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Love of a Child

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AGE: TEEN/ EVERYONE (contains some swear words which is why it's labeled adult) Bella is now a a vampire. Who has a power that every single female vampire would want. With bellas life spinning out of control how will she cope with two new children Renesmee and EJ, and a relationship that was meant to last start to crumble? Bellas life takes a turn and shes headed toward a life changing experiance. What will happen bewtween Edward and Bella? What troubles will her new found powers bring? Oh and wait is that bella leaving on a airplan to ITALY??? So many questions to be answered. Now all you have to do, is sit back, relax. grab a bag of chips, and prepare yourself for a ride full of drama. Please review!! tell me what your thinking!! How can this story get any better if you dont give me some ideas??? Thanks to all those who have reviewed!!!


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11. Drifting

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Months went by with Emslet screaming and crying and nights went the same. EJ and Renesmee were growing more by the hour and Jacob had been here every second of every day. He was spending time with Renesmee not wanting to miss a second of her growing life any longer. Edward and I have drifted a part a little I don’t know why but there’s just this feeling that makes me want to push him aside. My undead heart does not long for him any longer and feels no pull towards the love that I hungered. We were drifting and I was scared. I wanted to be with him but the love just disappeared. The passion, the romance, the undying love that makes the spark of a relationship was dying. The flame that once burned bright was dimming faster and faster. Yes I truly loved my wonderful Edward but my heart was empty. The only love I really felt and the pull was towards my two children.

“Love are you okay?” Edward asked love and concern deep in his voice.

“I’m fine.” I lied. Edward wrapped his hands around me. That once felt comfortable but now it just felt weird. I didn’t want him to touch me but I did not let it show. For I knew it would hurt him deeper then any pain I had known.

“I love you my Bella.” Edward told me his breath on my neck. I wanted to run out of his arms and just be away from his embrace for I did not deserve it. I was lying to him and mostly myself in what I said next.

“I love you too.” if my heart was beating I swear it would have been ripped apart from such a lie. I loved Edward but not the same. We were losing each other and it just didn’t feel the same. I could feel the day would come soon where I just couldn’t be around him. Love was no longer in the air for Edward and I. We were lost from each other.

“Bella?” Alice called to me.

“Yes?” I said softly. Knowing that she could here me just fine. I was still wrapped in Edwards embrace.

“can you come here for a sec?” Alice asked from her bedroom.

“Sure.” I replied. Edward let me go and sighed.

“ It always seems like every time we are together we get torn apart.” Edward said.

“No need to worry my love I’ll love you for eternity.” what I lie I had said and yet it made it worth while to see that it made him smile.

“as I do you.” he told me kissing me. As he kissed me I let him kiss me. I felt no need to kiss him. No passion in which I felt behind the kiss. For me there was absolute nothing. As our lips finally parted I ran up to Alice’s bedroom. As I entered her room her face was filled with dread.

“Lets go shopping!” Alice said excitedly but her eyes told me she needed to talk to me privately.

“Okay I needed to buy some more jeans any ways.” I told Alice in a boring tone I always use when she ask me to go shopping. “Is Rosalie coming?”

“No the three of them are going out.” Alice said while grabbing the keys to her car.

“Bella?” Rosalie called me. I ran to her room.

“yeah?” I asked her. She had Emslet in her arms. He was already two months old and was starting to sleep half way through out the night.

“Can Emmet and I bring Renesmee and EJ out with us?” Rosalie asked

“Yeah sure.” I told her and headed to alices car before she got mad at me and went crazy with the shopping. As I headed out side I heard Edward say goodbye but I ignored him. What was going on with me?