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I just want to DIE!

Should I die, I don't think anyone would actually care. My name is Bella Swan and I want to die. I live with my dad in a town called Forks and I want to die. I had a boyfriend who was a vampire but he left me and now I want to die. My best friend Jacob has abandoned me for a cult and now I want to die. Did I forget anything? Oh yes, I want to die because my life sucks. This story is incredibly depressing and i have no idea why i wrote it. Don't read, save your sanity

I was bored. No i am not getting depressed again, those days are over (many thanks to Moonspinner). But for some reason, i started to write this. Maybe i'm being possessed. OH! i just had a great story idea....Anyway, this is during the stage where Jake is ignoring Bella (stupid mongrel). She decides she wants to feel a new pain. Warning: This story may not end well. My sad stories don't tend to have happy endings...well actually, some of my less sad stories don't either. My random ones do but the rest don't often.

12. Faces change

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"Carlisle, this is Felix's wife Lykell. Lykell, Brook, this is Carlisle, Esme, Alice, Edward, jasper, Emmett, and Rosalie Cullen" I turned. Oh my god.
Bella! My Bella was standing there, hand in hand with Felix.

"Cool, my middle name's Esme" said the girl, Brook. Bella's daughter? Bella had a daughter. And it wasn't with me. Bella was looking at me with a peculiar expression marring her perfect features.

"Felix, I have to go" she said. She kissed him quickly.

"Sorry Aro. Carlisle, it was nice to meet you and you're...family," she said. She didn't look at me once.

Lykell's POV
Why was he here? He shouldn't, couldn't be here. I heard feet following me as I left.

"Mum? Mum, what's wrong?"

"Nothing" I said "I just had a bit of a shock"

"Are you sure?" she asked.

"Yes. I'm just going to my room. Be good for your dad," I told her. She grinned and nodded.

"I'm my daddy's little angel" she teased. It was true. She could wrap anyone around her little finger, Felix especially.

"Okay. Bye" I went to my room and stretched out on my bed. After all this time. I'd got settled, I was happy here with Felix and Brook. There was a knock on my door.

"Come in" I said. I knew it wasn't Edward. I recognized the light tapping.

"Hey Jane" I said when the door opened.

"Lykell, what is it?"

"Nothing. Just...no, nothing" I said.

"Well, Aro want to know if you are going to the dance tonight?"

"Of course" I said, instantly. If I didn't, people would start to ask questions that I was in no mood to answer.

"Lykell..." in the entire Volturi, I'd only ever told Jane and Felix about my past. And I hadn't told Jane everything. I hadn't told her the name of the vampire who'd hurt me so much.

"Look Jane. I'm fine. I just want some peace right now," I snapped. She shrugged and walked off. I focused. I looked at my legs and arms. They bore no sign of the pain I'd gone through except for the faintest criss-cross scars that the vampire venom hadn't removed, and the memory of suffering. I felt empowered. Right, well this was my home! I wasn't going to let Edward Cullen drive me away from my home and family. I was going to go to that dance tonight and show him that I didn't care about him anymore. Okay, I was thinking absolute rubbish but I had to try. Besides, I loved Felix (not quite to the same extent I'll admit) and I loved Brook. I was happy here and Edward would not ruin that!

"No he won't," I muttered defiantly, getting up. I went
to my wardrobe and chose my most flattering dress. It was a one shoulder midnight blue dress. It had a short, straight skirt and glittering beads sown into the hem, sleeve and around the neckline. Perfect.

I was dressed and ready, makeup applied. Blue eye shadow, red lipstick, mascara. I never went to this extent normally. Brook was wearing a white dress with a blue bow around it.

"Do you think Alec will ask me to dance mum?" I smiled at her fondly. I wasn't so distracted I didn't see what was happening there.

"I don't know. You ready?" I asked.

"let's go!" she cried with enthusiasm. I put my head up and prepared myself. We swept down the corridors and into the main hall. We opened the door and I found Felix. He was talking to Jasper and Edward was leaning against the wall nearby. The moment he saw me, his eyes practically fell out. I raised an eyebrow and went to Felix. Think Bella. Edward isn't for you.