with the key, and so on. We had to hurry, I wanted to leave tonight. I started packing, flying around the room. Oh crap! I had no idea where her mother was! “Bella? Bella, wake up.” She stirred for a minute and woke up to my face centimeters away. That lovely blush creped up to her face. “Bella, do you know what hotel you were going to stay at?” “Um…uh…Oh! It is called Hotel Mari. It’s a hotel on the island of Ponza.” “Oh Bella you don’t know how happy I am to see your face again.” “I could say the same. Why did you leave me?” “We can’t discuss this right now, but I promise, later we will. We are returning you to your mother.” “Oh my God! But are you coming? I mean, I love my mother but I can’t live without you.” “Yes. My family and I think that we have been here for too long.”

Damn, she must have had not slept for days, or she was suffering from jet-lag because she collapsed not long after. I finished packing about ten o’clock. I picked up Bella and she snuggled to me.

We got to the hotel and asked what room Renee had-we checked into the four rooms around her. I put Bella on the bed and put the stuff in the hutch. I say that this island was beautiful, but it is really sunny. Maybe Rosalie can be good and make it cloudy and sunless for the time that we are here.

“Oh Shit!” After I said that, everyone came to me. “What is it Edward?” “Renee knew us, which means she thinks we are dead!” “Ooh-that might cause a problem. Wait! Emmett over there can make Renee that she is seeing different people when we bring Bella to her room. We’ll take her while she is asleep so she doesn’t say anything. It is about……9:30 at night and I doubt that Renee is sleeping right now especially since her daughter is missing.” Emmett did his weird power thing and we all looked in the mirror. Jasper had hazel eyes, dirty blond hair, and perfect teeth. Emmett didn’t look as intimidating as he did before. He had brown hair, and brown eyes. Rosalie had brown eyes and long, blond hair and tan skin. Alice had long, jet black hair, dark brown eyes, and a normal skin tone. I had brown, skater hair, and brown eyes.

We went across the hall and Bella was in my arms. We knocked on the door and a tired woman with short brown hair and brown eyes opened. Her tired eyes widened when she saw Bella in my arms. “Um…hi. I am Zach and that is Lyle (Jasper) and West (Emmett), we are the D’Agostos and they are Claire (Rosalie) and Jackie (Alice), they are the Hastings. We found your daughter.” “Oh thank you Lord! Thank you! How much do you want?” “We don’t want anything.” “Oh please you must! She has been missing for 2 days!” “No ma’am we don’t want anything. We are in the four rooms around so you if you need anything feel free to ask.” Oh what a nice group of young kids. Renee thought.