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Unknown Desire

Summary:
I realized the moment I saw him I loved him. That I could never love anyone else, no matter what I may think. That at this very moment, I wanted his lips on mine, and I wanted him. Forever.
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Nessie has reached full growth and she has made up her mind: she wants to try dating. She meets a new guy named Josh. With two men battling for her heart: will she choose her soul mate, or someone new?

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8. Chapter 7

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His face was full of pain. Jake awkwardly shut the door. I said goodbye to Josh and went inside.

“Sorry to interrupt.” Jake apologized.

“Jake, I- I'm so sorry.” I replied with tears in my voice. His arms wrapped around me.

“Don't be. I didn't know you were still with him out there. I'm so sorry.” he murmured and kissed the top of my head.

“Stop apologizing.” I ordered.

“You too.” he laughed.

“Deal.” we agreed.

“Now, how was your night?” he wondered.

“Fine. We saw a movie.” I thought of you the whole time. I tacked on in my mind.

“Why are you here? I thought there was a bonfire?” it was my turn for questions.

“Paul got made over something someone said, so I decided to leave before he got killed.” he shrugged.

“Paul.” I rolled my eyes. “I'm tired. Come over tomorrow?” I practically begged.

“Alright. Sweet dreams.” he kissed the top of my head and exited the room. I walked up to my room, taking a shower first.

I put on a pair of cotton shorts and a camisole, washed my face, and I put on my wolf slippers. I slept soundly, dreaming of Jacob.

Nessie, I need to know. Who do you love?” Jacob was staring at me.

You. I love you.” I whispered and our lips met.

My eyes opened as my thoughts were on that dream. I scanned my room, and found Jake in a chair facing me. This time I didn't jump.

I realized the moment I saw him I loved him. That I could never love anyone else, no matter what I may think. That at this very moment, I wanted his lips on mine, and I wanted him. Forever.

I wanted him to be Jacob, my Jacob, I loved the sound of hearing that. I wanted to say it. He eyed me, probably wondering what I was thinking.

“Hi.” I greeted him shyly. He looked like he was trying not to laugh. I was terrified to know what I said in my sleep.

“Hi.” he repeated.

“What'd I say?” I asked.

“You kept saying 'I love you' and I won't ask who you're talking about.” he motioned like he was locking his lips and throwing away the key.

“I think you should know.” I said.

“No, it's none of my business.” he denied.

“No, it is your business. You have a right to know.” I argued.

“No, I don't.” he protested.

“You sure?” I asked.

“I don't want to know.” he objected.

“Jake, please.” I pleaded.

“No.” he repeated.

“No. I don't wanna know.” he shook his head. Why was he being so difficult?

“You sure?” I asked.

“One hundred percent.” he nodded.

“Alright.” I quietly agreed. I rose to exit the room.

“Didn't you wanna hang out today?” he asked, confused.

“Yeah, but I just need to talk to my family. Girl talk.” I assured him.

“Kay. I'll be at the beach if you wanna find me.” he sounded a little disappointed. I gave him a small hug and he ducked out the door and I sat on my bed.

“Mom? Alice? Esme? Rosalie?” I called as if they were in the room with me, knowing they would hear. They arrived in my room within seconds.

“Honey, what is it?” my mom worried a lot these days.

“I'm having, er... trouble.” I stared at my feet.

“Oh Ness!” Alice's arms were around me, after she 'saw' my explanation. She found that she could see me now, great.

“I don't get it. Fill us non-psychics in please.” Esme smiled warmly.

“She's confused. She's between Jake and Josh.” Alice explained for me.

“I like Josh, but when he kissed me, all I could think of was Jake. I just, don't know.” I vented.

“Well, I can't 'see' you with Jake, but I don't see you and Josh being happy.” Alice confirmed.

“I almost told Jake just now.” I confessed.

“Why didn't you?” Mom demanded, defensive of him.

“He heard me saying 'I love you' in my sleep, and I-” I was cut off.

“What was your dream?” Esme asked.

“Him. I was gonna tell him, but he wouldn't let me.” I almost began to cry.

“He thought you meant the other guy.” Rosalie spoke for the first time.

“I don't know what to do.” I started to get really frustrated.

“Tell him!” they all yelled in unison.

“He won't let me.” I argued.

“Hold him down and scream in his face if you have to!” Mom ordered

. “You're head-over-heals for him. Admit it: you've fallen.” Rose said.

“I don't know what to do, what to say, what to wear....” I let my sentence trail off.

“Time for a little help. Rose, hair. Esme, makeup. Me, clothes. Bella, what to say. It's time you tell him. Today.” Alice announced.

“Alright.” I agreed sheepishly.

“Time for Operation-win- Jake's-heart.” Mom grinned, and we all got to work.