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"Old Love Or New"

Summary:
Alice Doesnt See Bella Jump Off The Cliff In New Moon. Jacob Never Saved Her. Victoria Finds Her and decides to change her. 97 years later Bella now has her own coven of Vampire's. What happens when they meet the Cullens again. Who will she choose. Her new Fiancee, Logan or Edward? The old Love of her Life or the New one.? MADE BY toosmall808 t might not turn out like you would expect it? Or will it! 50 REVIEWS AND THERE WILL BE A SEQUEL!! 50 REMEMBER!


Notes:
This 1st chapter is Bella explaining what has happened during her new life until now. If you intend to read the story i would read this first chapter! I will update ofen and your reviews help! Thank yall so much! This is my first Fan Fiction! Please keep in mind that this is just the chapter that explains everyhting. The action begins next chapter.


6. Chapter 6/ Why?

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Chapter 6

Class had 3 minutes left and I wasn't sure what to right on the note. I was now very confused. Should I give Edward a chance? If I do will Logan leave? Will Logan fight for me?

Then the bell rang, I wish I had more time to think about this. So I decided I would skip biology. That was my next class. I picked up my book bag and my notebook that was on my desk. Before I left I gave Logan a kiss on the cheek and gave him a week smile. He gave me a puzzled look but I just shook my head. I looked back at Edward and he started straight into my eyes and said, "I will fight for you", he only said this loud enough for me to hear.

I turned away quickly for fear I would run straight into his arms. I ran out of the class at human speed and as soon as I hit the tree's I started to run as fast as I could. I was going to Edward and my meadow. I would think about what I needed to do.

Then before I knew it I was there. I sat in the middle of the meadow were the sun actually shone. My skin sparkled like Edwards on that day he brought me here for the first time. I started to dry sob when that memory came into my mind. I love Logan so much, but I loved Edward too. "I don't know what to do", I said aloud screaming with all my anger I had.

Why had this happened to me now? I was finally happy. Whoever was controlling this stuff couldn't let me be happy for too long. Could they? I feel like someone's watching me saying, o look Bella's happy, we need to mess it up or, we need to make things more complicated before she gets comfortable.

Before I knew it I could hear Vampire footsteps running threw the trees. I knew it was Edward. I was still sitting in the middle of the meadow when I decided to get up. So when Edward wouldn't catch me with my guard down.

Edward was by the tree line. He was moving forward slowly. As if he looked he wanted to hug me but didn't want to scare me. Edward was gorgeous and beautiful and over all godlike. I can only imagine what I looked like. I probably had leaves and grass in my hair. I looked down and my clothes were all muddy. I didn't care. Dry sobs were still coming.

I couldn't hold it in any more when I said "Why"? In the most helpless voice I had ever heard my self-use. "You Left Me, I gave you everything, and I gave you every inch of love I had and all of my heart. Then you turn around and rip it out". "Bella", Edward said looking like he was in agony. I dint care it didn't compare to what I was feeling now. "No Edward, I still love you, I can't bring myself to stop, and even after all of these years and the things you did to me inside. Every word you said that night ripped a hole inside of me. Every time I thought of you I would have to hold myself together. I would wake up at night screaming. I would dream I was looking for you, and then I all of a sudden forgot what I was looking for. Every night it was the same dream, Edward. Every night I would wake up screaming. Charlie came in the first few times than after a week he stopped coming in", I told him. Edward looked like he was pleading and begging with his eyes for forgiveness. I will not give in this easily. "Imp not the same person I was when you knew me, I am the new and improved Bella, I am strong and tough, nothing fazes me! Except you". I had said this in a disgusted tone. I was disgusted with myself. "I can't figure out why that is? I can't forget your face and I can't forget voice or those words you said. Did you know yesterday was the day you told me you didn't love me anymore"? I told him all of this letting everything out from the last 97 years. It felt good.

I was week for giving in. I had let almost all of the feelings out. I wasn't done yet. Edward looked distressed and said again, "Bella, Please". He had moved closer to me. I took a few steps back. "No Edward, you made so many promises, so many you didn't keep. Do you remember the words ‘It will be as if I never excited'"? Edward didn't say anything so I repeated my question. "Do you Edward"? "Yes", Edward said sounding ashamed. "You had always existed. Do you know I found the meadow after you left? Laurent was there. He was on business for Victoria. He would have killed me right there if it hadn't been for the pack! Victoria would have killed me way before the cliff incident if the pack hadn't have watched Charlie and I Like a Hawk", I told Edward this looking more and more agonized by this news as I went on. I was almost finished with my lecture. I was falling apart and Edward could tell the moment he saw me from the tree line. Edward was about 3 feet away from me now. I could tell he might as well have been being burned inside. That's what it looked like from the outside. Before Edward could say anything I continued. "Does this ring a bell? ‘As if you could out run me'"? I said this as I was running around the meadow like Edward had done. "'As if you could fight me off'", I ran to a tree and pulled at one of its rutes, it came out easily as I threw it across the meadow. When I was once again was three feet in front of Edward I collapsed onto my knees. I was absaloutly losing it. I had never let myself go this far before. I bet I looked crazy to Edward. I didn't care. This is how I felt and I probably was crazy!

I could see the pain, agony, and stress, hate for himself, Edward was feeling right now. I did not feel bad for him. I was dry sobbing in my hands when I looked straight up at him and once again repeated "Why"?