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Unknown Desire

I realized the moment I saw him I loved him. That I could never love anyone else, no matter what I may think. That at this very moment, I wanted his lips on mine, and I wanted him. Forever.
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Nessie has reached full growth and she has made up her mind: she wants to try dating. She meets a new guy named Josh. With two men battling for her heart: will she choose her soul mate, or someone new?

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10. Chapter 9

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We went back home, sneaking in the window. When we reached my room, he pulled me in for a kiss. Too soon, he pulled away from me. I looked at him, alarmed.

“What are you thinking?” he asked me.

“Right now? I'm wondering why you pulled away.” I answered.

“You know we can't do that, yet.” he informed me. “Your father would kill me, you know.”

“You don't think it would be worth it?” I winked at him and licked my lips.

“Don't do that!” he growled.

“What?” I asked innocently.

“Tempt me so much! You could make it a little easier on me!” he answered.

“No, you see Mr. Black, our intentions are different. I intend to make it extremely hard for you. You don't even know how much worse this is gonna get.” I threatened with a business-like voice.

“You're impossible. You are so mean.” he declared.

“I'm only gonna get meaner.” I whispered seductively.

“I love you.” he said.

“I love you too.” I promised.

I decided to tease him a bit. I pressed my lips to his for a slight moment, and pulled away.

“It's only gonna get worse.” I announced.

“I guess I could get used to it.” he replied.

“Yeah right. You may think that, but just wait.” I said, plotting to myself ways to slowly drive Jake insane, and walked into my closet.

I started with my outfit, I put on a short jean skirt, and a low-cut, black tank top. I grabbed a button down pink jacket, with all buttons undone around my chest. My shoes were pink flats, to match the jacket. I put on the necklace my mother had given me when I was little, a pair of hoop earrings, and of coarse, the charm bracelet Jake gave me (that I never take off).

I curled my hair and applied an even amount of make-up. I took one final look at myself in the mirror, Aunt Alice would be proud. I exited my closet, to see my boyfriend. How nice to be able to say that. I thought to myself.

“What do you think?” I asked, turning so he could see all angles.

“Wow.” he choked out.

“I told you.” I murmured as I crossed the room and sat on his lap, laying my head on his shoulder.

“What are you thinking now?” he asked me.

“I could show you.” I put my hand on his cheek and showed him the images that ran through my head.

“Nessie, you know I want to. It wouldn't be right with your parents in the house.” he defended himself. I thought that they do it with me in the next room.

“It's just not right.” he protested. I took my palm from his cheek, he pulled it back up.

“I like seeing what goes through your mind.” he explained. I laughed a little.

“What?” he demanded.

“That was cute.” I smiled.

“Glad you think I'm 'cute'” he mumbled.

“I think so much more of you than that.” I reassured him. He arched an eyebrow. I showed him my love for him. I even showed him my dream. I showed him everything I ever felt for him. He watched as we stared into each other's eyes.

“You see?” I asked when my 'story' was done.

“Yes Nessie. I see.” he answered.

“Now, show me how much you love me.” I moved closer to him.

“What should I do?” he asked.

“First, kiss me.” I ordered.

“Yes ma'am.” he snapped me a military solute and kissed my lips. I kissed him back, my hands knotting in his hair. His hands went under my shirt, to touch my hips. I pushed him back so I was on top of him. My fingers trailed lightly up his shirt along his muscular chest, he shuddered lightly.

I held back a laugh. Then, using my threat from earlier, I pulled away from him. He still gripped my hips.

“Where are you going?” he said as his lips touched my collar bone.

“I told you I was going to make it hard for you.” I whispered.

“I'll be the judge of that.” he replied, kissing my lips again. My lips trailed over his neckline. Again, I got up.

“Seeing that everyone in this house can probably hear every word right now, we should go downstairs and announce that we're together.” I said, he grinned when I said 'together'. I rolled my eyes and took his hand.

“Mom?” I called, knowing I needed my mom on my side. She was at my side in a flash.

“Yes, Nessie?” she asked.

“Shield Jake and I?” I asked. She nodded, I put my hand on her cheek, she carefully removed her shield so we would still be safe from my dad. I played the whole thing for her, her eyes lit up.

“Oh, finally!” she exclaimed, hugging us both.

“Oh, you'll need my help talking to your father. He is just so overprotective this last month, I wonder what's wrong with him.” she was worried about her husband, her forehead was creased with worry.

“Well, we should tell everyone else first, then him.” I decided. They agreed.

“He's hunting now. He should be back in about 20 minutes, I told him I needed to talk to you.” my mom told me.

“Alright then. Let's go!” I said with mock enthusiasm. Jake and I held hands and we came to the living room. All my Aunts and Uncles were there, and my Grandparents.

“Everyone, Jake and I are a couple now and I need your help telling my dad.” I announced. They all seemed to accept, excluding Rosalie.

“Oh great!” she exclaimed.

“Hey Blondie, I got one for ya. What do smart blonds and UFOs have in common?” he looked at her.

“Have you heard this one?” she ignored him.

“No.” Alice replied for her.

“You always hear about them, but you never see them!” he laughed and we all joined in, except Rose,who glared at Emmett laughing his head off. I heard someone running in the forest. Crap.