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I just want to DIE!

Should I die, I don't think anyone would actually care. My name is Bella Swan and I want to die. I live with my dad in a town called Forks and I want to die. I had a boyfriend who was a vampire but he left me and now I want to die. My best friend Jacob has abandoned me for a cult and now I want to die. Did I forget anything? Oh yes, I want to die because my life sucks. This story is incredibly depressing and i have no idea why i wrote it. Don't read, save your sanity

I was bored. No i am not getting depressed again, those days are over (many thanks to Moonspinner). But for some reason, i started to write this. Maybe i'm being possessed. OH! i just had a great story idea....Anyway, this is during the stage where Jake is ignoring Bella (stupid mongrel). She decides she wants to feel a new pain. Warning: This story may not end well. My sad stories don't tend to have happy endings...well actually, some of my less sad stories don't either. My random ones do but the rest don't often.

8. New Life

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I threw up into the toilet. I was sick again! I'd been sick twice today! Felix had headed out to the swimming pool ahead of me. This place was nice, the Volturi's private villa in Rome. No humans. Except me. I'd been here for about a month now. I was trying to prolong my human life but I knew eventually I'd have to go back. Not that Felix seemed to mind that I was still human. I stretched up and felt a sharp stab of pain. I cried out and fell to the floor.

"Lykell!" cried a voice. Felix dashed to my side.

"What's wrong?" he demanded.

"I'm just ill. I'm still human remember? Human's get sick" he lifted me up and carried me to the bed. I had to admit, although I hadn't wanted to marry Felix, he could be quite...sweet. Okay, sweet was the wrong word. But he seemed to care for me.

"Are you sure that's all? You've been sick three times now?"

"You have a photographic memory and you're unsure of the number?"

"At least your ability to be sarcastic isn't sick"

"Seriously Felix. I feel rubbish," I groaned.

"Lykell, stand up"

"I just sat down!" I complained. I stood up and stretched. Immediately, I retched.

"Damn" I groaned as I threw up again. I stood up. Felix's eyes widened.

"Grab your bags. We're going back to Italy"

"Why?" I groaned, "I've just got a stomach bug"

"Look at your damn stomach!" he shouted. I felt a nervous twitch as I did.

"Oh my God" my stomach was huge, sticking out like a balloon

"Lykell, how much do you know about vampires?" he asked. I thought back along time ago, the day after Jacob told me that...Edward...was a vampire. Incubus. The ability to father children. My eyes practically popped out of their sockets.

"I can't be...pregnant" I said, "I just can't be"

"Lykell, look at yourself. If you have any other theories let me know!" he said, briskly. He grabbed my bag and
darted outside. He came back two minutes later and grabbed me. He carried me outside and placed me in the car. We drove quickly and reached Volterra before nightfall.

"Aro! It is urgent that I speak with you!" said Felix, bursting through the chambers, tugging me after him. We reached the main chamber and he briefly bowed before Aro. I felt truly afraid for the first time, as the eyes stared at me. I wrapped my hands around my stomach.

"What is it Felix? We weren't anticipating your return until next week and we were also under the impression your new bride would be immortal"

"That was the plan however, a certain unexpected change has decimated that plan" he pulled me forward and when he released me, I fell to the ground in front of Aro. Felix tugged me to my feet. He was handling me like a piece of meat.

"She's pregnant!" he barked. Aro's eyes widened and then filled with a sort of desire, greed.

"Indeed and that poses the question of what to do about it?"

"Aro! There is no question! The thing should be removed before it kills her!" said Felix.

"Peace Felix. Your wife will not be harmed. However, I think it would be best to see how things progress"
"You want to leave it in her?! But what of the other ancients? Should they not have a say?" I knew he was resorting to the others because Caius would take one look at me and demand the child removed. In truth, did I want my baby to be destroyed? No, I did not.

"Does not the fruitful mother get her say too?" asked Aro "Lykell, what is your decision?" I knew it wouldn't matter what I said, Aro would still make me keep the baby but I needed to convince Felix to stop trying. I looked at Felix. His eyes were pleading with me. I couldn't. I had to look away.

"I want to keep my child"