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"Old Love Or New"

Summary:
Alice Doesnt See Bella Jump Off The Cliff In New Moon. Jacob Never Saved Her. Victoria Finds Her and decides to change her. 97 years later Bella now has her own coven of Vampire's. What happens when they meet the Cullens again. Who will she choose. Her new Fiancee, Logan or Edward? The old Love of her Life or the New one.? MADE BY toosmall808 t might not turn out like you would expect it? Or will it! 50 REVIEWS AND THERE WILL BE A SEQUEL!! 50 REMEMBER!


Notes:
This 1st chapter is Bella explaining what has happened during her new life until now. If you intend to read the story i would read this first chapter! I will update ofen and your reviews help! Thank yall so much! This is my first Fan Fiction! Please keep in mind that this is just the chapter that explains everyhting. The action begins next chapter.


5. Chapter 5/Pencil Trick/The truth from the past

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Chapter 5

I had followed Edward into our first class, Trig. Logan was tagging behind with my hand in his. We each found a seat in the back. The teacher couldn't see us thanks to the basketball team sitting in front of us. I giggled to myself at the luck of that. Logan was on my right and Edward sat in the desk behind me.

It was the perfect set up for the pencil trick. As the class started Edward slipped me a note. I didn't read it yet when I gave Logan the cue to drop his pencil. Logan dropped his pencil and whispered "Can you get that for me babe"? Edward didn't seem to understand yet because the expression on his face was confused. I was surprised. Edward should be reading his thought and figuring out the set up. I got out of my seat without a noise and no one, even the teacher looking at me.

I stood up straight angled myself so Edward would get a perfect view, and bent down. Edward gasped and moaned, but only loud enough for vampires to hear. I giggled to myself and I knew Logan was just dying inside. I stayed like that for a dramatic 7 seconds. I stood up straight and put Logans pencil back on his desk.

"Here ya go babe", I winked then giggled at Logan. Edward had seen the entire performance and his mouth was wide open once again. I gave him a sexy smug smirk and turned back to face forward in my desk.

I sat back in my seat and opened the note Edward had passed to me.

It read "Bella im so sorry for leaving you! This isn't what I wanted. I wanted you to live a normal human life and get married, to a normal human. If I knew you would be turned into a vampire any way I wouldn't have left you. I love you and everything I said that night in the forest was a lie. Please take me back. I know your with that guy now but please take me back. I love you Isabella Swan!"

Edward had written in his beautiful hand righting. I then decided to let him know how he had everything wrong.

I wrote in my improved handwriting, "Edward, I love you and I will always love you. You had a choice to have what you wanted but you didn't take it. You made the choice that I wasn't what you wanted. Even if I hadn't been changed into a vampire I would have married someone else. I knew you weren't coming back after a certain time. I knew but didn't admit to myself then that I would have married my best friend, Jacob Black. I wouldn't have married a human though. Jacob was a werewolf. So even though you wanted me to marry a human I wouldn't have. About 54 years into being a vampire I figured out all you said was a lie. Except for the distraction part. I believe that was true. You hurt me so badly when you left Edward! I was a zombie for months. I couldn't eat, sleep, or talk. I was depressed and thought many times that it would be easiest to kill myself. I didn't because of Charlie and Jake and my mom. My promise to you meant nothing because you broke so many you made to me. I did everything and anything to break that promise. I rode motorcycles found the meadow and almost got eaten by Laurent and I jumped off a cliff. When I jumped off the cliff it was just cliff diving, although now I know I was hoping I would die that day. I had almost died that day. I didn't but I was terribly close. But instead of dying I became immortal. I would live forever and it was almost your fault. Victoria had found me being thrown around by the waves. She knew I would die so she decided to finish off the job. Before she could kill me I convinced her to listen to how and why you left me. She felt sympathetic and decided to change me instead. She had seen the similarity between the situations. You and I and Her and James. So you also saved me. I would have been killed if you hadn't left. I don't blame you for anything now only for the last few months of my human years. It sounds like I am blaming you but like I said Im not im just telling you all of my past until becoming a vampire. I love you too Edward Cullen but im with Logan now. My name is no longer Isabella Swan, Its now Bella Black. O and also how did you like the Pencil performance"?

When I finished this entire explanation I took the note folded it and threw it over my shoulder and let Edward read it. Class was almost over and my explanation had only taken up five minutes. I looked to my right and Logan mouthed to me "Are you okay"? I mouthed back "I am"; I smiled back at him thankfully for understanding. When I looked back down at my desk the note was there.

It said, "Bella, im so sorry. I had no idea what would happen. I thought you would move on. You didn't and im so terribly sorry for that. You said you don't blame me but you should. All of this is my fault. If I hadn't left you wouldn't have jumped off the cliff and Victoria wouldn't have found you! Once again so terrible sorry. You also said that you are with Logan now but you never said you wouldn't come back to me. I will fight for you. I wont run away or back down twice. Bella the thing you called the ‘Pencil Trick' doesn't seem like you. The old Bella I knew wouldn't have done that."

For the first time since Logan and I Were engaged I wasn't sure if I was making the right decision on marrying him. Who should I choose? Edward or Logan. My old love or new?