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Summary:
What happens when it is your birthday and your boyfriend has horrible news-he is moving-far away. later that night, you see him in dire pain in the woods. then the rest of his family that you love dearly is in that same horrible pain. what will happen next for Bella? Rated ADULT just to be safe! Disclaimer-i dont own anything except the plot.


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8. Chapter 8

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EPOV---

“She saw us?” “But, that’s impossible.” “Well, I concentrated harder and it seemed to work, but” “Whatever. She thinks we are dead and she would live her life the way it should be lived.” “That song was so sad, and yet so beautiful. I wish we got to play it.” “I got all the arrangements. All we have to remember her by are these little mementos.

1 YEAR LATER

As our eyes changed from red to gold, we forgot most of our human memories. I know that I was in love once and I think her name was Bella Swan-but that is it.

The little mementos-the song, the picture, and other little things are my only memories.

I’ve tried to remember my past but it hurt that I almost screamed bloody murder. We met other vampires-the Volturi. They heard that there were new vampires and wanted us to live with them. We agreed, under 1 condition-that we feed off of animals. They agreed.

2 YEARS LATER

We have lived with the Volturi for 2 years and I found out another thing from my past-I play multiple instruments, sing and was in a band with Alice and this Bella Swan, and our group was called The Second Hand of Time. I have written 2 songs since I found out.

YOU AND ME

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

And-

WHATEVER IT TAKES

A strangled smile fell from your face
What kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

I don’t know why I wrote these songs. I just think that these songs were from the heart of my prior life.

4 DAYS LATER

I heard that Heidi-the best “fisher” was “fishing” today. Oh my God she is SUCH A WHORE! She has being trying to seduce me. Keyword there-trying. Trying, but not succeeding. She was the castle bike-every guy rode her. And there was always some one in my heart. No one can take her place-even though I probably will never see her again.

I hope that Edward likes the one I got for him. She is pretty-for a human, I guess. If he doesn’t want me, then he’ll get a pleasure slave. WHOA WHOA WHOA! I don’t need no pleasure slave!I wonder who the mystery girl was. I passed by Heidi in the hallway-and I said she was in a red corset with black lace, red skinny jeans, red peep toe pumps, crazy emo hair and red jewelry-didn’t flatter me. Maybe if it was that Bella that I think I love wearing it-maybe it would attract me.

I passed by Heidi in the halls and saw jealousy I her eyes. So, a human was that pretty?

I walked past the holding wing, where we hold the unsuspecting prisoners.

Oh, it’s so beautiful here!

Where am I? I’m scared! The woman had good reason to be.

I want my mommy! I felt sorry for the boy. He would never see his mother again.

I hope the tour ends by 5. I’ve got to get ready for my date with Johnny! She would never get to go on that date.

Halo,
Blinding wall between us.
Melt away and leave us alone again.
The humming, haunted somewhere out there.
I believe our love can see us through in death.

I long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground like you.
There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you,
I'm coming for you.

You're not alone,
No matter what they told you, you're not alone.
I'll be right beside you forevermore.

I long to be like you, sis,
Lie cold in the ground like you did.
There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you.

And as we lay in silent bliss,
I know you remember me.

I long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground like you.
There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you,
I'm coming for you.
Whoa-who was that? She has a beautiful voice.

so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me, ohh…

All of me, ohh…

All of me.

She sounds like she is in so much pain. Why does it sound familiar? I can’t try to remember here-the humans will get suspicious if they hear me screaming.

I went back to my room and focused on the angel’s voice. I guess that is the one Heidi got for me.

I saw in her mind that she left the holding room and moving about the castle. She found the body room! Oh no! Now we really have to kill her!

“What are you doing here?” Oh my God Jane! She would fry the angels brain to a crisp! “AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!” But wait. That’s Jane’s scream. I heard something fall and footsteps run away.

I went out of my room to find Jane withered on the floor. Next to her I saw a small song writing notebook. The design on the front was a clock with a really big second hand. The words in big letters across the bottom were THE SECOND HAND OF TIME. But wait-that’s my group! I looked through it and saw some of the most meaningful songs.

GOING UNDER
BRING ME TO LIFE
TOURINQUET
MY LAST BREATH
WHISPER
SWEET SACRIFICE
CALL ME WHEN YOU’RE SOBER
I’M WITH YOU
4EVER
I COULD GET USED TO THIS
HAUNTED
MY HAPPY ENDING
LOSE CONTROL
THE LAST NIGHT
THOSE NIGHTS
LITHIUM
ALL THAT I’M LIVING FOR
CLOUD NINE
IMAGINARY
SNOW WHITE QUEEN
SURVIVE
WHEN YOU’RE GONE
FIELD OF INNOCENCE
LIKE YOU
MY IMMORTAL

She wrote more songs but those stuck out to me the most. Why was SURVIVE here? I decided to go to the holding room. I put on a cap so no one would know who I was. I walked into the room and focused on the thoughts. Finally I heard something beautiful.

INNOCENCE

Waking up I see that everything is OK
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry


This innocence is brilliant
Makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliance
Please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I sat down beside her and she shot her head up. She looked at me and blushed. He looks like Edward. She knows me? “What’s your name?” “Bella Swan.” Oh my God. Was she the Bella Swan that I think that I’m in love with? The one that was in my band? The one?

“I think that this is yours.” I held out the music notebook. She was wide-eyed and she blushed even darker. “Thank you for finding it.” I handed the book and a picture fell out. There was me and Alice and her. We were all in The Second Hand of Time t-shirts. I looked at her and saw a stray tear fall from her face. I wiped it away-wanting to take the misery away from her.

“You’re good.” “What?” “The music-it’s good. Did you write them all yourself?” “No-not all of them. My friends Alice and Edward-” she pointed at the people in the picture as she said there name-and her voice cracked at the names. After she said my name, she started sobbing. She collapsed on me and stained my shirt with her tears and I wish I could cry with her.

I found her.