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Blood In Thy Hands..

Summary:
What If Edward did come across Bella In an alley way, with no distractions to keep him restrained. what If he did change her? What choices would poor little Bella make now? And will Edward be the love of her life? her soul mate? Only time can reveal... Blood On Thy Hands Rated Teen for Possible future Refrences!BIG TWIST AT THE END!!! Very OOC Lol!Thank you Kit Kat Cullen for the Wonderful Banner you have preserved for me :) !! Lol!


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7. Broken...

Rating 5/5   Word Count 1311   Review this Chapter

Bella’s POV

It had been almost 1 year now since I joined the Cullen’s, I’m fairly happy here, but I know I could be happier...Emmet has really made all the difference and so has Alice, Jasper is also a good friend too me, he supports me and my decisions, he’s a good buddy.Carlisle and Esme love me like everyone else, like I was there child, they all make me feel loved, especially Edward... Ah Edward, love of my life, my soul mate. He makes me feel more than loved, he cherishes me, every moment we have, every kiss, hug, anything, like we only have so much time left...I know that’s silly, we have all eternity together...

Every Cullen made me feel more than loved and welcomed into there home, all of Rosalie...

She hates me, hates me with such passion, she hates me spending time with Emmet, and hanging around with everyone else too, she is horrible to me, she hates every part of me, she cant even look at me!She throws me evil dirty looks, she doesn’t speak to me, no matter what, if she does it then it will be very aggressive and mean. She like’s to correct all of my mistakes and make’s me feel stupid, she acts smug around me and makes me feel like crap too.I don’t no why and it’s really getting on my nerves, I’m going to end up snapping one day I swear it! The way she walks by like she’s perfect, and innocent! Like she is the Queen and everyone else is her noble friends and I’m just a peasant! A low life, yeah well we’ll see... If she does one more thing I swear I’ll run over to her and rip her miserable head off! No, no, I’ll make it more painful, I’ll shock her! Shock her first; make her live the horrible agonizing pain...

Calm down, don’t lose temper, calm down Bella calm down...

Gosh...What’s with her? Anyway I’ll just stay away and hopefully she won’t come near me...She’d better not...

I walked over and sat on a log out side the house by the pond. Edward, Alice, Esme and Carlisle, were hunting, so it was just Jasper, Emmet, Me and of course the witch Rosalie...

They should all be coming back soon, probably about 10 or 20 minutes, they have been gone for a week now...A slow, slow agonizingly painful week...A week of dread and torture that it could be enough to kill anyone...A week without Edward...

Only 10 or 20 more minutes, come on Bella! Pull your self together he’ll be here soon... I hope...

Jasper and Emmet were reselling; Rosalie was praising her glorious beauty...

What a vain bitch...Cares about nothing but herself... And I have an eternity with her... Great... Fantastic... Just what I always wanted, a long slow boring eternity, with the most ridiculous, pathetic, vain, cruel , hating , angry Rosalie... I narrowed my eyes and felt the anger pulse through me.

Calm yourself Bella, do not lose temper, and control your emotions...

I sighed; Jasper looked up, alarmed by my sudden blast of emotions. “Are you okay Bella?” He asked coolly.

“Yeah, I’m fine; don’t worry about me Jazz I’ll be okay...” I trailed off at the end lost in the evil eyes of her...

Oh, it speaks” Rosalie snapped coldly.

“Rosalie what the heck is your problem?!” I snapped.

You” She replied with an icy glare.

“Me?!” I squeaked.

“Yes, that’s what I said isn’t it?” She said smugly.

“What the hell have I done to you?” I ask bemused.

“Everything!” She stated firm

“Rose, don’t –“ Emmet began but was interrupted by her again...

“Emmet, stop it! Stop sticking up for her!! I’m your wife! For heavens sake! Who do you choose? Me or her?” She fired at him.He stopped stunned at what she was saying, so did I. Then he came back.

“Rose you know I have always loved you...” He rushed out as he grasped what she meant.

“Nothing will ever change that...” He continued to rush out “although Bella is my best friend and I don’t take to kindly of people pestering and battering her when she has clearly done nothing wrong...”He studied her expression then continued

“therefore, I do ask that you leave her alone, as she obviously didn’t intend on any trouble...”He finished firmly. He gazed into her shocked eyes, her expression was hard and hurt, Emmet gave her an apologetic look and her face then melted into anger...

“How dare you choose her over me? I’m your WIFE! Have you forgotten how important I am to you? HAVE YOU? Or do you even care anymore? DO YOU?” Rosalie roared at him, venom in her shocking words...

Everyone froze, Emmet’s face twisted into horror, Jasper just glared at her, stunned, and I was frozen in shock on the log, isolated in my own personal hell...

“WELL?????” She viciously through at him.

“Erm...” Was all he managed to choke up? Gosh he better do better than that!

“THAT’S IT EMMET! WE. ARE. FINISHED!” She screamed in all her rage...She stormed off till she was right on front of me.

“YOU! SEE WHAT YOU JUST DID!!” She thundered at me.

“What? ME? I didn’t do anything!!” I squeaked

“YES YOU DID! YOU STARTED THIS!!! IF YOU NEVER CAME HERE EVERYTHING WOULD HAVE BEEN FINE! THIS WOULD HAVE NEVER HAPPENED! BUT BECAUSE OF YOU IT HAS! YOU RUIEND EVERYTHING!! I HATE YOU!”

She broke down then falling to her knees narrowing her eyes on the ground. Then suddenly she looked up and grinned evilly...

At that moment Alice, Edward, Carlisle and Esme sprinted out of the forest.

“ROSE DON’T!” Alice screamed , running over to us.

“Bella has caused me too much pain, let’s see you she likes it then shall we?” She spit at her.

“What’s going on??” I exclaimed, anger rising in me

“Bella, guess what? How much do you love Edward?” She asked smirking evilly...

I sighed “Too much, more than you can imagine” I narrowed my eyes “why the hell do you wanna know?! I spit back at her

“ROSE PLEASE DON’T!” Edward roared somewhere in the forest getting closer

“NO ROSE!” Emmet fired grabbing her but she pushed him away, grabbed my shoulders and looked me in the eye

“He was the one that bit you Bella, he was the one that caused you all the pain and almost drained you dry! He made you into this cruel violent blood thirsty monster that you are!! He doesn’t love you! He used you! He doesn’t care about you, or else he wouldn’t have done it,He doesn’t love you! He never has, and never will!Now what do you say to that???”

I couldn’t move...It couldn’t be true could it?

The pain was slowly flooding through and crawling into my heart, sucking everything I had left, Darkness, wrapping around me and sucking me into a giant black hole, never again to see the beautiful radiant light I had came to love...Everyone hated me, they used me, and they never loved me? Did they? No... Even Emmet! My teddy bear! My best friends, my loving parents, and my soul mate.... All false, a dreadful lie...

Nothing made sense anymore, no more reason to be here, nothing to keep my feet on the ground, I feel I’m flying away of the rail, nothing to hold onto anymore, all my human friends and family think I’m dead, my vampire family and friends were false and they all hated me...

I had nothing anymore, nothing...No more reason for love, or life... And also, why do life and love go on? What’s the point? What’s life without love? And is it truly worth it? No it’s not... Nothing is worth this...This pain... That will follow over me in my shadows... Haunting me for the rest of forever....

Nothing is worth anything anymore... I had nothing left, I was sinking... Falling... But I won’t get back up, I will keep falling through nothing forever...

T his is the start and the end to my never ending nightmare...