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The Story of 2

Summary:
My take on what would've happen post BD. Will Jacob And Nessie fall in love? Or will they stay BFF's? I tried to stay as true to the characters as possible. TITLE CHANGE!!! This was formerly known as Jacob and Nessie


Notes:
This story starts off 5 years after BD. the cullen family is living in a seattle suburb. Jacob is Alpha of his pack of 8.


4. Chapter 4- New

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Every since the bonfire, Jacob’s presence had a completely different affect on me. Every time he touched me, my heart would damn near jump out my chest, every time he talked I would listen even more attentively. I wanted to spend every second with him. I was completely wrapped up in him every minute of the day I was without him. What was he doing? Where was he? Was he thinking of me? My day to day activities were wrapped up in him too. If we learned something new in school I thought he would like I would write it down so I wouldn’t forget to tell him about it. If I saw something that reminded me of him I would usual buy it. It was like I was living a whole new life. I knew better than to be consumed by a boy, but I couldn’t help it, and Jacob was a man. I kept my thoughts to myself while my father was around. Every time I went over to their house I kept my mind on schoolwork or petty school drama.

My mother and fathers house was about 15 miles from the main house. I usual ran there. I had decided, about a month after moving here, that I should live with my grandparents, uncles, and aunts. They could at least keep their hands off each other while I was around. My mother and father’s relationship was sickening. They always looked into each other with their puppy dog eyes, and kiss each other passionately. It was truly gross even if they weren’t my parents. The move to the main house ended up being a plus because I got to see Jacob more.

“Hey Mom” I said when I walked in the door. She walked over and kissed me on the forehead. “What’s up?” I tried to act cheerful about the fact that Jake was pulling a double shift, and I wouldn’t see him for awhile.

“Nothing much, sweetie” she said. I sat down on the couch and pulled out my homework, no doubt dad will be walking in soon, and I needed to get my thoughts focused off Jacob. I did my homework, not really paying attention. I just rattled of numbers in my head and wrote them on the page.

“Renesmee” My Dad said when he walked in. “What are you thinking about?” I shot a panicked look at him, but kept my mind focus on school.

“What are you talking about, dad? I’m doing my stats homework” He looked at me puzzled. “I don’t think so” Mom was looking at me now, too.

“What?” I asked. He looked down at my homework and I did too hoping I didn’t write something about Jake on it. It was upside down, the numbers I had written were all over the page. Damn.

“Your mind has been preoccupied lately, are you trying to keep something from me young lady?” He said it in a joking manner, but I knew he wasn’t.

“Dad it’s nothing…er I think I should go home” I got up and put my stuff back in my backpack.

He grabbed my hand, and pulled me back on the couch. “Oh, no you don’t. Sit down and talk to us.” My mom came and sat on the other side of me; trapping me Crap,I’m screwed.

I exhaled and let the barriers that I usually put up around my father break down. He now knew what my real thoughts were; what I’ve been hiding from him. His eyes bulged and he gasped. I steadied myself they couldn’t get mad at me for thinking it, could they? He heard that too and he gave me a look that was a definitely NO to my question. Mom stayed quiet surprisingly. She was always my rescue from my over protective father.

“NO” was all he said.

I tried to get up and leave but he held me there. “I don’t want to talk about this, dad. You’re not going to reasonable about it anyway so…let me leave please”

My mom finally said something. “What’s going on Renesmee? What are you hiding from us?”

I was going to say nothing, but my father interrupted “Don’t you dare lie to your mother.” He looked away from me to my mom. ”Your daughter here is thinking about…things…” he was having a hard time finding the right words. “…things she has no business thinking….with that dog.” My mom gasped.

This is Hell I thought. I yanked my hand from him and raced out the house. I didn’t know where to go, but I had to get away from here.

I settled myself in the grass patch on the hill Jake and I always went to. Even though he wasn’t here I could feel his presence, it was comforting. I had to get my mind around what just happened. Now that they knew, what would happen to Jake? They couldn’t make him leave, could they? They had to know what that would do to me. It would kill me. I laid my head down and cried. Knowing whatever was going to happen couldn’t be good. I didn’t see any good possibilities. I heard someone approaching. I knew who it was almost instantly. Jacob. I wanted to run because there was no way he didn’t know how I felt now, but I stayed. I wanted him to know how I felt especially since our time together was running out.

“Ness you okay?” He stayed in shadows of the trees. He was shifting his weight, nervously. Not a good sign.

“No. Why would I be okay, Jake?” I mumbled.

I heard him sigh, and I closed my eyes waiting for the rejection to come. “Ness…I…” he started out, he seemed at a lost for words.

I exhaled and opened my eyes. “I know Jake...its okay. I understand” My eyes could hardly see him through the tears.

“What? What do you know? What’s okay?” he crossed the field, and placed his hands on my face, wiping the tears.

“That you don’t love me….I know why…you don’t have to explain…I’ll be fine” It was hard to say those words, I felt like I was grasping for air.

His face looked shocked, then almost angry. “Why would you say that, Ness?” he grabbed my hand and placed it on his chest, over his heart. “I love you. I always loved you and always will.”

I looked at him with a “duh” on my face. “I know that Jake, But you don’t love me like I love you.”

He smiled. “How do you love me, Nessie?”.

I looked at him He didn’t know? “I love you…in a romantic sort of way” I should be embarrassed by what I just said, but I wanted him to know how I felt.

His eyes lit up.“Ness! Of course I love you that way!” I looked up into his eyes, he was telling the truth.

“You do? But you never said anything before” I asked.

He suddenly looked sad. “I wanted to wait, imprinting only effects me. I wasn’t sure you felt that way and I wanted for you to have a choice…Ness I want you to have the freedom to make your own decisions.” He looked down.

I pulled his face up so he would look at me. “I. Choose. You.” I said and touched my lips to his.

When Jacob and I were kissing, I felt like a whole new person. My eyes suddenly saw everything I wanted them to see. My body felt new. I felt like I didn’t even look the same. And of course Jake was the perfect gentlemen; he kept his hands to himself. He only touched me where I wanted him to, well where he thought he wouldn’t get killed by my father for, I wanted him to touch me everywhere. When we stopped kissing he looked at me and I saw what was there all along. His stare. He looked at me that I was the only person who existed in this world. I could feel the overwhelming love behind it. I stood up and took his hand.

From that point on I was starting a new life. My Life with Jacob.