AGE: TEEN/ EVERYONE (again not supposed to be for adults although adults may read this) What if Bella wasnt just a klutz but a girl with a voice. what if her long time dream was to become famous and share her voice with the world. What if Bella didnt handle the breakup with Edward like someone had died but a regular teenage breakup. What would happen?? What if bella met someone new? I mean shes got them popping up EVERYWHERE! Oh, but wait theres a TWIST!! You have to read to see what it is. Remember this is only just the beginning Bella/ Luis, Edward, Jacob, or ??????(Unknown or more like unknowns) who will be the lucky guy to fully win bellas heart. My wonderful banner made by eternitys_Charms!!New Chapter is HERE!!!!!!!!!!Thanks to all of those who have reviewed!! you push me to keep updating.Warning: There is a lot of drama
30. Addmitting to not only him but my soul
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“Edward…I’m not going to say no.” His eyes lit up with pure joy. He was about to get off his knee and hug me when I continued what I was saying. “But I’m not saying yes, either.” His eyes flashed with sorrow but then became plain and unreadable.
“Bella…” Edward started but I cut him off.
“Let me finish. I still love you Edward. So much, you must know that? But I have Jared, now. He imprinted on me. We are soul mates, and honestly I’m just so confused right now. You hurt me Edward , you really did. You hurt me when you walked out on me. Even though it may look like I’m alright right now, like I’m perfectly happy with my life, like I’m living the life, I know deep down that I was hurt beyond repair by you and still am. I fooled not only every single person around me but mostly myself. Thinking that I wasn’t really hurt by you was a lie. Pretending that you were like any other boyfriend was a mistake. Edward you were, are so much more then just a boyfriend. You were my life, my soul, my heart. I was willing to give that all away, to sacrifice my life to be with you forever, eternity, and you just walked away like I was nothing then a one night stand.”
“Edward. You were my everything. But then you left. Leaving me alone. Leaving me to act like nothing had ever happened. But it was me. I was the fool. I really was the fool. After all this time, after all that’s happened. I lied to no one but myself.” I confessed not only to Edward but to my inner self, my soul. I confessed that I was hurt deep down, where I buried all of my feelings for Edward. I was finally letting it all out. All the months of pretending, letting all of that hurt that was buried, finally see the light of day.
“Bella please don’t blame yourself. I was the one who left. I hurt you. You have no clue how many times I wanted to come back and beg you to take me back. But I wanted to keep my promise. I wanted you to have a normal human life. I was the one Bella.” Edward said standing up and holding me in his arms talking in my hair. Tears fell. “No matter what Bella. I’ll win your trust and hopefully all of your love back.”
He pulled back to look at me.
“Bella I listened to your voice on the radio every time you came on. It kept me going to keep on living and not go and kill myself. When I heard that you were going to get married. I nearly screamed with agony. that’s when I realized that I had to get you back. I had to come back and ask you for my forgiveness. I didn’t care about the promise I made not to come back because being without you is hell. Pure agony. I love you Bella, I always will. No matter how long it takes I will fight for you. I have eternity to win you back.” Edward said with his crooked smile. My heart started thumping. The intensity filled the air around us. We started leaning closer together our faces centimeters apart. My eyes were trapped with his. Our love and months of hurt burned between us. Our lips were coming closer and closer. My breathing was staggered. As our lips were about to touch, the door to my hotel room opened and made me jump right out of Edwards arms. It was Mana. His eyes held pain in them.
“Your dads on the phone.” he said looking at the ground. With that he turned around and walked into the pent house leaving the door wide open. My heart ached.
“Mana, wait!” I said as he slammed the bedroom door.
Im sorry it took so long for me to update. Hope you like this chapter
- Moving on
- Cold Love
- The Flyer
- My date
- Singing Contest
- Happening now
- The News
- Different perspectives
- LA PUSH!
- Long time no Smell. (lol)
- My Jared
- Airplane Ride
- Lime Light
- The Concert!!!!!!
- Limo's ROCK!
- Concert thoughts
- Hearing her
- Taxi's, Cell phones, Clubs, and a whole lot of DRAMA
- Torn Apart
- Who knew a Bag of Chips could cause so much trouble
- Complicated is so overated
- Addmitting to not only him but my soul
- An innocent soul, gone, forever
- Sweet Nothings
- One door closing means theres another door opening
- Twix causes A lot of Trouble
- Shocked to the Core
- Fight for Her!
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