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I just want to DIE!

Should I die, I don't think anyone would actually care. My name is Bella Swan and I want to die. I live with my dad in a town called Forks and I want to die. I had a boyfriend who was a vampire but he left me and now I want to die. My best friend Jacob has abandoned me for a cult and now I want to die. Did I forget anything? Oh yes, I want to die because my life sucks. This story is incredibly depressing and i have no idea why i wrote it. Don't read, save your sanity

I was bored. No i am not getting depressed again, those days are over (many thanks to Moonspinner). But for some reason, i started to write this. Maybe i'm being possessed. OH! i just had a great story idea....Anyway, this is during the stage where Jake is ignoring Bella (stupid mongrel). She decides she wants to feel a new pain. Warning: This story may not end well. My sad stories don't tend to have happy endings...well actually, some of my less sad stories don't either. My random ones do but the rest don't often.

7. Now has gone

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Jane woke me up early and hassled me out of bed about a week after I'd arrived

"Eat! Quickly! We have to get you ready!" I struggled up and wolfed down the plate of food she'd bought me.

"Where's the fire?" I asked as she bobbed up and down impatiently.

"Aro's given the order. It's the day"

"Oh God"

"Yeah. So, we need to get you dressed and made up for it"

"Do I get a honeymoon?" I asked sarcastically.

"Well...Aro told me to tell you that you had a choice. You could either be turned after the ceremony and then go on your honeymoon when you're ready. Or, you can go on the honeymoon first and then be turned when you get back"

"Hmmm...what would you suggest?"

"Well, if you want to see the sun through human eyes I'd
take the second option. But if you're worried about getting...broken...I'd go for the first one"

"Oh God. Oh God! I have no idea!"

"You don't have to decide until Aro turns up. We have to get you ready first" she went over to the door and shouted "HEIDIIIIIII!" A woman (who I assumed was Heidi) appeared holding a garment bag. She unzipped it and revealed a dress.

"Is that mine?" I asked, awestruck. The dress was a tight
fitting red gown. The top of the bodice was white and from the bottom flared white material. There was a red silk shoulder jacket included. Heidi produced a box from a pocket. It contained a diamond necklace that sparkled and a replica flower for my hair.

"Heidi is the best person ever for make up. Aro wants you looking your best for Felix" I was seated in front of a mirror and it was odd watching me blossom beneath Heidi's fingers. When she was done, I stood up. Wow. I looked pretty.

"Ah, the blushing bride!" said Aro appearing in my room. I sighed quietly.

"I believe you understand why I'm here?"

"Yep. It's about me being turned. I think I'd like to go on the honeymoon first" what? I'd meant to say be turned! Oh what the hell. I didn't want to be immortal anymore. Maybe I'd get lucky and Felix would kill me by accident.

"Well, you are expected at the end of the aisle in five minutes. Continue" he left and Jane pulled me to my feet.

"Right. You're ready. Heidi, bye. Thanks. I've got to get changed. Be back in three seconds" I closed my eyes and counted to three. Of course, she got back on time. She was wearing a black dress with red straps. It was bedecked with shiny beads and looked gorgeous.

"We have a lot of dresses lying around. Alec insisted I dress up for his best mates wedding"

"Even if the bride is unwilling," I muttered. Jane patted me on the back.

"Even so" she led me to the door and into the corridor. I followed her blindly through the twisting corridors to the large, open chamber. Felix stood at the altar in a black tuxedo that contrasted painfully well with his pale skin. He reminded me of the way Edward had looked on the night of the prom. He held out his hand to me and I was confused by his expression. Part sadness, part joy. I closed my eyes and took the hand. The start and end of my life beckoned me.